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♥ yixianLEE
22 JAN 1991
love dancinggg ♥.
i am in love with my boy ♥ BOON LEONG
you ought to be th one til the end
& i'm going gaga over you
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A SWEET AND AWESOME BOYFRIEND.
TAIWAN TRIP & BANGKOK TRIP .
I WANT TO BE PRETTY & SEXY .
BRACES .
MONEY MONEY MONEY .
DRIVING LICENSE .
ASUS laptop .
CHANEL BAG
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kerou
huihui
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I CAN SAY STRAIGHT ~
i wouldnt give up .
first time having determination on things :'(

i will never giveeeee up
i'm going to look for job
work hard to go bkk with my loveee and yvonnne and her boy
i will hang on .

is time that matter only .

stop giving me comment and all.
i am determined.
dont try to pull me down .
i never been so clear before !

many things ,
no one will understand
and will never understand .

if one is wrong , does that means they will be wrong forever.
BOOS ~
life indeed sucks .

i need a break from everything .
weather is making me even more unhappy

i am so vexed

but i am scared to see counsellor
cause gene and me was saying , if too serious might have record.
make me so do dare to approach anyone .

FCUK THIS WORLD

WELL ~
i cant deny that you're super cute when you're sleeping
but my dear is a super wrong time to sleep now lol.
i cant deny that you look so irresistible when you sleep make me feel like going over to kiss you
but are you going to sleep without eating and all lol.

today i spend my whole day rotting at homeeee.
supposed to meet him
but he is sick
poor thing lol.
yawns .
ucler on tongue __
painful luh
i am so eager to get a job
and get a life

dear god
i hope to get a job soon
and have back my baby love ^^
hhaas.
well sound abit funny to phrase it this way lol
iya no one understand de hhaas.

i know you know can liaos .

OKAYS I AM FUGLYING BORED NOW .
zhuzhu's boyfriend is abit gay lol.but manfred is even more gay -.-

UCLERS IS PAINFUL

went to see consultants today
talk and all
then to meet my dearest zhuzhu
waited for her end work and all.
tired like fcuk .
mrt back
have dinner at plaza
waited for her boyfriend to come
then acc her to plaza to play touch screen
then around 10 plus homeee

i'm super tired i tell you #$%^&*

stand for quite long lol.

yest went out with my lil bro and yvonne and man and my bro
then bro drive us down to amk hub for show.
then aftermath send my bro home,run up change off my heels
then chiong down again , bro drive me down rachh houseeee
pain is all i feel when i am there

I FEEL SHOUTING OUT LOUD THAT
I SUPER MISS LBW ~
hhaas.
he is suffering from toothache now .
poor thing
sayanggggggggggggggggggg

update my blog for the noisy bitch inside my tagboard lol.
just kidding .

i'm not getting any better
i haven recover
i'm still waiting
waiting for my love

yest night
RACH PUT ME AEROPLANE __
went out with brian and his friend
they come drive me , to kovan for curry house
supposed to go dam c cause brian want bring me go chill
in the end his friend need rush back for work lol.
ask me tag along -.- i then dontwant
so went home ,
msg my dearest ZHUZHU
meet her for dinner at plaza downstair .
eat zi char :D
then belovedsis and kahhweii come .
kahhweii still th same
as evil as before lol.
then went up to plaza for touch screen
chill with yvonne and cos.
then wait for them come fetch me
went tamp for supper
but i didnt eat
no mood .

thanks brian :D
yar i know what i am doing :D
and he is the only one supporting me for all my decisions :D
thanks friend .

I'M STILL WAITING FOR YOU :(

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=O14_h5jxOjw
you're still th one .

i cut short my hair like 3 -4 inches short ? or even more
is like back to my old school hair style lol.
not super long hair anymore .

yest after doing my hair
i went home .
then meet zhuanna take things.
then went over to buy late dinner for myself
saw roger and baheng .
then hurry to 327 buy my dinner then walk home
cause baba and th fussy girl ask me hurry down to chjmes.
then reach home
they tell me venue change -.-
lame . then i at first dont want go le
cause of some reason
then zhengyong keep say he come fetch me
so go lorr.
reach around 1
unexpected .
wish john happy birthday & i went in th raining bar le .
then see ivan they all play 5 10 and all.
and they keep ask me drink
so must give face drink some .
then around 2 plus 3 .
went over to take th fussy girl bag
then cab home .

