my life is an occasion ; rise to it

2012-02-11T01:15:00.001+08:00

One of the scariest feelings in life is when you realize you aren’t afraid to die. You don’t look when you cross the road anymore. When you take pills you take however many come out. You’re not afraid when you hear those creepy creaking noises in your house anymore, because you hope they’ll get you. You seek out dangerous things, because you want to die. You stop caring about yourself, totally and completely. Nothing about you matters anymore, and at some point you look at yourself and become scared of yourself. Because you’re a monster, one who only hurts itself. And that’s scary.

2011-03-22T10:30:00.002+08:00

EVERYTHING I DO REMINDS ME OF YOU

2nd day of menses :( my cramp doesn't seems to be going away :(
baby say tonight he will buy me some tea to help with my cramps.
then just now i vomit my breakfast out T.T
eeeeee
awful feeling.
yesterday after work walk to ubi to get my stuff.
then baby come and fetch me

& i book appointment for my sis and me le.
kind of happy though ,
looking forward to my appointment .
braces off in 1 week plus time :)
teeth whitening will be next then .
totally no savings . cause i'm not earning alot luh :(
jialat sia.
i already set aside 300 this month for my treatment.
then 500 for two people :(
how broke . i only earn little bit only leh .
blame it on myself for not studying hard in the past :(

but now i'm really sincere and determined to study , my workplace is so far away from the campus i want to study part time in :( so argh .
what should i do ?
look for a job nearer?or wait til next year ?
cause mine is a contract job and is only 1 years and is like 9more months to go ?
i dontknow i dontknow . argh

lucky this week only left with thurs and fri to go cause tomorrow i wouldnt be in at office.
sat meeting ebon , acc that lcb go shopping :'( i wish i have all the money in the world to shop :( but c'mon i should know everything in life that you want , you've to work for it.
sun zoo trip and farewell bbq at east coast during night.

i love it when there's something to look forward too .

oh my :( cramps is here again .
okays byeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee

2011-03-21T16:11:00.002+08:00

baby is so sweet ^^
he know i very heaty
so he went to bought parsley tea for me to drink
is exp cause he bought it from his shop around 20 plus ~
yet i didnt drink :x
below i've copy the benefit of parsley tea :D
shall be good and go home and drink today :D
since is organic de , guess is safe and no harm hhaas.
is good that bi is working in organic shop ,
so whenever i got problem he always help me to search what to eat and all to help.
but sad to say , 31st march is his last day ~
baby is going to hunt for new job.

cramp like hell.
ever since i work til now . today is the only day that i can chill abit .
mayb because my cramp make me doesn't have to mood to work.so i take a break once in awhile ~
told love that i blackout in the toilet earlier on,he got so worried ~
menses make me feel giddy always :(
he say later going to look around see if there's anything that can make me feel better ~
how sweet :x ~ hees

Benefits of Parsley Tea
One of the biggest parsley tea benefits is its assistance in the treatment of diseases such as arthritis and rheumatism.
Parsley tea is rich in vitamin C, which supports the absorption of iron in the body. Thus, parsley tea cures anemia.
It helps in blood vessel rejuvenation. It maintains the elasticity of the blood vessels and also helps in repairing their wear and tear.
Parsley tea helps in detoxification, i.e. it helps in flushing out of toxins from the body.
It is rich in enzymes that boost the digestive system and excretory system.
It promotes the digestion of fats and proteins that further helps in intestinal absorption.
Because of the above reason, parsley tea helps in liver assimilation and storage.
One of the important parsley tea benefits to humans include treatment of deafness and ear infections.
Parsley tea assists in the dissolution of gallstones.
It has high content of anti-oxidant. Thus, its regular intake increases the anti-oxidant capacity of the blood.
You may derive weight loss benefits from parsley tea as it acts as a diuretic.
Since it is rich in vitamin C, it helps in treating gum problems such as scurvy.
One of the therapeutic parsley tea benefits to human health is that it relieves excessive gas from the alimentary canal.
Parsley tea contains apiol, a constituent of female sex hormone called estrogen. It helps in bringing regularity in menstrual cycles.
It assists in easing menstrual cramps.
Parsley carries high levels of beta carotene, folate and vitamin B12. This enables it to enhance and stimulate the assimilation and nutrient utilizing ability of organs.
Parsley tea has high content of chlorophyll. Therefore, it assists the body in getting rid of harmful, pathogenic micro-organism.
It helps the lungs to discharge residues that keep accumulating in it due to environmental pollution. More on parsley health benefits.
Parsley Tea Side Effects
Parsley tea should not be given to pregnant women as it acts as a uterus stimulant.
Parsley tea is abundant in oxalic acid. Thus, it should not be given to patients of kidney inflammation as it may cause the formation of kidney stones.
The essential oil of parsley tea is toxic and is not recommendable for internal use.
Parsley tea contains a compound called psoralen, which has been linked to photodermatitis reaction commonly found in parsley cutters.
In the market, powdered form of dry parsley leaves are available. You can use this powder directly to make tea. The ratio should be 2-3 teaspoons of parsley powder to one cup of hot water. The parsley powder tea health benefits are the same as that of parsley tea leaves. Hence, choose any according to your comfort and availability. Parsley tea benefits are noticeable over a couple of months of taking it regularly. Therefore, do not expect to experience its health or nutritional benefits within 5-6 days. Give parsley tea some time to heal and strengthen your body

2011-03-21T14:28:00.002+08:00

fcuk shit i suspect i'm having thyroid :(
below are those symptoms listed.those being highlights are what i dont have now .

Symptoms of hypothyroidism in adults include:
Early symptoms
Easy fatigue, exhaustion
Poor tolerance to cold temperatures
Constipation
Carpal tunnel syndrome (pain at the wrists and numbness of the hands)

Later symptoms :
Poor appetite
Weight gain
Dry skin
Hair loss
Intellectual ability worsens
Deeper, hoarse voice
Puffiness around the eyes
Depression
Irregular menstrual periods or lack of menstrual periods

oh my :(
what should i do :(

is a monday :( a bad start for me , cause this morning i wake up while i was preparing .
my da yi ma came and visit :(
now i'm feeling damn miserable
cause the pain is too pain for me to tolerate :(
panadol doesn't help too.
fml .
fml .
fml .

this is a busy week leh :(
later after work need settle some stuff
tomorrow busy day ahead also
wed unpaid leave to settle my stuff
thurs and fri regular work
sat , meet ebon
sun , zoo trip with bi and the german couple then night bbq .

all plan.hopefully things all go smoothly .
*dear menses cramp*please go away :( come again another day.
i'm dying -.-
if possible dont come back the cramppppppppppppppp

2011-03-16T15:36:00.002+08:00

in my opinion,being a guy seems to be easier.

think about it , no period , no dealing with the stupid mood swings , cramps and pad/tampons.
i can tell,they don't get drama . like girls do . they dont take forever to get ready, deciding on what to wear or taking time to put on make up.
i just think being a guy would be simple.

okays i know i'm being random . lol.

blogging from office now .
need take a break for awhile .

to think of what i say earlier on .
yar i always have time choosing what to wear
just to impress my boyfriend lol.
thats how much i want my boyfriend attention on me ^^
though i don't have very good figure luh :(
been wanting to like do plastic surgey on my nose & mayb lips & of cause B**BS hhaas.
& i realise my skin complexion been getting from bad to worst "(
uneven skin tone ; dark rings ; pimples breakout ;
so scared my skin will premature aging luh "(
okays , moral of the story is .
i want to be damn pretty ! not only by appearance , by heart too
there's no use having a pretty face but lousy character -'-

i'm stress with work "(
god bless.
pray that you'll answer my prayer and help me

i dontknow why but i'm having alot of thoughts lately
hhaas.
i really want to think for myself le .
i want my future to be wondeful (:

i'm blessed with my boyfriend & my family
thanks god.

2011-02-07T13:05:00.002+08:00

hello people ~!

how is cny for all ?
mine was a simple one , cause i'm not allow to bainian , cause my ahgong just passed away like last last week .
chu xi , after doing some chores.
head to bi place to meet him .
he's sleeping when i reach , so i went to watch tv with his grandparents :)
then when he's awake , he prepare .
then we head down to titanium , baby drink abit then we head home again :)

chu yi , sleep until quite late
was supposed to go pray , cause that what we do every year , but this year . not allow to luh . wanted to go my chun dao he pang also didnt go le :(
then head to geylang for dinner with my family and relatives.
papaleee book three table .
after dinner , head home to change then to tampines , my ahyi house :D
baby meet me there ^^
then we went to my sanyi house sit sit awhile
baby like very stress dontknow over what
then we cab to v3 :)
baby order tower etc , spend a bomb
then cab home again .

chu er , sleep til i hear some noise outside my room.
my ahgu and family came . they're always quite early lol.
then we waited for all the relatives to reach
we went to 401 for dinner :)
two tables.after dinner back to my place , those people mahjong session
while me and bi went to v3 again =.=
after v3 bi cab me home and he collect his helm and bike and head home

chu san , went my eryi house :)
waited for bi to end work then bi ride there.
then after dinner , feel kind of hungry
so me and bi and erbiaojie and zhenyao head for prata session at 822
after that was supposed to go watch movie , but b is tired after one day , so we head home ~ & bi stay over :D

chu si , was awaken by bi :)
then he went for breakfast with my lil brother
then we head back to his place
was supposed to go his dagu house for steamboat session
in th end no go . which i dontknow why
then nb bi fall alseep -.-
took quite a long time to bug him up
then he prepare and we ride back to my house to change
then up to my xiaoyi house for dinner :)
after dinner , head to bomba's house :D
was home quite late.
so washed up and all
sleep around 2-3 am :(
wake up at 5am , feeling feverish :(
my whole sleeping bag damn hot :(
then i pop a panadol and went ahead with my sleep
wake up around 7.20 feeling damn weak :(
prepare and head to work

so am here at work now blogging :)
work is so damn stress
so many things yet so little time :(
somemore i always is those gong dai gong cb de brain de sia :(

today after work so going to head home and replenish my sleep !

2011-01-26T15:53:00.001+08:00

2011 isnt a good year !
just after i finished uploading my post yesterday , awhile later , my mum and bro told me that my dearest ah gong passed away in china !
fml . fml . fml .

i hasnt been seeing him for the past few year,
i always tear whenever my sibling come back to tell me how is he doing now.
fcuk ! why didnt i go ?
now that he is gone forever.i hate myself.
i can't even acc him to walk his last journey
but sis and aunt is rushing there today !
not enough ticket le :'(
hais . fml fml fml .
i'm really helpless.filled with guilts and regret.

i cant stop crying . i cant stop thinking . i cant stop missing .

