;Sunday, May 27, 2007
hhaas . i got stead lerhs lorr : DD lols ~ though is nothing to be proud of but there is still some sweetness in my heart . i loves my boyfrnd laas XD hopefully we will last long . lols ~ miss *
Messedsy&& 11:57 PM
;Friday, May 25, 2007
today was out with FINNA ~ hhaas . i miss her nonsense alot laas . today was shopping at buigs &&& loads of thing laas ~ iya ~ i am so confused laas
Messedsy&& 12:04 AM
;Sunday, May 20, 2007
i am DEAR's good girl XD
i am so boredd laas ; hhaas
Messedsy&& 4:47 PM
;Thursday, May 17, 2007
I AM SO FCUK UPP LAAS ~ feeling damn guilty now laas . i dont know what to do laas ? shld i go and fetch him tmr ? or i shldn't go . but ifs i go his frnd will confirm say me de lehs . but if i dont go i am lyk running away laas . AM I A JINX ? i wonder , i ponder ='((((
Messedsy&& 10:35 PM
;Saturday, May 12, 2007
been days since i never upload my blog le laas ~ don't know what wrong with me ?! i am starting to not understand myself and even hate myself . things are complicated laas . feeling for him is still there or is just our memories ? i don't know lehs . BUT i am sure dhatt when i see him lately there is no those type of bushing de feeling and no more fast heart beats !
but to hims i am starting to wonder ? did i fall in loves with him or is because i am close with him recently so there is this type of feeling ? but he been treating quite cold lately laas . iya ~ i really don't know laas
Messedsy&& 12:46 PM
;Monday, May 7, 2007
today was out with john , ivon , ivan , xiaobai laas . sians lorr never get to buy my things laas ~ sadd . dhen went down plaza bout 9 plus lyk dhatt dhen go k pool sit sit . suddenly jileen ask me out ask me thing lorr dhen i go . dhen don't know wadd happenn to her and charmaine lorr . dhen jileen go tell warren don't know wadd dhen warren go beat charmaine . dhatt moment i was lyk stunned laas . haiis . things are complicated nowadays
hopefully things will get better for charmaine and jileen dhey all laas . me myself is facing problems le laas . haiis , john is consulting me now laas .
he's a nice guy laas . hhaas . ifs he not so nonsense confirm will got alot of girl lyk de lorr , but sadd he is too nonsense le
lols ~ i am so sadd laas
how am i going to face it ?
Messedsy&& 12:45 AM
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today was out with john , ivon , ivan , xiaobai laas . sians lorr never get to buy my things laas ~ sadd . dhen went down plaza bout 9 plus lyk dhatt dhen go k pool sit sit . suddenly jileen ask me out ask me thing lorr dhen i go . dhen don't know wadd happenn to her and charmaine lorr . dhen jileen go tell warren don't know wadd dhen warren go beat charmaine . dhatt moment i was lyk stunned laas . haiis . things are complicated nowadays
hopefully things will get better for charmaine and jileen dhey all laas . me myself is facing problems le laas . haiis , john is consulting me now laas .
he's a nice guy laas . hhaas . ifs he not so nonsense confirm will got alot of girl lyk de lorr , but sadd he is too nonsense le
lols ~ i am so sadd laas
how am i going to face it ?
Messedsy&& 12:45 AM
;Saturday, May 5, 2007
you are a good guy
and i am a good girl
Messedsy&& 7:26 PM
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today after school go home , dhen go cineleisure watch SPIDERMAN THREE . wadd lao ~ cry until siao lehs .dhen go back hougang dhatt tyme saw ivan dhey all dhen go plaza together . after slacking at plaza with jileen and charmaine dhey all at k box , ivan came over and wanted to fetch me home . dhen he physco me take his frnd car dhen i got no choice take lorr. wadd dhe fcuk so scary can now still giddy laas .
='((
Messedsy&& 3:28 AM
;Friday, May 4, 2007
today after school go houang plaza idle awhile laas . dhen after dhatt go home . dhen at nyte lyk dhatt meet my belovedsister;;pepper at plaza . while waiting saw my maddies and qiqi and shirley darling . hhaas . dhen slack at plaza lorr . stupid desyy use pool cue go poke my leg and shijie call me a BAMBOO ? wadd dhe hell . dhen go in woodball see got who there dhen when gng out dhatt tyme saw ivan so went in sit sit talk nonsense lorr . hhaas . seriously i can't stand ahjohn nonsense lorr . dhen after dhatt bout 10 plus gng home le . go bus-stop with belovedsister , ivan , baheng &&& john . dhen slack see justin dhey all dhen ohso call thems come talk cock . hhaas
blahs blahs blahs laas
i am afraid and i fear for dhe worst
Messedsy&& 12:44 AM
;Tuesday, May 1, 2007
PISS OFF ~ i really don't know what going on in my lyfe laas ? i just wan things to be simple laas . i never thought of betraying anyone in my LYFE before . c'mon things are right le laas. mayb waddever i do is WRONG . or shld i say dhatt i aren't supposed to be in this world ? i am a easily contented person , i just hope dhatt my family is fine , frnds are good &&& nobody is hurt . SIMPLE . ibs i dissappear ? will you all be happier ? ibs you all are please tell me . am i starting to fall in loves with him ? hopefully not cos he is lyk thinking dhatt i am a slut owaes hanging out with guys and playing with guys . GRRR.... i can't fall in loves with this type of guy who thinks dhatt way of me . i am just trying to make myself happy . DHATT all
to jasmine : c'mon girl , i look upon you as my god sister & i wouldn't backstab you . even though how close i am with pepper . everything is just a misunderstanding , mayb we shld sit down and have a chat laas .
to joanna : girl , i really don't know wadd you say to jasmine dhen let her think dhatt way of me laas . but afterall i still look upon both of you all as my godsister laas .
THINGS WILL GET BETTER RYTE ?
Messedsy&& 11:01 PM