home :'(

damn tired.
damn shag
bro come fetch me for dinner with gene and valarie
at hougang green , steam boat
so full though didnt eat much lol.
yawns . slack , talk cock and all.
after that valarie went to meet her friends
bro fetch us to pick shirley up then to fantasie ,
they went drinking and all.
but i dont drink
because my drinking skill sucks :(
then they sing , and sudden i felt so upset .
those song :(
cry , very shameful i know
but i cant control.
you'll never know what you mean to me .
is th biggest regret ever :'(
then afterthat daniel and one of th girl who i dontknow her name come down .
afterthat sing one song with shirley damn paiisehh
then just reach home
bro send me homeee.
he drive so freaking scary what th fcuk
still ask me dont so su ku put sit belt lol.
sit passenger sit beside him damn dangerous
then drop th girl off then bro send me home .
i wanted to leav early cause later th pub will be more crowded with zhengyong , chanel , gene , shirley,baheng , etc etc etc luh.
home sweet home now .

iiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii ammmmmm so terrible.
i'm longing for your back

BACK FROM SUPPER.
yawns .

i'm going to sleep...

i'm so tiredddd....
tired of everything ..........

i need someone to understand me .
but why dont anyone do ? :(

MY LEG IS SUPER PAIN lol.
damn it .

yeaps :) me and dearie is getting better :D
have a present for him :)

is thought that counts :) that what you always say lol.

hais :(
i miss you so much .

just reach home from dinner with my family they all :D
saw ahseng and his family too lol.
chatted with him , crap and all.
talk him about what happenn between us :(
i really dontwant lose him
really :'(
i apologise from all my wrong doing .

hais super shag .
msg with eddy and zhengyonggg on my ride there.

this is the first time i love someone so much and i really feel that i cannot live without him .
my life is in such mess now

i think everything is possible to solve
is only whether you want to give me and yourself th chance not.

to this world you mayb one person
but to me , you mean th whole world .

lately hardly sleep :'(
eye bag , puffy eye
yesterday thunder and all.scary .
cry and cry :(
i really wannt to make peace with you .

MUMMY,happy mother day .

to you , today is 11 month anni
if only we can carry on .
i thought i can have 1 years anni with you
and many more of cause
but everything seems so impossible now ?

i'm someone who is super sensitive
super insecure
super low self esteem
super easy paranoid .

i'll respect your decision
like eddy say
life is short
i should live it happily :)
i dontknow whether if i can
but i must give it a try right ?
i should stop crying every single night .

arent we meant to be?
then why my heart tell me we're ?




If you're not the one, then why does my soul feel glad today?
If you're not the one, then why does my hand fit yours this way?
If you are not mine, then why does your heart return my call?
If you you are not mine, would I have the strength to stand at all?

I never know what the future brings
But I know you're here with me now
We'll make it through and I hope
You are the one I share my life with

I don't wanna run away but I can't take it, I don't understand
If I'm not made for you, then why does my heart tell me that I am?
Is there anyway that I can stay in your arms?

If I don't need you, then why am I crying on my bed?
If I don't need you, then why does your name resound in my head?
If you're not for me, then why does this distance name my life?
If you're not for me, then why do I dream of you as my wife?

I don't know why you're so far away
But I know that this much is true
We'll make it through and I hope
You are the one I share my life with

And I wish that you could be the one I die with
And I pray that you're the one I build my home with
I hope I love you all my life

I don't wanna run away but I can't take it, I don't understand
If I'm not made for you, then why does my heart tell me that I am?
Is there anyway that I can stay in your arms?

'Cause I miss your body and soul so strong
That it takes my breath away
And I breath you into my heart
And I pray for the strength to stand today

'Cause I love you whether it's wrong or right
And though I can't be with you tonight
And though my heart is by your side

I don't wanna run away but I can't take it, I don't understand
If I'm not made for you, then why does my heart tell me that I am?
Is there anyway that I can stay in your arms?



i know , nothing i do will please you anymore

I'm lying alone with my head on the phone
Thinking of you till it hurts
I know you hurt too but what else can we do
Tormented and torn apart
I wish I could carry your smile and my heart
For times when my life feels so low
It would make me believe what tomorrow could bring
When today doesn't really know, doesn't really know

[Chorus:]
I'm all out of love, I'm so lost without you
I know you were right believing for so long
I'm all out of love, what am I without you
I can't be too late to say that I was so wrong

[Delta Goodrem]
I want you to come back and carry me home
Away from this long lonely nights
I'm reaching for you, are you feeling it too
Does the feeling seem oh so right

[Delta Goodrem & Westlife]
And what would you say if I called on you now
And said that I can't hold on
There's no easy way, it gets harder each day
Please love me or I'll be gone, I'll be gone

I'm all out of love, I'm so lost without you
I know you were right believing for so long
I'm all out of love, what am I without you
I can't be too late to say that I was so wrong

Oh, what are you thinking of?
What are you thinking of?
What are you thinking of?
What are you thinking of?