2011-01-25T10:04:00.002+08:00

going to work for around 1 week le , & people is all starting to show their true self already , fast and furious . kind of turn off luh .
but i learn alot also . fake people are around you , just beware & keep a safe guard for yourself .
just pass my 20th birthday :) & now babylove birthday is reaching :D
i love my bibi <3 even though argument and disagreement is still hard to avoid . i still love him as much as i did before & is only going to increase.
hees :)
am working now , so update abit of my oh so dusty blog
been very long since i update , nothing much in my life

my birthday wishlist
- be prettier ; sexier ; hotter ( i want those angel face feature ; devils de figure) translate in chinese on your own uhs :)
- get my damn driving license -.- papa lee been nagging and nagging
- my parent to be healthy :)
- a lasting r/s with my bi <3 hopefully we can walk down the altar together
- me and my parent relationship can get better
- my siblings all to study well
- get a cert , in singapore very realistic , no cert no talk . lol
- learn dancing ^^ has always been what i want to do for many years le :)
- get some true friends :( fake people are all around , i hate it
- money money money
- get a saving account to save for rainy days
- insurance ; for saving purposes and healthcare also
- get rid of my bad temper
- be an awesome gf of boonleong <3
etc etc etc lol.

ever since i been together with b , i start to realise so many thing that i hasn't realise in the past :( baby taught me alot of stuff , guide me when i encounter problems , in fact he has always try to be there for me 24/7 . i use to complain about bi not bringing me out always . we always stay at home , but then i start to realise , sometime being at home with your love one isnt that boring anymore , though til now i still complain randomly lol.due to ultimate boredness :x but b always will try to bring me out if he is not tired :D told bibi about me being paranoid and having insecurites thoughts , he will always try to comfort me , i'm not that kind of selfish person , that wouldnt allow bi to do anything , i just want him to tell me everything , as long as i know , i wouldnt be unhappy nor paranoid or give him any stucked up temper.you know luh girls always need alot of pampering ~ even though he always never pamper me :x but i know he did try to , just that bi is so filled with pride -.- lol.feeling so sleepy at work now :(
yawns ~ i am missing my love love so much .
he say tonight might bring me go walk walk see cny clothes
but i doubt going le , cause he seems to be very tired , because of playing dota -.- til quite late . argh .
but if he is really tired , shall be nice and stay home with him :)
oh yar , suddenly remember my birthday is awesome thanks to august ; johanna & cos
and thanks to kuku august for sabo-ing me -.- 5second of hard liquor -.- fml . lol.
cause i dont usually drink & august say b is going to help me drink . in the end they dont let , & bi also got drink 5 second after me finished mine :)hees bi is so cute <3
realise some siams guys also very funny :)keep disturb b -.- like so gay

cry :'(
just recieve a call from bi
he got a deep cut & the top part de flesh on his hand drop off . i can feel the heartache man:(
he told me he damn pain :'( going see doc now
ask him to calll me asap after that
pain in his flesh , pain in my heart .

hate it when bi always play game til very late de luh
i always have to worry about him not having sufficent sleep de luh

2011 better be a good year ahead :)
cny is reaching in 1 week time :)
excited much for family gatherig ~

2011-01-04T10:04:00.001+08:00

i can see that my blog is rotting ~ hees.

need to get a job luh .
boring , need money ~
been so broke , and my birthday and lunar new year is cominggggggg .

need more moolahs

2010-10-25T14:44:00.003+08:00

i chatted with xxxx earlier on :(
we was talking about me being plain ~
they say i shld just go for an makeover seriously .
i need a serious makeover :( i getting from bad to worst.
cui ttm :(

2010-10-25T12:15:00.002+08:00

fri :) after work went amk to get my stuff change :D
then bus-ed back love placeee
then he send me home then he head out for awhile
then back to my place again :) hees.
order mac delivery .
then slack at my place.
then he head home.

sat :)
went for wedding dinner :)
gene came and fetch me.
then after wedding dinner head home straight.
then went to supper with love and my two lil brother :)
at 327 :D
bought daddy supper too cause he isnt feeing well.and was resting at home.
then baby went home

sun :)
as usual head for lesson then bibi place was next.
he sleep and i play computer , nap awhile
head home for dinner with daddy mummy and my lil bro :)
then ntuc around wee hours :)

i am trying to spend my weekend wisely .
even though this weekend isnt as great as the previous one :)
but at least this weekend i have my family dinner.
hees (: happy max.
ulcer causing me to talk with difficulty :( smile with difficulty :( like fml seriously
i hate ulcers :(
but i am damn heaty lately :(
not enough sleep plus the haze :(
pianggggggggggggggg

2010-10-21T01:20:00.001+08:00

sometimes, th most important thing that we get from a relationship is not the guarantee of permanence but the lesson that we learn from it when it fails.it’s not how much love we have received but how much love we have given.it’s not how many tears we have shed but how much laughter we have shared.it’s not how many times we were accepted but how many times we were understood when we were rejected.in the end, it’s not always how much happiness we have had because of love but how much we have given that made others happy. ♥

2010-10-18T10:16:00.002+08:00

if you have these kinds of friends, you should thank them or at least let yourself know that you’re so damn lucky to have them as your friend. friends who would shut themselves up just to listen to your rants because they want to hear what you say so they can help you. friends who stick up for you and no matter how much other people think you’re lame, your friend thinks you’re the most wonderful person out there. friends who truly love you and they never ever ever get annoyed of you even after you do the stupidest, most annoying thing in the whole world, they just think it’s funny or weird. friends who will never leave you for another one. the friend who cares about you and what your girlfriend/boyfriend does to you. the friend who hates it when your gf/bf hurts you but you don’t do anything about it when they want to break their necks. you get the point. but, seriously, if you have these kinds of friends, thank them. one day, give ‘em a huge hug and thank them for everything they’ve done for you. treasure them and never let them go, they’re the people who’ll be with you forever when no one else will

i ask myself whether i got this kind of friend .
friends come and goes.but only true one stays.

i spend my weekend wisely :)
i spend it aall with baby ^^
he spend the last three night staying over at my place.
major like (:
but my brother coming back tonight le :( so yar baby cant stay anymore ~~~~~~~~~~
unless got extra bed at home.
today :( everyone is very unhappy.
hais.serious headache :( cause not enough sleep.
baby send me to interchange to take mrt before heading home to change :)
love him ttm .
one blink of eye :( weekend over again.
dislike !
bought a PLAIN WHITE BOYFRIEND SHIRT on sat :)
hees.from forever 21 .
but is too oversized =.=
think boyfriend can even wear it le lorr.
so yeaps i think i waste money again.
that time i try , biaojie's boyfriend still ask us your all buy for what sia =.=
i shld have heed their advice lol.
look damn wrong =.=

2more weeks i am off from my this job :)
going to start looking for a new job ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

2010-10-11T10:23:00.002+08:00

hasnt been updating.
fri :) after work head to meet my love at town ~~
aftermath back to his place.he rest :( til quite late .
supper then home.
wake up early on sat :)
went for my cousin's baby shower at quality hotel for buffet.
afterthat homesweethome.rest then prepare went to meet lovelove
catching movie with yuhui & cos.
dinner at s11 ~~
not very nice though :x
lan for awhile
head to mac to slack
then 2am plusplus for movie :D
reign of assasin ~
not bad though .
cry =.= and ruihai was like WTF ?
i too emotional le luh.
then movie end around 4 am plus
the guys smoke and home was next :)
then sunday wake up prepare for lesson
boyfriend house next .
then rest with him til around 5
wake up . he prepare and all.
we head out to eat ma you ji ~~~~~~~~~~~~
then they went to play basketball.
i was stoning alone :(
after basketball
they went to eat again =.=
212 :) then superbowl for arcade then billard til around 1 plus :(
love send me home then he head out again.

i dontknow why but i feel that me and bibi is getting from bad to worst.
thats is not what i want :(

2010-09-27T15:08:00.002+08:00

time to update again :)

fri ,
after work , meet up with my cousin :)
mrt-ed back tamp together :D
meet up with my lil cousin and my baby nephew they all near tamp inter :D
then my auntie and uncle part with us .
we head for dinner aftermath :)
then walk around then back to my cousin place :)
bf fetch me from my cousin place after sending my brother home from F1 :)
boyfriend bought my brother for the firstday of F1 :)

sat ,
rot the whole day at home.
then prepare and bus-ed down to meet bf at his workplace .
then we went to have dinner at marina square then went for our F1 :)
i would say is awesome and thrilling ;)
the engines sound excites me so muchie
hhaas.
leave around 11 plus =.= boyfriend is such a spoiler =.=
then back to his place for him to bathe then he send me home
and he head out to have his own programme =.=

sun ,
prepare for lesson then meet bf
then nudge him up from his bed.
i use com.
he prepare and we went out to eat then back to my place for me to change then prepare for F1 :)
finals.
awesome
saw debbie and hazel :D
sit with them for quite awhile ~~
then back to my original seatings :)
was quite agitated during the races :(
cause my Lewis Hamilton accident thanks to some fcuker MARK WEBBER =.=
lucky bf favourite win :)
Fernando Alonso ~~~~~~~~~~~~~he is so proud lorr kns =.=
then aftermath we went to cine hoping to catch some movie
but all th slot left quite late
so we head home to meet up with my two lil bro :)
on the way home , right infront of my house carpark there was accident.boyfriend went to help
then after the ambulance came we left.
parked bike :) cab to superbowl with my two lil bro :)
have some arcade games and supper then home sweet home.
then blahblahblah

I HATE THIS PART RIGHT HERE.

2010-09-20T11:45:00.001+08:00

I don’t want the perfect boyfriend.
I just want someone to act silly with,
someone who treats me well, & absolutely
loves being with me more than anything.

tadah,mad tired.

2010-09-13T12:02:00.002+08:00

thurs ,
after work .
mrt to tamp with deb , ebon & hazel
lifanghuang is mc from work .
then reach tamp
wait for my uncle to fetch me then my cousin place :D
but in between before my uncle fetch me saw leona . hhaas
& some kids take no. from me
LMAO
i tell him i can be your jiejie le :x
then camwhore with my precious nephew ~~~~~~~~~~~~
then baby , my two lil brother & my braderrr come fetch me
the 5 of us head to east coast for fishing game
spend 150 xD me and baby must be mad
my brother they all dontknow spend how much .
then home next ,
yawns.

fri, rot at home the whole day even when baby is off
because quarrel :x
waste the damn off day away =.=
around 1 am cab to his place.has supper
pat him to sleep
then cab home around 3.i think i just got nothing better to do .
hhaas.
then sat.
baby is working.
so rot the day at home again
til he end work ,come over
mummy cook porridge for lovelove cause he not feeling well
so i accompany him eat porridge :)
such a nice girlfriend :x
baby left my place together with me and mummy :x
he head home
me and mummy bus to ikea :D
then bought my laptop desk
then to giant for awhile
then daddy call to ask us to mbs.lol.

then sun.
rot at home as usual.
then til 3 plus 4 bus over to love place
then nua there
til 7 plus 8 cab to buigs to meet my two cousin :D
they need some shopping
i just follow out of boredom
after that around 10 plus 11
bus back to lovelove place
bought him supper
then supper together then cab home

fml . i am so broke le
but i been cabbing around
i seriously feel like killing myself.

2010-09-06T09:34:00.002+08:00

at work now :( awwrs.
damn xinku :( runny nose , swollen eye.fml man
jitao not enough sleep.

fri night , after work . went to meet my cousin at standard chartered.
then head to amk.then payalebar to fetch er biaojie then back to their place.
rot til around 12 baby came over :) we rot til around 1 then back home.
he send me back and head back home , cause he got work th following day.
then i head to bed like 1 am plus , 2 am.

sat ,
wake up around 11 plus 12 plus in th noon
rot and use com.til my sis ask me out
me , my sis , mum and lil bro bus to FEP
went there saw mad lots of thing i want to buy.but didnt get at all.
LOL.
cause no money :(
but bought a black classic cardigan .cause my color fade le.
then walk around , around 6 going 7 .the three of us send my lil bro to the bus stop opp fareast.baby fetch my lil bro back to hougang for dinner.
sis then went to dfs.
then i been complaining i am hungry.
so we only walk level 2 lol.
saw something i like :( but cant get.due to some reason :(
shall depend on my dad then hhaas *evil grins*
then walkk to taka for dinner at crystal jade.
totally pissed off , cause i am mad hungry :( yet need wait so long.
argh.
then cabbed back to hougang.send my mum and sis home first.then to boyfriend place :D
then bought him some fingerfood also from taka.
he fall asleep =.=
so i use th com til around 1 plus 2 then he wake up . send me for supper then send me home.

sun , wake up . go for lesson as usual.
then bus back hougang to meet my sis and my bro .
got the khaki shorts with my sis.then back to lovelove place.bought him breakfast from 809 :D
chicken rice.yumyum
reach his place around 3 plus, 4
we eat , then he dota :( i fallasleep but awhile.
tired.
when i am awake like 6 plus 7 plus
boyfriend turn to sleep =.=
he sleep til 10 plus somemore.
pekchek.
hungry max
head to 401 for supper.

i didnt spend my weekend wisely.
fml.
i want to sleep early tonight
i am freaking sleepy now.

happy 10 months anni love <3

2010-09-03T11:02:00.002+08:00

if you can't handle me at my worst, then you sure as hell don't deserve me at my best

at work now :D tadah .TGIF :D
looking forward to end work.meeting my cousin to go back to her place together
going to play with my nephew taevier <3
teehees.
hopefully baby will keep me acc :D

this weekend sure going to be a tiring one :(
need wash my bedsheet tmr :x stain LOL.

shall update more when i have th time too :D

sleepyyyyyyyyyyyy

2010-09-01T11:10:00.002+08:00

i'm a crazy woman hhaas.
trust me i am .

fri , mc from work , cause my leg is hurting so badly :( and slight feverish :(
prepare and bus to tamp.
to see tcm.
aftermath , head to my cousin house to play with my baby nephew :D taevier.
he's so cute luh hhaas.
slack from 1 plus 2 plus.lol.then around 3 , 4 plus
my brother came also.
then we rot and play with taevier along with my cousin
prepare and we head to tamp inter for dinner at around 7 plus 8 .
prepare for quite long hhaas.
walk over to tamp , reach arouund 8 plus , 9.
settle it at kfc.
pissed me off totally.
we went to order.
they say we have to wait for 15 mins
we wait.then they serve us chicken that stinks so badly.
smell as if is burnt.
i was already flaming cause i was starving so badly.
went ahead to ask the manager what with the chicken
ask me to wait again.
fcuking long .
in th end , serve.
eat one drumstick . i cant finished le .
cause one stomach of anger.
then we carry baby taevier to century square de nursing room.
something seems wrong there,baby taevier out of no where start to cry and vomit all the milk he drink.
scare every single one of us.
so we hurried out of the place.
me and my bro decide to walk them back home
not safe to see both of the girls carrying one baby home , somemore there's robbery near their place the day before only.
slack til 1 plus 2 , daddy come and fetch us , along with my lil bro
we head to kim tian road for supper :D
sat.
spend my day rotting at home.
thought my cousin will call me , but she didnt :( cause she was busy packing her house :(
so i rot til baby end work.
i prepare went over to his place.
he bathe and all.
we went back to my place again lol.
cab out for dinner with my two bro :D
geylang g7 :D tian ji zou , hot plate tofu , horfan and all.
mad full
by then is already 12 plus
hoping there's still show at iluma.
we cab there.
in th end , wasted trip.but play arcade for awhile
then cab to cine.but movie was all too late, as i need wake up early on sun.
so we went opp to heeren , slack outside their mac.
then cab home again
sun.
went for lesson as usual .
then to lovelove's place.
then to shuang lin shi.
then to bishan for movie& KOI :D
before movie we went to arcade to play awhile :x so fun lorr the machine
but waste money lol.
we watch
STEP UP 3D
i wanna watch again.
damn nice.make me so wanna learn dancing and hit the dance floor with them :D
hhaas.
after movie , went to my cousin place again.this time round
lovelove play with baby taevier.hhaas lmao off lorr what baby did.
he keep disturbing baby taevier.make all of us laugh like siao.
then home around 1 am .
mon .
wake up feeling damn sick :'(
serious flu.
love fetch me to the doc.

2010-08-23T12:03:00.002+08:00

did a personality test (:

RESULT
Peacock/dove
Warm , witty , open minded and good fun to be with , They are sympathetic , easygoing , friendly and tactful,with a keen interest in other people and a willing ear for other people's problems. They make excellent counsellors and helpers. They seek maintain friendly relationships and pleasant atmospheres where people are happy.They avoid conflict and admire people who look for, and see , the good in other people. They influence others through their warmth and caring attitude
SHORTCOMING : Over-tolerant.

tadah , at work now .
mondays blues again .
i shld check what flights and weather will be le .
then mayb book ticks and all.shall see how things goes first
baby's job is to convince daddy :D
teehees

i so want to go that place.
i bet is a place where many desire to go :D
LOL.baby during his D'N''D win second prize
the next following day , his handph no. open second prize,but he didnt buy
& he's making a big fuss over it . hhaas
i told him , what yours is yours
we shld be contented :D

i just bought a B.O lately .
pink with pokka dots
cause around 30$ :(
mad broke.
now me and baby only need to save lots of money (:
i shall make myself free this week :D
i want to see baby taevier ^^^
he's mad cute.

okays , back to work , update again soon (:

2010-08-12T17:37:00.002+08:00

tadah ~~~

sleepy.working now.
what shld i comment about my life?
nothing much actually.
i wish money drop from the sky
yixianlee need buy iphone 4 in white (: <3
yixianlee need pamper herself with spa and facial
yixianlee need shed off her fats
yixianlee need to go shopping for new clothes
yixianlee need a new wallet
yixianlee need a F.A
yixianlee need MONEYYYYYYYYYYYYYY
yixianlee need friends
yixianlee need motivation
yixianlee need courage

there's this particular person
that i ........
hees ^^

i realise something
whatever i want , you also want.
eeek turn off.

i wish i wish i wish that i will become xxxxxxxx

2010-08-09T14:42:00.002+08:00

i need to update my blog regularly uhs :D

my sis is using iphone 4 le , jealous luh .
dad's always so biased.
nevermind shall wait for oct :D

everyone's life seems so happenningggg.
i shld have join my friend last night at neverland luh lol.
shucks
last night movie with love and my bro
the last airbender,not bad :D

my life been so boring
but narhs . no complain
i believe in the future it will get better :D
oh , i am bored :(
i have got a long weekend .
then tadah ~ is over
work tomorrow :( sians

2010-08-02T10:08:00.003+08:00

like say , will try to spend weekend wisely ~~

sat , rot at home the whole day watch tudou , womenzheyijia :D
shucks , i anyhow dl the program now my lappy is kind of lag.
shall wait for baby to clear it for me later on :D
then around 6 plus 7 plus
mummy and sis went down for buffet , my neighbour's baby 1st month celebration
i didnt went down .
waited for baby to end work , come over to my place to fetch me
then leave my house around 8 plus .
head back to his place.
starving T.T
he bathe and all , then we head down to his friend's chalet at east coast.
i like the cake from RIVE GAUCHE
share one slices with love
slack til 10 plus
we head to joo chiat for FEIFEI YUNTON MIAN :D
hees
then after eating , kallang leisure was next
watch movie
after like 1 month plus no watch LOL.
The Sorcerer's Apprentice :D :D nice show
hees cry in the movie hhaas.
paiisehh -.-
after that home was next .

sun , wake up around 11 :(
even though i sleep around 3 am the night before
but no choice.lesson as usual ,
prepare and head for lesson at tamp .
then after lesson after bus back to love's place
wake him up and all
i almost fall asleep :(
then he prepare and all , head back to my place :)
then daddy drove us out :D
to my BABY NEPHEW 1st month celebration ^^
hees , taevier seah is super cute :D
boyfriend is such an ass :( he keep throwing me alone in the chalet . laughs
then leave the chalet around 8 plus .
head to hougang ntuc to get our daily needs :D
something happenn in between , but i dont want to mention .
my home next around 10 plus .

now in the office :D
hees.
i confirm getting my lens de
debbie help me buy
PINK AND GREY <3
need wait til sep :(
awwrs.
stomach hurting damn badly now :(

2010-07-28T09:40:00.002+08:00

just check the iphone 4 price plan le :D
uhs . reasonable i would say ~

but i still need wait til oct ? cause my plan by then , then will up
or mayb i shld sign a new line ^^ monthly 30% off ? :D
like shiok uhs
heees.

recently when i work
i really missed those time with my girls in school :(
ivon p , rachel g , gail c , yvonne t , huiqi w , shirley l
those fun and laughters we have
work friends ?
lucky i have debbbiieee , li fang , yvonnneee , qimin , eugene , esthel &&& verlin they all to make my day :D
hees.
<3 <3 <3

2010-07-27T10:58:00.002+08:00

i feel sleepy everyday at work :(
sometime just at different point of time, but never on lunch and after work .
ARGH :(

i can feel that my eye is literally closing when i am typing all this.
oh shucks :(
i cant fall asleep.
looking forward to end work
mummy cook curry <3
hees.
meet baby after work go home together.
blink blink
i am going to work for three months le
like a cool :D

2010-07-22T11:57:00.000+08:00

working :)

i got news le :D SINGTEL MID AUGUST WILL SELL IPHONE 4 (Y)
happy TTM , okays i shall wait .
cause my contract will be up by oct also :D
today is my xiaobaobei's 14th birthday :D
yest after work , deb went to collect her lens
i go refund my dress :'(
remember the maxi dress i bought :(
is spoilt and i didnt check
the person say will get back to me .
so i didnt get back my money
SHUCKS
but i leave down my no. and all.
yawns.
after that left FEP with deb ,
she waited for her sis to come over to meet her
& i wait for lovelove to fetch me
then back to his place
cause he want do his workout
then around 9 plus go 212 eat
then acc love go superbowl LOL.
childs play :D
i play bishi bashi LOL.

waiting for lunch now ~
hungry

2010-07-18T03:04:00.002+08:00

this few months , my weekend also spend at home :(
hais.
nevermind , cause i believe it wouldnt always be the same .
now is bo bian , have to be understanding

today waste time =.=
baby on UL lorr.
then went to eat ajisen at night with my sis and my xiaobaobei
then went to shop and save to get some tibits,
meet up with huiying awhile
chit chat talk cock .
then take same bus together :)
she going meatmeat house i going bibi's house

then here i am home from bibi's place
tmr will be a family day (:
I SUPER LIKE

2010-07-17T15:54:00.002+08:00

not feeling that good.
last night went to my secondary school mates wake at singapore casket
the day my mood was all affected.
i cant believe it.
but i have to , cause that's the true.
rip friend.

today my baby on UL
later daddy and mummy going concert.
need us to tag along .

2010-07-15T09:23:00.005+08:00

it will be good if my blog is peaceful :D

i'm so sleepy now , working , yawns

i got the design for my DREAM ROOM already
is on my facebook.teehees
so princess and so cosy
abit not suitable for me though
i'm too rough for all those pinkish stuff.i knew it myself.

time pass so quickly me and baby is together for 8 months plus le .
okays not very smooth though
but i believe we can overcome everything :D
what most impt is always talk things out

yawns , later chopchop during lunch need go buy my magazine
working is so far so good :D
i know work often will have some conflicts de :D
so ya is okays :D
just do what i shld do can le :D
teehees.

today after work will be going to biaojie house and ahchua house :D
to see my baby nephew and my uncle along with baby :D
so after work meet him at his workplace and we shall go together .

oh ps ps :x
my blogsong might be abit noisy
cause been long since i update it
just bear it for awhile :D

2010-07-15T09:18:00.001+08:00

i think i can activate my blog back :D

hees.

2010-07-07T18:13:00.001+08:00

working now :D
i realise my blog is rotting ,
cause i didnt update it regularly.
opps :x

work hasnt been smooth lately.
but i know life is like this
there sure to be up and down always :D

i am doing nothing now :( bored.end work le always rott in office

2010-06-02T15:16:00.002+08:00

realise i hasnt been updating my blog for like so long le
hhaas.
okays cant blame actually.

i started working le marr.
so must understand
there's so many thing in me :(
but i got no one to talk to
dont want to trouble my baby too much
hais

where's my friend :'(
true friends :'(

i am feeling freaking sleepy now .
think not enough sleep lately

earlier on have lobster baked rice with esthel
to discuss insurance thingy :D
anyone interested in getting too ?
now i really know the impt of insurance
alot of people think insurance is bullshit
but they dontknow how much insurance can help.
i have to admit
in the past i never believe in insurance .
but now i do
my boss tell me "people tend not to believe , cause they never encounter before"
i agreeeeee.
anyone interesred?
i will ask my boss or any of my agent to tell you how impt insurance is actually
might be getting one for myself :D

hopefully can luh hhaas.

i been quite healthly lately
been having breakfast ,
make hot milo in office when i reach
hope it maintain luh hhaas

listening to somebody to love from justin bieber now :D
http://www.youtube.com/watch#!v=u581cr6Xni4&feature=related

think you guys can know how bored i am hhaas.

going to wash my cup already.if not later will be damn gross ,
even though i think is gross
cause i finshed my milo like 5hours ago , but i didnt wash it luh.

i heard from pepper , jialuo is out
happy luh
going to catch up with him soon.
i feel so bad
cause i didnt write any letter to him lorr
but pepper say jialuo will understand de
hopefully luh heees.
but i know he will
because he is an asshole hhaas.

movie i want to watch lately
Sex And The City 2
Shrek Forever After
Marmaduke
Killers
The Karate Kid
The A-team
currently this few
hopefully baby will bring me go watch hees

looking forward to end work
might be meeting d.t.z.e later :D

2010-04-27T03:07:00.002+08:00

yawn ~ this few days darling treat me so sweet
hhaas,but dont 3minutes can le .

baby is sick now but i am not with him , so sad.
cause my stomach not feeling well due to menses too .

mayb starting work on fri ,
sians *pouts*
sad and happy at th same time

so looking forward luh ~

i remember fri i wwent interview and i mrt to town to look for bibi to go home together
walk to orchard boulevard to find him
raining somemore
lol.
was complaining to yvonne on th ph
cause i dontknow where issit and i am so afraid that i might be lost ~
somemore upslope , leg very sour hhaas
aftermath his house for dinner
and supper with my dearest peck and cy ~
before that i eat at 327 le
then cy come to eat tomyum seafood with rice
finished le
they suggest go feifei wantonmee
so i tag along cy eat again
then went carl jr
cy eat AGAIN , LOL.
then slack all th way til 5 plus 6
homee

sat ,
can predict quarrel with bibi
so didnt meet him for th day
and night i went mustafa , ecp , cosybay :)
home around 3 am

sun ,
me and baby okays le hhaas.
went over to meet him .
he still sleeping
so hugg him ~
i realise when guy sleep
they look so cute ~
or mayb is my baby only hhaas.
love him luh .
then i sleep with him til 3 plus in th noon ,
he dota
and me sulk face play wordsearch all th way til 8 plus
so unhappy
back to my place
then eat some pizza
and off we go to bishan to see if we can get th movie ticks
by then 10 plus 11 le
so doubt alot of shopping clothes le
dontknow what happen to cathay , yahoo didnt show
so we thought cathay no open
okays thats nonsense , but we really think so
then we head down to g7 for frog leg
sieh shiok luh ~
then homeeeee

today ,
baby is on mc :(
i thought he bluff me so i sleep all th way til 3 plus then 5plus 6 then meet him
lol.