[Delta Goodrem]
I'm all out of love, I'm so lost without you
I know you were right believing for so long

[Delta Goodrem & Westlife]
I'm all out of love, I'm so lost without you (Ohh)
I know you were right believing for so long (Believing for so long)
I'm all out of love (all out of love), what am I without you
I can't be too late to say that I was so wrong (So wrong)

I'm all out of love, I'm so lost without you
I know you were right believing for so long
I'm all out of love, what am I without you (Ohh)
I can't be too late to say that I was so wrong

I can't be too late to say that I was so wrong


yest went to mall to meet my ddearest bird and rach :)
pass bh the shinchan disc and go and meet up with my girls le .
slack til 11 plus
walk homeee,waited at homeee
feeling hungry
went out for supper with my sis :D and friends :D
at around 2 am plus .
went to have the famous prawn noodle .
one bowl 5 bucks
BEST luh.lol.i put alot of chili powder and they think i'm mad lol
then afterthat go out with dad to hougang plaza to get my sis's anlene milk.
then back to 401 to get vegeterian meehoon
then home sweet homeee

tiredout :(

i lovee my baobur.
i dontknow how long more will it last
but i know i love you alot :D

i'm happy :D
going for interview this coming monday for skincare brand ^^
hopefully i can get th job
and gain back babyy's trust :D

i loveeeeeee you sooooooooooo muchhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
pleaseee dearrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr


SHAG .




我是一条没有人养的鱼
背着自由面无表情
彩色眼睛受伤的心
只有看到黑白的你
我像一条没有人养的鱼
我的悲伤你不在意
说过的话飘过脸颊
我无法挥去一切从新再来
舍不得我为什么说再见
能不能收回我说的每一句话
舍不得我为什么不忘记
做一条快乐美人鱼
你的温柔总是来了又去
我的孤单(不稀罕同情)
你的电话忍住不打
我不想变成习惯等你回来
舍不得我为什么说再见
能不能收回我说的每一句话
舍不得我为什么不忘记
做一条快乐美人鱼
舍不得我为什么说再见
能不能收回我说的每一句话
舍不得我为什么不忘记
做一条快乐美人鱼
游向幸福的大海里

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Baby, I know the story
I've seen the picture
It's written all over your face
Tell me, what's the secret
That you've been hiding
Who's gonna take my place

I should've seen it coming
I should have read the signs
Anyway...I guess it's over

Can't believe that I'm the fool again
I thought this love would never end
How was I to know
You never told me
Can't believe that I'm the fool again
And I who thought you were my friend
How was I to know
You never told me

Baby, you should've called me
When you were lonely
When you needed me to be there

Sadly, you never gave me two many chances
To show how much I care

I should've seen it coming
I should have read the signs
Anyway...I guess it's over

Can't believe that I'm the fool again
I thought this love would never end
How was I to know
You never told me
Can't believe that I'm the fool again
And I who thought you were my friend
How was I to know
You never told me

About the pain and the tears
Oh, Oh, Oh
If I could, I would
Turn back the time

I should've seen it coming
I should have read the signs
Anyway...I guess it's over

Can't believe that I'm the fool again
I thought this love would never end
How was I to know
You never told me
Can't believe that I'm the fool again
And I who thought you were my friend
How was I to know
You never told me

Can't believe that I'm the fool again
I thought this love would never end
How was I to know
You never told me
Can't believe that I'm the fool again
And I who thought you were my friend
How was I to know
You never told me


today dad and mum send me to lesson as they're going tamp to do their things
reach there early (:
walk around and go for my lesson
after lesson , i was hoping he might call me :'(
so i went over to th place we always meet de
stand there for half an hour :( hoping he might come
then in th end i call my parent to see if they're still at tamp
then since they still at tamp ask them come fetch me
home sweet homeee (:
aftermath meet my zhuzhu at plaza downstair
kns lorr she make me wait lol.though not very long lol.
then my bestfriend keep ask me go up plaza KNS de.lol
then waited for zhuzhu , saw her boyfriend too.lol.
then she reach le
acc her to mall get her things
then back to plaza to meet my best friend and her boyfriend
aftermath play l4d .
then zhuzhu and me went downstair to eat
then up again to plaza.
then zhuzhu's boyfriend send her to take bus
while i stay with my daddad to wait for my sis come
then acc my belovedsis wait for her bus while my sis come :)
then daddad come down to meet us before both of us head home :)
just reach home feeling tired and upset
yixianlee is angry with her bestfriend
who is supposed to acc her to DOUBLE o tonight with her friends
but her best friend is not even 21 -.-
then her cousin need acc her boyfriend :(
how sad . i want to head to club with my boyfriend ? ^^
babyy acc me go lehhhh