2010-04-22T04:17:00.001+08:00

messed
so much messed lately

really dont wish to talk about it .
i can advice people
but what can i do for myself
ownself r/s so fcuked up also .
dont wish to elaborate any further

i just hope things change but how ?

2010-04-03T04:15:00.002+08:00

i been sneezing everynight :(

poor me , lol.
today went to watch clash of titans with bibi and anan :)
before that , darling end work at around 7 ,
we then discuss what to do , this and that
th final decision is movie :) happy me
then aroind .6 .50 we wanted to order mac , hhaas.
and we decide to watch 7.30 show , then we waited for mac to come ,
reach around 7.15 , so we say , sure no enough time , so we say 8 de show ,after eating is around 7.35 le ,
me and baby haven bathe yet ,
so baby vroom vroom home and bathe
while me faster rush go toilet bathe
when i come out , is around 7.50
then 7.55 recieved baby msg , say we watch th later show , which is 10 , at buigs iluma
so we cab around 9 , reach around 9.15
then went to buigs junction to press money , bought one ribbon rubberband , kind of regret it
so after withdrawing , we walk back to iluma , by th time we reach is around 9.30 le.
ticket for 10. and 10.25 all show out :( so we buy le 12.15 show instead.
imagine we got so many time?
all spend at arcade LOL.
spend alot of money and time LOL.
baby is so sweett to me :) my leg is hurting because of heels , and he help me look around for plaster this and that , melt my heart <3
around 12. we faster walk to get our tibits and all ,
bought nachos combo and a pack of chips that bloody cost, 2.80 ? exp -.-
somemore we never eat and bring back LOL.
watch clash of titans :)
nice show .
baby give me his blazer to wear
after th show , we cab home and reach home around 2.30 lol.
yawns , quite a tiring day :) but well spend
then dad just bought me meesiam for supper, nice and sinful LOL

3 more days is me and bibi de 5 month le , hhaas

2010-04-02T04:20:00.002+08:00

the reason why i private my blog , cause i'm really pissed off already ,

i cant believe nowadays still got people so childish ,
read my blog , about how happy i am with my boyfriend
&&& he fcuking hell make a big fuss about it ,
please luh ?~ grow up -.- you're not 3 years old or things?

i always thought you're mature enough to judge , in th end ?
what a joke ?
telling someone i betray you ?
seriously joke , me cry for you so long ,
you think i shed crocodile tear, & when i make up my mind to give up ,
i got a boyfriend , you send me all kind of msges
make me quarrel with my boyfriend _|_

you yourself also have girlfriend le , what for still care about MY THINGS?
bloody childish , PUI !

2010-03-31T03:26:00.002+08:00

i realise blogging online isnt that kind of freedom speech too ~
many time i have problem blogging ,
what i say , people will have comment
worst of all , telling my boyfriend this and that ,
c'mon get a life.

THIS IS MY BLOG !
i can rant and say whatever i like ,
so if you dont like reading anything ,just fcuking alt + F4 :D
i will be glad , instead of emailing me stupids things and all :D
tyvm

ARGH :(
me is stress
very,very stress :((

yawns , tmr , going for lesson :) aftermath meet yvonne and zhuzhu <3
POPEYE FOR DINNER ?like finally .
hees , happy happy ,
tmr die also need go topshop walk , scared my vocher wasted
chatting with zhuzhu now ,
hhaas.gossiping about our boyfriend
&& i realise our boyfriend got so much in common LOL.
so cute luh wtf

me miss my boyfriend so much luh .
going to meet him tmr :D :D :D

2010-03-29T02:28:00.003+08:00

i'm dying luh , wtf.
my ear damn pain :(
think too heaty le ,
everynight eat heaty stuff :(

today ,
me wake up very late xD around 2 going 3 in the noon , prepare
and go and wake my baby up !
when i reach he's already awake
and both of us is freaking hungry , but dont want to eat too full
cause is already 5 plus , and 7 plus we having family dinner,
then we two go down eat duck rice :D
then after eating , buy some tibits and all :)
TAO KAE NOI - HOT & SPICY SEAWEED,my favourite LOL.
then by the time we finished eating , is already 6 plus ,
so faster go back his place.
i play com , cause dont allow him dota LOL.
he's unhappy , but bo bian xD
then around 7 mum call ,
so faster rush bi go bathe ,
after bathing and all .
we ride down to meet them at tamp for dinner :)
today not alot of people :(
my siblings all , plus da biaojie and biaojie fu & meimei & xiaocai &&& baby only ,
another table my ahyi and yi zhang all attend
after eating , everyone go their own way ,
me and baby went back to his house , wanted to catch a movie , but slot all very late .
so we slack at home lorr , i play com myself & chat with joannna all th way , then around 12 plus , he send me home ,
cause tmr baby got work . but guess he now dota-ing!! @#$%^&*(
ALWAYS NO LISTEN TO ME DE,ANGRY .
lol.
so i am home now :) doing nothing , feeling pekchek :(
cause whenever i swallow my saliva my ears very pain .
think too heaty le

oh yar , i really regret putting braces :'(
just now , my braces thingy , hook until my lips luh , damn alot of blood :( wtf
baby damn shocked :'(
painpain :(

sat
baby working ,
and i wake up damn late
around 5,6 ? LOL in the late noon ,
use com awhile , baby help us tabao cause me and sis craving for ZICHAR :)
but only me and mum and sis and baby eating
so we buy , oat cereal prawn , my favourite :) & sambal kangkong , my favourite too LOL & curry fishead , i only like the curry fishead from baby's house there only LOL.so can conside my favourite too xD
then after eating , me and baby both play com
he dota , i O.E
all th way til midnight 1 plus luh then we two leave my house LOL.
hurry back to baby's place for him to bathe
cause he after work , buy things le , come my house straight .
so sweet ehs :) scared we all hungry .
then after he bathe ,
vroomvrooom , down to cine for my movie at 2.30
bought one nugget combo and alacarte wedges,
total 11.40 so not worth it , but dont want say much if not baby unhappy .
the show lasted for about 2 hour plus
i dont really like th show , but some part is damn nice .
3/5 for th show? kaiji.
then th show end around 4 going 5.
me damn urgent , but dontknow why baby want go b1 toilet cause he say not so squeezy , follow him down . wtf ? th girls toilet no light and damn it , i walk in th toilet got stupid movie trailer , i didnt notice make me shout so loud
faster run out , lucky darling haven go in boy toilet
so i bo bian go handicap toilet :( darling wait for me outside , then he also use handicap toilet aftermath ,
being timid also not i want de LOL.
so ps ehs
then home around 5.20 ?
freaking cold :(
th bad point of bike LOL.
in fact too many to be listed .
but nevermind :)
tolerate awhile more :)
things will be differennt ^^

fri ,
was a good girl , home early , use com and wait for my sis to come back
around 4 am ? with my mac nugggets meal ,
OH NICE LOL.
thhats explain why i am heaty LOL.
then and thats explain why i sleep until soo late on sat LOL.
after eating , digest and sleep around 5-6 am xD
opps.late i know
my time is always haywire.
anw , really xia ding jue xin do things luh :)
going to keep up my things

2010-03-26T16:19:00.003+08:00

美丽笨女人-listening to this song now ~

i am so pekchek cant find my card reader :(
if not show you all my darling's stupid face hhaas.
i always snapshot him LOL.so candid .
but so cute
LOVE HIM LUH
darling so not fair , always play dota , dont care me LOL.

been challenging oceanE.press with my bro , LOL.
too bored , keep play,lol.darling , say i shld play other game LOL.

i so love my mum and dad :)
i want go o school learn dance :) WEE
going to DG , for some personal things mayb on monday

2010-03-24T04:28:00.002+08:00

hell , is 4.27am , still awake LOL.

i'm so bored ,
feeling kind of moody after chatting with yvonne ,
dontknow whether what i do is right or not?
love dont walk away , people does.
i remember xxx told me before.
and i agree ~

anw,browse some random blog and all.
boredoms kills LOL.
get a job get a job , everyone is nagging ,
need money need money ,
i already aim one topshop jeans ^^ need go ask whether they have my size not <3
and some undergarment :) weets
need to go pysco daddy LOL.

i'm happy now , with my life i guess
very random i know ~
anw , i was chatting with baby a few days back about some random stufff
AND WHAT HE REPLY SHOCKED ME , cause i doubt many guys would have no ideas how to reply already .
that make me love him to the max.
there's many things about him that make me go gaga over him ~
sometime i feel so no privacy in blog also
cause i know there's always idiots around LOL.
yawns , okays not going to mention any name :)

well , i'm a super sensitive person
thats not a good things
LOL.
need kick this habit away .

2010-03-21T05:00:00.002+08:00

me and baby is good lately :)

yest night , after baby work , he came over to my place.
my bro benbenben came too :)
pass me and my sis the bag he bought for us :D
then love and my bloodbro go eat.
then they takeaway for my sis and little bro ,
then aftermath around 10 plus
rush back to baby's place , he bathe
and we cab down to orange .
saw alot of people there ,
like so long never see then ,
pepper and huiying &&& bombaaaaaaaa and meatmeat and lots more.
celebrate jianren's birthday
i am so bored lorr :(
cause i dont drink , nor smoke
so is a boring place for me :(
saw baba and choonlu and buidi digusting challenge -.-
i almost want to vomit -.-
fcuking gross.eeeeeeeeeeeeeee.damn
the thought of it now , still make my hair stand -.- LOL.
then darling acc marcus drink :(
i sit there want sleep le can :(
then around 3 plus baby cab me home ,
saw dad LOL.
went home together with dad .
play com all th way , want sleep de
but in th end , baby call me

before that wanted to meet my girls , but due to rain , so cancel
meet up love , eat and sleep , then wake up , prepare and rush to jianren's ah gong house
meet up with jianwei and his gf first
then go together .
darling and jianwei damn lame -.-
bth the both of them
then all th way til 10 plus
go back myhouse put my laptop .
then cook for baby eat,he play dota.
then i cook for myself ,
then prepare and go for movie ~
bring my lil bro along,meet marcus at cc busstop , he cab and come over to fetch us to go together to watch kidnapper.
1.50am de show , the show = boring
dont really like it .
then now home sweet home .i'm going to sleep
baby is working tmr ,
poor thing,he exchange his off days
cause he wasnt feeling well thanks to the liquor he have.
yawns , i miss him :(

2010-03-17T03:45:00.003+08:00

my siblings is back :D

love today help me and mum dabao also :D
so cute :D like everyday except sun . hhaas when my siblings not around
lucky i have a helpful baby ^^
call O.N for babyy today ,
quarrel with the CS _|_
to think of it , it still make me boils !
today noon , went to ntuc with mum .
buy some daily needs and went home
tired :(

sleep around 6,7am wake up at 11,12 noon :(
so guess i will sleep early tonight :D

sis bought me lingerie , which is so i dont like & one jacket , so not sg wear -.- & box of mask , she bought 5 bought in total , so she give me one box -.-
wo de mei li shen huo de mask for me , the other good want she leave for herself LOL.
bought me lipbalm also , cause my lips always crack LOL.
and bb cream ? all things i am not going to use -.-

my bros is so sweet to get things for baby too ,
they bought a shirt for lovelove :D
seems like lovelove is so lovable lol.
i am so bored :(

tmr going amk (: for some personal things :D

2010-03-16T03:01:00.002+08:00

i'm bored , so i blog LOL.

today wake up around 4 in th noon ,
slack and use com :D
went to meet bibi at his place.
then we went to have zichar :D
hotplate beancurd = shiok & fried dry chili chicken :D
then went up to his place , i use com and he rest ~

home sweet home around 1 plus 2 :D
now using com and plurk :D
with yvonne , zhuzhu and gladys ,
watching some video thru youtube
and realise make up is such a miracle thing

2010-03-15T00:56:00.003+08:00

oh hell , i'm freaking bored :(

siblings all overseas , so now i'm in my bro's room using desktop :D
happy like f LOL.
no one snatch with me ^^

yest , love is so sweet to buy dinner for me and mum :D
love him ttm :D
hhaas :D

today , went to eat with dad and mum , & cousins and ahyi & yi zhang :D
eat le jiu come home :D
stay at home be boyfr's goodgirl ^^

sians i cant find my mmc card reader,got few pics very long no upload le :(
anw , i am freaking pissed off with my ulcers.
can you imagine have 5 ulcers? fcuking torturing luh _|_

chatting with zhuzhu in msn now , both of us damn bored :(

our boy go spark enjoy :( we stay at home
but boyfriend always super sweet to me ~
will ask me to tag along with him de <3

awwrs , I'M FCUKING PEKCHEK CAN _|_
ULCERS , ULCERS STILL ULCERS.
FML , F the DENTAL _|_

i'm hungry now :(

2010-03-12T16:07:00.002+08:00

I AM DAMN PEKCHEK NOW :(
cause i have 4 ulcer , 3 thanks to my braces ,
one is accidentally bite de ,
OH FML , suay or what ?

I AM HAPPY :)
DARLING PROMISED TO BRING ME GO EAT POPEYE NEXT WEEK :D cause i been craving for it this week , but i just adjust my braces
and th reason why next week is cause this week , we just have mac spicy ~
hees :) he is so careful with me , cause he scared i sick . so he say we cant always have heaty food .
OH such a sweet and caring boyfriend i got ^^

AND MAYB MUSTAFA THIS WEEK ? LIKE TODAY OR MAYB TMR ?
cause i want go see bedsheet and all :D
hees.

now biting milano double chocalate ~
so love it hees ~

i'm supposed to work it fair
but due to some reason have to give up ~
yvonne also LOL.
joanna also LOL.

i want meet RACH GOH SQ SOOOONNNNNN

2010-03-07T05:41:00.002+08:00

yawns :(

today catch a movie with bi at cine
paris with love
before movieee , he come to my place and fetch me.
no one is at home except me :(
then when i want go batheeeeeeeeeeee
got lizard in the toilet so scary luh.dontdare batheeeeeee
then keep call him , cause i scared if later i go bathe no one open door or what for him
finally he call back in like 5 mins ?
&&& he told me he just knock off from work
so i intended to wait for him
and less then 3 mins
somepeople knock on my house door
run out of the room and peek through the whole
see lovelove outside ?
what a lame joke he crack?LOL.
then he play the com while i am bathing ,
then he munch some snacks
and off we go , his place
he prepare
and down to cine :D
wanted to watch being human being
but tickets sold out
so we watch from paris with love
not a bad show
overall consider nice :)

then home sweet home.
saw my bro , benson also , he had a accident earlier
takecare bro :D see you soon :D

2010-03-02T03:31:00.003+08:00

life cant be real weird at time ,
i cant help but to agree with it .

many thing change.
i cant stop the changes but try to adapt to it.
like what people says , what goes around come around ~
my life hasnt been bad lately :DD
still old habit , really have to quit it
sleeping at late nights , is really terribleeeeeeeeeeee.
i believe i can do it :D

just have supper at 327 with darling .
we eat chicken culet , i eat chicken chop :D
then he send me home cause he still have to work next morning ,
and he went off , dad came back LOL.
dad bathe liaos and go casino
damn it , i so want to go but i am not 21 yet :(
why must 21 then can go in sia ?
if not at least i got things to kill time now?LOL.

i been bloghopping , reading forum , stomps &&&& chatting with friends in msn .
my life is real bored i know .
i used to like this kind of life
but now i am getting sick of it ,
real sick . but baby keep ask me dont so impatient
cause he dont want me anyhow find job , he want me find a good job .
easy to say , hard to find LOL.

oh , while bloghopping
something i read , make me feel so disgusted by how the girl talk and think & some guys add in the comment,so eeekkk LOL.

2010-03-01T17:34:00.002+08:00

i'm so tired :(

yest enjoy my day with lovelove
he come my house first , while i am bathing this and that
he go and eat with my bro and bring my bro go do bike thing .
so i wait for him at home :D
then when he is back ,
he fetch me to fareast,wanted to get B cream LOL.but too many people , so went off ,
walk to wisma to get my tees for forever 21 :D a casual white tee.
then walk to taka to get some fingerfood
then back to fareast to claim his wife LOL.
then baby fetch me to cine , watch goemon :D
quite a nice show :D
then after movie , we went to 212 to eat,
then takeaway for my bro ,
love came up and play awhile
but the com auto shut down :(
then darling leave my house around 2 am ,
dad and mum wasnt at home still so i haven head to bed
cause was scared of some spooky things that happenn like just only :(
dad and mum went to the new ir LOL.
dad lose about 2-3k over there LOL.
then they come home around 3am,4am :DD
told mum about that scary thing
then faster use com awhile go sleep
and some fcuking angryincident happennn :(
dont want to mention ,
one stomach of fire le
told joanna and zolaine about it :(

ARGH
i need a job

2010-02-22T15:44:00.002+08:00

new year so far so good :DD
quite happenning :D

darling is sweets to me :D follow me whenever i go always :D
yest went to my xiao yi's house :DD
reach there , dad and mum and my siblings is already there ,
eat with darling then we start black jack :DD
along with biaojie , zhenyao , alicia and wilson , yongsien , edelyn & many mores :D
darling zheng a few round with anan and qiu qiu , and one round with me :D
didnt really win nor lose for me
but baby win a little luh :D
then end around 12 , cause wanted to catch a movie at around 12.30am at buigs .
alicia and wilson come along
reach there , the movie threate close le .
like WTF _|_
i hate sun de luh :(

th day before , we go my er yi house also :D
but no gamble on that day , cause my cousin all go up cavan's house :D
then we went to buigs for our show :D
reach around 10.30 but our movie at 12.20 ~
so in between , we go the arcade play :D
so cold luh iluma ,
then around 10 to 15 mins before show ,
we go buy tibits and all then go in le :D
WATCH VALENTINE DAY , some part is boring , some part is nice :D
then head home around 4 plus 5 :D

dad and mum is nagging now :(
i feel like stuffing things in my ears :(

2010-02-17T16:52:00.003+08:00

i got my moolahs,though not alot luh.
i still want buy new bag , heels , dress & JEANS .LOL.
never get my hair done during new year this year :(
i want to go shopping stilllllll.
OH YAR , tmr need wake up at 8 am -.-
going interview for samsung admin , eeeeeeeeeee
fcuking shag.

but bobian need a jobbbbbb.
darling is so sweet lately (:
i am super nice too ^^ LOL.

2010-02-12T12:01:00.002+08:00

argh , new year is few days away . lucky i manage to get two dress and one highwaist jeans butttttttttt no top , awwrs :( DAMN IT _|_
budget budget budget
very broke lately :(

wed night . darling bring me to buigs to get one of my dress (:
walk around this that , aim on alot of piece xD but darling dont really like it LOL.so never buy .then i am hungry le :(
we want go eat ma you ji :( but reach there close , so we go nearby chompchomp there and eat (:
aftermath back to his place to collect my things (:
then he send me home

yest , went out with biaojie and cos.
buigs was the first stop , got my highwaist jeans (:
sweeee.
then headed to fareast to continue
quite a few dress and top caught my eye
but i want ask baby for opinion
so didnt get in the end .
acc biaojie wait for bus , while baby come fetch me homeeeeeeee

TONIGHT after baby work must pull him go fep awhile LOL.
i miss him

2010-02-08T14:52:00.002+08:00

okays back to update my rotten blog ~

LAUGHS .

yest wasnt a good trip for me _|_
thanks to my bros complaining i am not able to shop
meet up with boyfriend at his place first , bought him breakfast (:
then wake him up and ask him to prepare
in the end addicted to the game on his com
wasted around 1 , 2 hour playing
then he go batheeee.
then boyfriend say want cab go my house .
then i ask him take bus luh , save money
WEETS , first time take bus with my bibi (:
so cuteeee.
he ditch his bike for the day xD LOL.
because he say he sure buy alot of thing later dontknow how to carry
clever him **** LOL.
then the funniest thing is
think he too long no sit bus
he was so funny -.- he thought reach already then he very kan chiong
OMG , so cute right ?
okays then i tell him another stop luh
i so wanna pinch pinch him
then reach my house downstair
see my two lil bro haven reach then we went up
i take some stuff (:
then went to the big road and cab to buigs
cause love want acc me to get my loots (:
but nbcb , my bros complain i have yet to see my own things.
but one of my bro bought one jacket (: niceeee ^^
then went off le like less then 15 mins .
so is actually = to a wasted trip plus wasted cabfare
so cab to queensway.fruitful trip for bibi and my two bro bah
but i got nothinggg.
so around 10 we decided to go and catch a movie
so from queensway we cab to kallang leisureee
and fcuk th cabuncle _|_ go wrong way , go a fcuking big round
think cabfare shld be only 11
but he go a big round til 15 plus _|_
uncle you heng i no see your plate no and they dont like me agrue with you neh _|_
if not i sure complain and make a big fuss
then ANOTHER SUAY THING
reach kallang leisureeeeeeee
CLOSED _|_
so was like wtf
then cab to cineleisureeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee
reached , KAN SUAY AGAIN
tickets all sold out
nb pui _|_
so bi can jr , then he say showhouse
so we walk to show house.
and fcuking suay
showhouse close le _|_
then everyone of us was then shag by then
then darling wanted to try cathay but everyone was too shag by then
so at first we board the cab tell uncle we want go cathay
but we scared really donthave so we dont even dare to go and check and just head back to hougang
327 for supper cum dinner LOL.
then boyfriend cab homeee and we walk home (:

later still got dental appointment
tues darling bring me go buigs (:
so can buyyyyyy my things and his loafers etc (:

2010-01-25T08:27:00.002+08:00

yawns , i am a tired bitch .

going to my bro's school (: thanks to all the fcuk shit he got in school :DD
LAUGHS
woke up , prepare , meet jianwei .
jianwei fcuking impatient keep spam baby's ph
darling dontwant answer,damn noisy so i answer.
then meet jianwei go near my house area eat ,
then darling send me home while both of them go gym
thanks to my bro luh .
make me have to rush , ARGH .

i am 19 (:
and now i know , i have to learn to be wiser (:
no more naive thinking .
SERIOUSLY NEED A JOB ~
rushing babyy to get a passport.
he only got alot of excuses LOL.

okays no more nonsense now , got to rush yet still blogging :( LOL.

2010-01-08T13:10:00.002+08:00

this few days thing dont go well for me and love
been quarreling :(
but now i think we're okays le ~

later acc me for my dental appointment .then after that
he will be at my place during 4.30 to 6
cause i wil be going for my lesson ^^
cant ask him along too hhaas.

next week going to be jiemei for wedding
then 22 my birthday
27 darling's birthday
then chinese new year
so fast
going to shop for clothes soon xD
siansation.

having slight headache now :(
waiting for love to wake up now.

2010-01-05T08:17:00.002+08:00

yawns ~

been quite addicted to texas poker lately xD
i like playing it when darling is with me ^^
more lucky LOL.
he pamper me alot always xD
cut my fringe , bangs -.- the aunties cut too short so i look like a fcuking nerd =.=
faster grow
16 jan i going be jiemei de leh , NB _|_

yawns,
i am going to be 19 soon ^^
happy happy
waiting for baby to start work (;
and we shall go overseas together ^^
is a promised uhs .
got alot of baby making funny face picture
dont want upload first xD
next time he make me angry then i post all out
LOL.
he never fail to make me laugh with all his stupid acts,face and nonsense
but still i love him luh ^^

2009-12-30T05:47:00.002+08:00

i'm damn haggard and fat now ~

reason being
always waking up at 8 or 9 pm in the night
and all the way til next day morning
either 11am or 12 pm then sleep .
my sleeping time been like this lately .
fcuking torturingggggg,
all gone haywire
i make sure i am going to turn it back ASAP .
& thats explain my irregular eating time and haggard look .

been having funny thoughts lately
real funny thoughts
hhaas.
but baby OBJECT
:( upset luh.

on the way home just now
kana road block
and the tp , want baby to produce his insurance at any neighbourhood police post within 5 days & one of the tp want darling to put his silencer back on his micron pipe.
troubling baby
ANW this week damn suay
me and darling been seeing tp and all.
4 time this week le -.-
suay or what LOL.

feel like putting hair extention for my hair
need to buy some slimming product also le
darling only ask me to dont eat after 8
but my sleeping time how to not eat after 8 LOL.
my thighs getting bigger
stomach getting fatter
HELL . disaster :(
been either reading stomp or forum if not bloghopping those famous blogger blog lately
january is coming ^^
quite alot of event
jan 05 : da biao jie birthday
jan 07 : janice birthday
jan 12 : ah chua birthday
jan 14 : ah xing birthday
jan 16-17 : xxx wedding
jan 22 : MINE BIRTHDAY
jan 27 : DARLING's BIRTHDAY ^^

need save money le

&&&& i dontknow what wrong with my leg lately :(
been having alot of scars
dontknow is sensitive or what -.-

new year is coming ~
2010 will be a better year ^^
DOUBLE THUMBS UP

2009-12-29T05:32:00.002+08:00

both of my leg having alot of blue black now :(

DAMN IT _|_

sun 27 dec,
darling send me homeee
then up to put my things and dad drive us to tamp for dinner with my relative at 824 zi char :)
advanced celebration for daddy's birthday .
after dinner , home was next
fuglying tired.
supposed to meet bi , but really too tired
so sleep around 2 am
wake up at 3 am night mare LOL.
then sleep back til 4 am plus
went to kitchen dig biscuit to eat ,
then around 5 am jiu awake all th way .
til around 7 plus

28 dec mon
bug baby bring me go gym with him and weijian LOL.
prepare , bathe and all
darling come fetch me
and suayness , weijian kana fined by tp _|_
what a start of the day
then went gym , was really concentrating so i walk without looking and bang my leg against some of the metal thingy
blue black now .
afterthat gym til dontknow what time , bathe and back to bi place
then around 1 darling send me homeee.

wondering new eve going where .
going to wear a new dress that i bought lately (:
permission granted from him LOL.

hell i wish i am hell rich .
i saw a few dress , heels and tops and bottom i am damn in love with at buigs
going to save money and get i guess.
might be going for breakfast with darling in awhile time ~
he is starting work soon .
damn she bu de :(

2009-12-27T23:42:00.002+08:00

freaking tired :(

christmas eve ,
sleep all th way til 5 in the noon . terrible right ,
darling came over and fetch me over to his place
wanted to go gym de.
reach his house downstair , i saw mummy LOL.
then went up to dearie place.
cause my loafer and fbt short is at his place
in th end no gym , cause gym close le .
then weijian ask baby along to yuling's place for steamboat.
boyfriend bathe and all
we meet weijian and down to plaza.
at plaza saw my two lil bro
and my mum again -.-
LOL right ?
she got nothing better to do i guess xD
then over to yuling's place with baby and cos.
darling happily enjoy his steamboat.
lucky meatmeat's girlfriend acc me .
slack til dontknow what time
xiaodes and his friend meet us downstair yuling's house
then went to ecp , rounding
whole group of them .
too many think more then 100 bah ? cause the bike never stop coming in the carpark
saw ahseng and weijie they all also .
then from ecp to labrador park.
then to a few petrol station
then to yishun dam
cause i never eat the whole day
so bi bought me to 401 to eat.
home around 4 am

christmas
sleep at morning 8 am ,wake up at 2 pm
fcuking tired
cause mum come in my room kpkb .
cause of my sis luh , argh ~~~~~~~~~
her birthday , mum ask her acc her go ntuc buy drinks for my relative they all
relative they all come around 3 plus
then all the way , have fun and laughter til around 9 all go back
baby come fetch me at my house downstair
we went couple outing
at first tagging along with my sis , brian and brandon .
but we all at bedok 85 they jiu leave le
so left me and baby
biao jie and zhen yao
da biao jie and cavan
ah chua and wilson
darling and wilson riding .
da biaojie drive
so we went to ehub
wanted to go kbox
but the girl there piss my biaojie off .
so went to kallang leisure de instead.
this time they exchange pillion
zhenyao sit darling's bike
cavan sit wilson's bike
while me and ah chua sit da biaojie's car
4 of us laugh in the car like mad
can see pillion cant see rider .
then reach kallang leisure
fcuking not worth it .
one couple have to pay 100
so total 400 .
we intend to save money so went to kallang mac to takeaway to marina barrage .
so same luh
we 4 girls in car
they 4 boys sit bikes.
then marina barrage for some photo taking and eating session
very fun :)
wanted to smoke shisha but abit late le
so we intend to go another time

went our individual ways :)

i super miss my boyfriend :(

2009-12-24T06:58:00.003+08:00

some photo week back ~

i need do something to my face _|_
my complexion is getting from bad to worst
reason being
always lack of sleep
always sleeping late
always eating heaty food
always scratching my face with my super long annonying nails
always not taking care of my face
too many always LOL.

anw meat meat is back from dubai .
after darling dota
we went plaza to meet them
and changi village for supper
after that home was next
reach home
dad call .
so went out for another round of supper
LOL.
i am getting fatter

hell someone kill me please

been thinking of doing something new to my hair
i am sick and tired of my hair .

today is christmas eve already ,
time pass so fast
my sis is 20 on christmas
she is a christmas baby :)
sis , may you enjoy your birthday uhs :)
and have a great year ahead.
super love you luh
though we two always quarrel LOL.

wow 2009 is ending
hopefully 2010 is a good year
2009 is as good as disaster for me LOL.
so 2010 be a good year please .
wondering what the plan for tmr luh .
but currently no plan yet
except hitting gym in the noon with love
and perhaps interview later on ?
and mayb steamboat at rach hhouse?
oh hell no plans yet
and i cant believe that is actually christmas eve already
hhaas.

merry x'mas people (:

see is 7 am and i am still awake .
my timing been damn terrible LOL.
going to rest for a few hour le .
but i am still feeling energetic -.-
pathetic
HELL my time been all haywire
i so wanna tune it backkkkkkkkkkk.

save me save me save me

2009-12-22T04:59:00.002+08:00

WATCH AVATAR & BODYGUARDS AND ASSASSINS OVER THE WEEKEND (:

avatar on sat with yvonne and my little bro and of cause darling
darling send me home , park his bike
yvonne came and up to change and fetch my little bro
off to kallang leisure for our movie
before that was dinner at KFC (:
after show is around 3 plus le
the show is awesome
cab homeeee (:

BODYGUARDS AND ASSASSINS on sun with ah chua and her neo neo and of cause darling too
movie was 2 am LOL.
so before that noon meet up with baby
then evening he send me over to punggol park to meet up my family for dinner at BLISS (:
then after dinner , baby came over and fetch me from my house again (:
slack and all .
then movie at cineleisure with alicia and her neoneo .
movie til around 4 am plus
the show was freaking awesomeeeeeeeeee
cry like some small kids .
damn nice luh and touching
after movie , home was next (:

above the two movie is really awesome
guys must check it out
rating 5/5 :DD
for both of the movieeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee

siansation .
love is dota-ing now
after this week
love will be starting work already
i will use my heart to do things that make him happy (:

2009-12-18T04:42:00.002+08:00

uploaded blog song (:

too bored and worry about my love .
small arguement :(
make him so unhappy
and almost accident
so sorry darling ,
lucky nothing happen to you
if not i can go bang walll and die le .

my wish now is hit the club with baby again before he start work ^^
tmr going gym with baby again ~~~~~~
then mayb town ..

my blog song alot of it is clubbing songgg ^^
WEETS ~

need more heart to heart talk with baby .
"all at once, you look across a crowded room for no one in particular, just looking. Suddenly, you see him, but, oh, how many times you've seen him before. So why did your heart just skip a beat? Your eyes meet by mere coincidence, or is it? At that moment you both instantly know that the relationship between the two of you, will never be the same again."
our love is a fate my dear
remember those words i told you ?
how we meet etc LOL.
so sweet to think about it dont you agree?
i like nagging it to you
and you say you will never get sick of what i say :)

going to washed up and sleep soon , kind of tired.
meet love tmr
we get to see each other almost everyday ^^
but i still miss him LOL.

2009-12-18T02:10:00.002+08:00

We cannot beg someone to stay if they want to leave and be with someone else. We have to admit that love doesn't give us the license to own a person. This is what love means...sacrifice

gym with love and bro today
freaking tiring :(

aftermath home for dinner
then acc love home to batheeee and all,slack
then supperrrrr

i am feeling damn confused now
my mind been telling me this
my heart been feeling another thing
F this feeling :(

i missss boyfriendddddd

2009-12-16T04:30:00.003+08:00

In a sentence of love, oftentimes you have to put a period on something that has to end and not just settle on a comma. In time, you will realize that it's nicer to see a complete sentence rather than a phrase that's completely hanging and doesn't even make any sense

a quick update ~

boyfriend come and fetch me around noon , hit the gym ^^
then after gym
back to his place cause he want workout SOMEMORE -.-
LOL.waited for him to be done with his things
head for my lunch and all
meesuan :)
wanted to go town but is raining
so slack at his place , watch my show , take a nap
home for dinner and supper ^^

fry nugget for them to eat :)
hhaas
bought tibits and all homeeee
having serious sorethroat now
meeting boyfriend and my brother for gym tmr again (:
i need burns fats .

now looking at girl forum (:
boredom .
kind of sick :(

i want go work
i want money ^^
saw a few dress while window shopping that caught my eye

2009-12-13T05:55:00.002+08:00

meet up with boyfriend today ,
went to buigs ^^
have fish porridge :)

then while eating i saw this bike fcuking familiar riding fast
the bike , the plate no , the backview
hhaas cousin and her boyfriend
so we walk together
after eating bougt bubble tea from i love taimei
then walk around
wanted to buy dress :(
but boyfriend dont allow say too over .

then shisha with them aftermath
three of them having fun
while i sit there
_|_
then bicker with mr boyfriend
dont wish to mention
one stomach of fire LOL.
but after awhile is okays LOL.
then home was next (:

i so feel like shopping
but i am SERIOUSLY BROKE
i need money ^^
shopping for new clothes
dress,shorts,jeans,tops,heels,pumps,bags ETC ETC
well girls is all like this LOL.

2009-12-10T17:57:00.002+08:00

MY LIFE IS FCUKING ATROCIOUS NOW
SUPPOSED TO BE FINE LE
BUT THANKS TO SOMEONE
MY LIFE IS MESSED UP AGAIN

F F F
I AM GOING CRAZY _|_

YEST POWERHOUSE WAS WTF ?
DONT WISH TO MENTION
BUT WAS FUN AT THE DANCEFLOOR WITH BABY .
MY MOUTH IS LIKE SAUSAGE NOW THANKS TO THE ULCERS -.-

FCUKING PAINFULLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLL

I REALLY HATE THE STATE I AM IN NOW
BUT WHAT CAN I DO
NONE WANT THIS KIND OF LIFE IS THEY CAN CHOOSE

2009-12-05T18:49:00.002+08:00

yest was a hectic day for me :(

i sleep at 5 am in the morning
and i wake up at 8 am :)
cause i am helping dearest liting to let her my head be guinea pig LOL.
she help me do the french roll thingy
after that ended , big rain

bus over to boyfriend's place meet him first
then we slack and go eat , til night ,
meet my dearest biaojieeeeee at butterfact (:
madness ~
so high , didnt really party for very long though :(
but it was fun
aftermath we went to eat and home sweet homeeeeeeeeeeeeee

love is on duty today.tmr then off

my mouth is hurtinggggggggggggggggggggggg
i pray and hope things turn out well
i hate arguement and quarrels
:)

2009-12-02T23:53:00.002+08:00

i love everything about you ~

the way you make me go gaga over you ,
i loveee you for making me laugh as and when without fail
i loveee you for making me angry yet pull me back
i loveee you for everything you done for me
so much that i can ever list

i always got alot of thing to telll you
everynight nagging into your ear
hhaas (:

it can never get any better then thissssssssssssss

i want to uploaddd some photos.but most of them is with my cousin :(

2009-11-30T02:57:00.002+08:00

BABY LET DANCE IN THE DARK

suay or what :(
never get to watch twilight new moon
cause is always full -.-

yawns ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
love is being stupid together

i am waiting for my supper ^^
from telok blangah de chicken chop :D
i am getting fatter
always eat and eat :D
going to get a job for sureeeeeeeeee
christmas is comingggggg
what shld i get for love and my sis ? her birthday is drawing nearer too ?

ucler on gums thanks to the doctor :)
yawns ~~~~~~~~~~~~

goodgirls gone bad <3

today went giant with family
shoppinggggg our daily needs
i been eating toffifee and lindt chocalate
and macadamia nuts , honey , unsalted and brazils nut
so you can imagineee my weight is going up and up everyday :)
okays fcuk care first
i only can enjoy good food for a few more days :)

2009-11-28T17:21:00.002+08:00

NINJA ASSASSIN IS SO FCUKING VIOLENCE -.-

i am in some kind of trouble
but i told my sis
hoping she can help (:
blood is still thicker then anything ~~~~~
THANKS SIS

yawns ~~~~~~~~~~~~~

going to meet up with ernest soon :)
regarding some education thingy :D
heard from him th night before malvin have some minor accident
lucky he is fineee , only his bike abit problem LOL.
TAKE GOOD CARE :D

i been listening to club songggg
so feel like hitting th club :D :D :D
REPORT TO THE DANCE FLOOR

2009-11-26T22:51:00.000+08:00

happy birthday to gail (: ah bird (: &&&& HANYAO :D

yawns ~ rot at home in the noon :(
now at love's placeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee
i'm feeling hungry :(

i want to meet my girls soon :D
super miss them <3

2009-11-25T04:41:00.000+08:00

I FINALLY SAW JIANWEI TODAY
ever since he come out i haven see him xD

so today i went to gym with him and love :D
LOL.
i am so bored , they go do gym i do nothing
before that love come and fetch me to go his ahgong place
which is a junction away from my place LOL

aftermath change and all hit th gym with them :)
i do nothing just acc them and i walk around ^^
LOL.
waste of money

then kovan was next :D
laskaaaa shiokness
then homee sweet hhomeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee

yawns

TELL ME WHAT TO DO
tell me what can i say :(
tell me what can i feel

2009-11-24T03:48:00.002+08:00

LOVE IS BOOKING OUT IN TH MORNING LATER ON :)

will be meeting him <3

just now went 327 to eat with my bros
cause they acc me -.- i have to acc them to plaza _|_
see them play billard

saw my bagay shu shu and boonieeeeeeeeeee and jr

just videocall with meat meat for awhile
yawns i am missing my baby loveee :)

i wanna meet my girls soon :D

help meat meat with th mixpod thing
helping hongan to check th job thing ~

yawns ~ tired :(

i want meet my biaojie soon :) i miss her
super brokeee

i need a job :( anyone can intro . A ADMIN JOB ?

2009-11-23T23:57:00.000+08:00

shagness :(
getting more and more haggard all to my haywire sleeping time
LOL.

imagine sleeping at 7 in th morning ~~~~~~
SHAGNESS man
love is on duty today~

i miss my girls ~ YVONNE AND PEPPER AND ZHUZHU
meet up with my dearest ivon and gail on sat :D
have a simple dinner :D
i love themmmmmmmmm

i miss my cousin too :D

2009-11-21T19:54:00.000+08:00

i am going crazy at this rateeeeeee

things always turn out not the way i want
okays fcuk it
blame no one but myself !

i misss my loveee so much

2009-11-19T16:33:00.002+08:00

weather been HOT AND COLD lately -.-

i miss my loveee le :(
later he might be coming over to meet me (:
i am going to pluck teeth later ,
suppose to be in noon
but i just wake up not longgg :D

WHAT TH HECK SIA
i am getting fatter :(
BEEN EATING AND SLEEPING LOL.
need go gym with love they all le :(

i need to do manicure :(
if not i been scratching until loveee when we always fight LOL.
poor him ,

yawnsss ~ now in msn with nana and amy :D
super shagness dontknow why

sissis friend married le (:
PRETTY BRIDE LUH
congrats :D

2009-11-17T02:06:00.002+08:00

I PROMISE BIG DANIEL I WILL BE STRONG :D

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=WJprLfFXKZU&feature=related
been watching this video lately
I SO FEEL LIKE GOING TO DANCE SCHOOL AND LEARN DANCING :D
i think my dad will spons me th money :D

LOL.i think i am a joke of my own :D
just cab down to gleneagles hospital with my mum to visit my aunt :(
AUNT , i do hope you're fine :D
be strong and dont think too much (:
before that has dinner at home :D

WEETS (: there is many words inside me
i am just holding them back ~
i wanna do something nicely this time round
so now i can say it depend on you :D

yawns ~

no much interest in blogginggggggg

2009-11-14T22:57:00.003+08:00

is not goodbyeeeee ,

tiring after a few hours of shopping with cousin ~
the reason being , MY HEELS LOL.
bought a dress and a cardigan (:
think tmr going to shop again

i was approached by some malays earlier.
LOL.funny luh they all .

been wanting to work :D
wanna buy things (:

words can express my gratitude towards you,
without you , i'm really nothing.

2009-11-14T15:33:00.002+08:00

no much interest in blogging ~~

F,yest i got rashes damn scary :(
FIRST TIME IN MY LEG ,
my face and neck start to itch -.-
guess is i cant take th panadol extra , too strong
love say he feel heartache to see me scratch LOL.

anw , after awhile is okay le .
have dinner with big daniel and cos :D

aftermath homeeeee to rest ~

i got too much knot in my heart untangled :(
i may look okays at the outside
but doesnt really mean i am okays in th inside also :(

i need a break from everything
overseas trip with him is all i wanted to have now :D :D :D

2009-11-12T01:32:00.002+08:00

my blog is back (:

i'm happier now :D

anw went to done my mould :(
fcuking pain
loveeee is so sweet and cute :D

tmr i am going to do x ray :D

i feel like buying se satio ~~~~~~~~~~~~~
i wanna hit th club with love again :D

anw,i think i am in some kind of big trouble :(
but i have not told anyone about it yet
argh :(
pissed off
i hope everything is gonna be alrightttttttttttt

getting better with family :D
tmr mum will be cooking curry ~
think i am going to pull love home for dinner ?

& i lovee hanging out with my cousin and their boyfriend :D
though most of th time i lightbulb luh hhaas
but i just love both of my sweet cousiin :D

2009-10-20T04:02:00.001+08:00

my feelings is so MESSED UP RIGHT NOW

damn why things always dont go the way we want it

why lovee is suchh a hurtful process

dont you know how much i love you and miss you

HAIS ,

is driving me crazy with all these thingsssssssssss

2009-10-19T01:06:00.001+08:00

I MISS YOU SOO BADLY !

100608 :(

2009-10-18T17:25:00.002+08:00

yest around 8 plus
went out with mr nice guy again :D
he is nice to acc me to get things at buigs :D
but we wasted very long at my house downstair hhaas
call my biaojie's boyfriend to qiu jiu LOL.
around 9 plus is finally done
so we rush down LOL.
is really RUSH kays
down to buigs get one dress,damn over de hhaas
dontknow when i then can wear LOL.

mr nice is like , you sure your parent allow you to wear
LOL.
aftermath walk around , wanted to buy heels
but the show is fcuking crowded so we went to eat instead
walk to eat WANTON mee
then after eatinggg
home was next , cause both of us dontknow where to go :D

mr nice seems emo :(
so i invited him up to my placee to watch DVD
disgusting show
he left around 1 .

then a home rot
til around 2 plus
ADORABLE white come fetch me for supper , along with huiying andxinyu in th car :D
then went to plaza to fetch boonie and bagay
then send huiying home first
then back to plaza to fetch dixon and kahhweii
cannot imagine how cramp th car is right
LOL
drop dixon home
6 of us head for supper at GEYLANG
tianji zou AGAIN :D
yumyum :D
hhaas
then home sweet home around 4 going 5 in th morning

yawns , msg with mr niceee , he wanted to come down and tell me his story
LOL.
but i cant le , cause i jut quarrel with dad
he sur say i very not decent to wear my fbt and all
so i stay at home and sleep :D

later on might be going for dinner with family :D

2009-10-16T03:03:00.001+08:00

went for movie , april bride

not very nice , but i cry , cause touchinggggggggggggggggggg

then after movie , ER drive me to have supper and home was next

memories trigger emotion that what B used to say

cry and cry , i only hope god answer to my prayer
i am going to look for a new job :D a part time one :D
hees.

going to get him what i promised him :D

2009-10-15T20:34:00.003+08:00

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=yEIbdiX86zk

i am a happy girl (:
i went to night safari with mr nice ^^
before that was dinner :D

on th way there i was like -.-
COLD , hhaas
then mr nice was like who ask you wear shorts LOL.
in th end i go there give mosquitoes kiss -.-
so many bites and scratches
walk around and discover cute creatures.lol.

its been very long since i go night safari ?
like before i am in primary school
after that was supper at upperthomson de **** curry house LOL.
i forget what is the name of the shop LOL.
then he send me back to meet my girls :)
and he head homeee
thanks :D

was so -.- everyone so coupleeeeeeeee
left me , so extraaaaaaaaaaaa
yawns ~
then cab homee around 3 :D

i am going to bathe and prepare and catch a movie with ER later on :D

2009-10-14T15:48:00.002+08:00

yest after my lesson ~
my teacher drop me off at sengkang cause he is going back kovan
so i reach yvonne house around 2
then we take turn to play her laptop for awhile
but i was super shag cause i have only around 4 hours of sleep

so i lie on her bed
about to dozed off
her ph ring and she started kpkb-ing on ph with manfred
super spoilt my mood of sleeping
so i kp her
ask her give me use laptop go th bed kpkb with manfred sua LOL.

so i use th com , with my eyelid closing LOL.
then waited for the zhar bo to prepare
and cab down to tamp to collect her boyfriend cake at secret recipe~
then AFTER TAKING ,we cab back to plaza , cause she wanna leave it there
and th cake is super not light
LOL.
so we leave it at kbox not to let him know LOL.

then after putting
went down to eat with dixon , jim , xing xing and yvonne
didnt really finished LOL.
then walk around with them first , as xing xing need to book in le :(
so went to arcade was like super lameeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee
ernest came along.
then aftermath jim want to go down to look for marcus
so we acc him
then THAT DAMN FROG ps us cause he want acc marcus back home to changee
then left me and ernest and yvonne and dixon
we walk back to plaza
i was super shag wanting to go home le xD
manfred came along .
etc etc
in between
then til around 12
yvonne and weiliang go over to take th cake and surprise him :)
etc etc
then around 12 plus i went to play L4D with big daniel :)
after ended
want to go home le
then BRIAN went to fetch my sis and came and look for me
at first we're on ah long car
then i was saying ivan look a little bit lonely
so i went over to his car after that LOL.
then 5 of us went to east coast
fcuking bored, go there de 7 eleven only .
hhaas

then we went to some petrol station
cause i want to urine
and i was telling ivan when we are on the way to petrol station LOL.
then aftermath
we went to kallang park and chill
home around 3 plus
cause my sis
ALWAYS spoilt mood LOL.

reach home cook some curry and all
washed up and head to bed~

i want to go night safari ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

2009-10-13T12:09:00.005+08:00

yawns ~ going for lesson later on ~
going to prepare le ,

i am damn shag sleeping at around 5 am !@#$%*
wonder why i cant sleep -.-

yest around 9 plus ,
ER come and drive me :D
we went to kovan there de thai restaurant eat
hhaas we're th last cust at th shop
awkward so we faster eat ,
then he smoke he faster drive me back
ps ehs LOL.
cause i meeting SHYBOY and TE for movie
when ER turn in we saw SHYBOY AND TE dontknow doing what stuck at one corner
so in th end
ER drop me and went off
call SHYBOY
he drive over , asking what th hell they doing
dont want tell me LOL.
then TE is nice to let me take th front seat ~
cause i like sitting th front seat ~
went to Ehub for movie ~
500 days of summer.
QUITE a lame show because i dont catch th beginning
LOL.
then after the show was around 1 am plus
we went SGH , cause shyboy want mc ~~~~~~~~~~~~~
so we went along , he went to see th doctor
while me and TE went to the QIJI there and take a sit ~
while he la kopi , i was talking nonsense.
after shyboy is done
he drove us down to SIMPANG to eat
damn funny i was super hungry at first
but i wait for th food until i was full and feel like vomiting
so i waste 4 bucks for th chicken burger LOL.
i and shyboy eat th fries only ~
after that around 2 going 3 , th plan was home next
so i reach home around 3am plus

yawns ~
i am going to prepareeeeeeee
might be meeting SHYBOY they all later on
i so wanna go night safari :(
but dontknow they want not.

my friends are cute :)

- the smell of yours linger there
i miss you <3

2009-10-11T18:30:00.002+08:00

weet weet weet ~~~~~~

i am so shag after yest go out with my friends .
reach home like 5 am plus

went out with lots of people in th night
yvonne cab down to plaza to meet me
i use run de go plaza.
tired.
then was chatting with big daniel etc .
alot of them sit van
i wait for boonleong to come :)

then the whole group of us left for movie at cine :)
Sorority Row
damn i was so irritated by both yvonne and xiaobai and behind th guys of cause -.-
people was so engrossed and scared he suddenly come scared me
yvonne also ,
keep pull my jacket when i am covering my eye
god damn sake
baheng and justin and big daniel and boonleong
all joker -.- making creepy noiseee

after that
we went back to buangkok for supper LOL.
the whole group of them left first,
left me and boon leong ,
so he went his own way ~
baheng and jus reach first
then me and boon leong
then big daniel & cos .

eat the yu bian mee fen
one word to describeee
grosss.
then after eating
left for homeeeeeeee
then wash up
and KO .

til around 3 plus 4 plus then wake up .

i am still upset with things.
i am really sorry okays :(
i didnt mean to break your heart .

i am bored to stiff now .
dontknow what plan later on ~

weets .
anw i am sorry dad and mum ~

going to find a job soon :)

2009-10-09T03:41:00.001+08:00

today went out with boonleong

we say want play l4d . hhaas,
in the end he play dota , i play l4d .

aftermath in the night, big daniel send me homeeeeeee and of cause xing xing and xinyu ,
drop them at sengkang
then he drop me at my house downstairs.
run up , bathe
dad is back
out for supper :)
at 401 , mee siam ~~~~~~~~~~

yawns , i want money :(

i get a new dress :D
quite cute
a long tee dress i shld say (:

dad want go genting tmr
and he dont want bring me go
ROAR .
nevermind . hurmphhhhhhhhh

2009-10-08T02:07:00.003+08:00

i hate homeee
i hate hate hate homeeeeeee

so stress.
no freedom , cant even talk on ph .
DAMN IT .

went for lesson today ~
result is out . pass but not the reason i want #$%^&*(
went over to meet my cousin aftermath ,
damn i am fcuking pissed
i need EC to be with me now :(
he is the one who always cheer me up ~

i miss him alot
he change so much
which i dontknow why :(
i try to do everything in his way but i dontknow what wrongs though?
issit his love for me no longer there or other woman take my placeee

teary day ,
walk homeee alone today .
before that was with my dearest anna and my biaojieee at simei's star bucks

then home sweet home at around 11 plus
supposed to hit butterfact
but my clothing is oh damn shit #$%^&*( LOL.

i dont feel like coming homeeeee
i feel like having lots of freedom
i dont have understanding parents
where and who can i turn too

hais
i need money
money money money

i really miss him alot .

i am hungry
going to cook maggi mee plus abaloneee now :)
weets
weets

2009-10-06T02:30:00.002+08:00

boring @#$%^&*(

didnt went out in the end
stupid ZQ fall asleep also hhaas.
anw meeting him in the noon to do some things
then might be going buigssssssss
then night mayb meeting ST for dinner

i very funny horr
lately de people name all use short cut ?
i think i quite cute leh -.-
OKAYS TALK COCK hhaas.

cause these people all want be mysterious people marr

anw SRZ just send me a job email :(
but i dontknow how to make up $%^&*(
is a roadshow job
1hr 7 bucks for WII

i need money urgently luh
to get ***** birthday present
i want to give him a big oneeeeee
how how how
anyone can help me get a temp job :(

need money before nov

i am damn bored right now , hunch back le luh hhaas
hhaas talking to dixon , pepper and srz now ,
was talking to srz regarding the job
so mafan
and he say , might as well ask geylang de hooker go work
hhaas

but i just email the person regarding the job
if possible will ask pepper along :D

i am hungry again hhaas.
going to cook the maggi , xia mian to eat ~~

LOVE , I MISS YOU LIKE CRAZY , if you ever know how much you mean to me :(

iya i dontknow
mixed feeling
i dont want a teary night again

i just sms the WII road show people
damn my laptop stupid sia
i hate window vista
i need send them , my photo and pepper photo first
i dont want to make up @#$%^&*()

yawns , after much things
i just send her , me and pepper , fb url first
i got hard time trying to attach the stupid photo because of stupid vista
damn it

THANKS SRZ , if i get the job treat you eat :D

i am super nice, lmao

hungry hungry hungry
i missss him alot

i wonder if he feel the same way ?

2009-10-05T17:12:00.003+08:00

tiredness and boredom kills .

yest i am a super good girl .
cause i am damn shag
not enough sleep
so zhuzhu at first ask me acc her go mac , i am super lazy and tired
sorry to ps you .
cause i also ask my bro help me buy yu bian chu mee fen
but is VERY NAN CHI
dontknow why
i eat a few mouths i throw away
damn waste my money #$%^&*

after that was playing the com
wanted to sleep at around 12 in the night
but in the end i call alicia to chat til around 1 plus
SS call me ask me whether i want to go out
and i agreee
cause i am kind of hungry
so i call SS go fetch PP then meet me downstair (:
then EE came along .
hhaas abit weird to name them like this hhaas
okays cute
so four of us went upper east coast for supper :D
BA CHOR MEE ,
and stupid SS keep disturb me -.-
fcuking lame de lorr.
people make mistake de what
but he keep repeating to make me xiasuayyyyyyyy !
ANGRY . lol.
then aftermath to east coast to see them play billardddd
then around 4 plus PP want go homeeee
so they bring us homeeeeee
reach home around 5 plus
batheeeeeee again then KO .
super steam .
sleep til around 3 today :(

i want to tune back my normal times
is so suffering to sleep at late nights esp
when you're tired and you cant sleep $%^&*$%%^&*(

i got serious eye bag now .
BTH . damn tired still .

later dontknow got go out not.

2009-10-04T20:10:00.002+08:00

is a love story

<3

home sweet home
overnight last night .
super tired.
in the middle of the night my bro they all keep calling
online chat and all
then ko back til noon , head back homeeee

super tired :(
think will rest early today.
biaojieee birthday coming
going to meeet shy boy to get the present for her ~

i loveeee you and thats all i really know :D
babyy just say yesssssssssssssssssss

LOL.i am super boredddd
mostlikely will be meeting zhiqi on tues .

2009-10-03T19:12:00.002+08:00

I MISS YOU <3

doubt and misunderstanding must be clear

yest went to mall meet my zhuzhu
acc her for dinner at 805
then belovedsis come ~
then up to plaza ,
left with baheng and boonleong they all to narsissus ~
BORING PLACE -.-
wanted to go pearl centre
damn funny
BAGAY shushu transalate til zhen zhu da sha .
hhaas
is transaleted correctly
but is a different place
LMAO .
then walk down -.- along with yvonnne
fcuking far
reach narsissus
saw nich and cos
quite alot of people
then went for porridge :D
thn back to narsissus
drink abit -.- because they say must give face
boredddddddddddd
and of cause i dont like drinnkinggg
is so eeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee
then cab down to dolphin with baheng , bagay and yvonne
the place is so cramped
no place to stand nor sit .
then went down stair to find da daniel , yang yi and ahxing they all :D
talk cock talk cock,
then me and yvonne follow bagay shushu to nana
da daniel drove us down
the two birthday boy BABA AND BAHENG KO .
so both went home first
aftermath reach nana
even more boring -.-
then cab home around 4 plus

this few days i no see sun , i never sleep
what th fcuk
i want tune back my timing
super shag
waiting for L come fetch me

photo will be uploaded soon :D

2009-10-02T03:40:00.002+08:00

went seragoon to celebrate bh birthday
along with yvonne , joanna , big daniel , justin , bagay and baba :)
fantasie
TB and G come find me :D
then went rk eat
BRO send me home :)
i love his car luh @#$%^&
convertible :)
then home sweet homee

wanted to go malaysia with kor at night :(
but dad went overseas #$%^&*
cant take my passport :(

i miss you so so so much ,
if you ever come across this
i pray everyday to god to bring you back to me

2009-09-28T17:52:00.002+08:00

I AM SICK -.-
LIKE AGAIN ,

WHAT TH FCUK , SUAY OR WHAT

last night went out with family :)
went giant at tamp
we bought 5 packs of maggi mee
the counter person must be thinking my mum lazy cook that why we buy so much hhaas.
bought a new top :) show my biaojie and anna :)
nice sia
cheap nia $16 bucks :D

i misss my dearest alot :(

i want to go BKK
but dad kuku ass dont allow me and liting go only
he say what we girls go dangerous etc -.-
SAD SIA
anyone want BKK ?
the one the merrier :D

i am going to see the doc later on .
suay :(
cousin birthday coming
wondering what to get for her?
must be something sexy ~~~~~~
LOL.

2009-09-27T04:31:00.002+08:00

damn i did a xia suay thing @#$%^&*

i cry in the cinema
i hate the show fcuk it
lucky DA DANIEL acc me out to wait for my sis
i call my sis and cry ask her save me
and she come with her friend
thanks sis .
i have to thank HL also
because he rang me with his car seat so i dont have to sit the damn CUI de RVF
lol.
okays evil but yar luh i agree
though the bike dont look nice
as long as can win people can le :)

yawns.zhi qi send us home :)
thanks guys for bothering your all .
& thank DA DANIEL for acc me and miss the show

2009-09-26T01:52:00.002+08:00

i miss you like hell ~

i am very tired now :( but i dont feel like sleeping cause i am afraid of having nightmares :(
i am going to meet huiting :)
hees :D
aftermath in the night i will be staying out .

i want to see f1 @#$%^&

2009-09-24T14:25:00.002+08:00

YOU BETTER REMEMBER WHAT YOU SAY !
dont try to be a hypocrite
just because you are my mum i respect you
but before you want me to respect you
YOU BETTER THINK BEFORE YOU TALK
i fcuking hate you
i am not going to return to this home if your all push me further
i have a limits to everythings

if you dont care about how i feel
why must i care bout your face ?

yest night chatting with my cousin boyfriend
super kaypo

i miss you :)
sorry to be angry for nothing .

2009-09-23T15:51:00.003+08:00

i hate having menses
always cramp de
nb

yest i stay at home whole day cause menses cramp like dontknow what ~

chatting with anna and yvonne now :(
i hasnt been uploading my photo
hhaas
dont mind me i am super lazy xD

i am dying of pain now :(
i feel like going to scenery places :(
been so long since i go :(
but no people bring me go #$%^(

i feel like going jurongpoint :(
damn yvonne say i am mad .
today anna they all might be going to BUTTERFACT
but my cb come blood come til damn pain :(
tempt me to go .
but i dont feel like going to club when i come menses
is abit digusting imagine sweating alot and all
IS LIKE EEEEEEEE
i hate menses
sometime i wish i am a boy whenever i come menses
hhaas

i never meant to start a war
you know i never wanna hurt you

i am thinking of how to get money #$%^&*(
i need a very flexible time job now :(

i need money for alot of thing $%^&*
clothes , his present , his dream alot alot alot
i need money $%^&*(
DAMN MONEY IS NOT EASY TO EARN :(