BABY , i loveeee you more than anything :)
is not going to change .
my heart is already given to you

i want to work ~

Ooooohhh.......
Since the day that we met girl
I’ve never had anyone make me feel this way
And my heart is sure it wants to be with you
Want to give you the whole world…ohh
If you make the promise to me, Your gonna stay
Without you guiding me, I’m lost and so confused

What will it take to show you I’ll be by you’re side
Girl I got you and I want to give you what you never had
Girl everyday I hope to make you a part of my life
Cause you know me and I know you
Girl your love is where its at…ohhh

Chorus:
I’m gonna be the love that’s gonna last
And be the one that got your back
Ain't nothing ever that bad
That we won't be together
Tho' we both made our mistakes
And some we never wished we made
But we will be okay if we just stay together


Oooh…I know he left you stranded
And you paid the price when you messed up your life
Girl I know you’re so afraid but I can’t right the wrongs he did...
I know you saw the lipstick on my window
And wonderin how many chicks been to my home
I done my share of playing games
But for you I'm given up that life

What will it take to show you I’ll be by you’re side

Girl I got you and I want to
Give you what you never had
Girl everyday I hope to make you a part of my life
Cause you know me and I know you
Girl your love is where its at…ohhh

Chorus:
I’m gonna be the love that’s gonna last
And be the one that got your back
Ain't nothing ever that bad
That we won't be together
Tho' we both made our mistakes
And some we never wished we made
But we will be okay if we just stay together

Bridge:
Baby you’re the one I’m waiting for
Because you give me what I needed more
Girl its clear that we are meant to be
Together…(together)we should be together
Eternally….
Ooohh
Girl I’m gonna be….

I’m gonna be the love that’s gonna last
And be the one that got your back (The one that got your back)
And nothing never that bad
That we won't be together
Tho we both made a mistakes
And some we never wished we made(never wish we made)
But we will be okay if we just stay together(just stay with me)
(Everything's gonna be ok)
I’m gonna be the love that’s gonna last
And be the one that got your back
And nothing never that bad
That we would be together
Tho we both made our mistakes
And some never wished we made
But we will be okay if we just stay together


I LOVEEE MY BABYY (:
thanks baby .
i see so much :)
believe me alright (:
*love you

It's been about a year now
Ain't seen or heard from you
Been missing you crazy
How do you do you how do you sleep
I found the letter you wrote me
It still smells just like you
Damn those sweet memories
How do you how do you sleep how do you sleep.

I tried my best at moving on have yet to find a girl like you
I see things that I didn't before and I'm wishing I had more time with you,
How do you stay awake knowing all I do is think of you
All the things we thought about that never will happen again if I could just see you
If I had my way I'll getcha girl In your favorite car with the missing top
Around my way where we used to park and did all those things.

It's been about a year now
Ain't seen or heard from you
Been missing you crazy
How do you do you how do you sleep
I found the letter you wrote me
It still smells just like you
Damn those sweet memories
How do you how do you sleep how do you sleep.
Baby all that I hear from friends again and again they say I saw your girl at the game???
Not only does your body bang but I miss the conversation too

Tell me that you get no sleep can't eat can't sleep till I come see you
If I had my way I'll getcha girl In your favorite car with the missing top around my way where we used to park and did all those things.

(Ludacris)

(Jesse)
It's been about a year now
Ain't seen or heard from you
Been missing you crazy
How do you do you how do you sleep
I found the letter you wrote me
It still smells just like you
Damn those sweet memories
How do you how do you sleep how do you sleep

It's been about a year now
Ain't seen or heard from you
Been missing you crazy
How do you do you how do you sleep
I found the letter you wrote me
It still smells just like you
Damn those sweet memories
How do you how do you sleep how do you sleep

YOU ARE DRIVING ME CRAZY :(
you're so so so heartless

swine flu is such an ass
i suppose to go hongkong and macau this end of may de luh
CCB SWINE FlU come at this time
FCUK YOU
change venue to KL instead
but still wondering want go not

damn today _|_
waste my time and all lol.
DAMN YOU ALL hhaas.my shitty friends

没原因就是喜欢你
在初次相遇有重逢的心情
深呼吸让心动隐形
完美的爱情是无声的旋律

听我听你不确定的语气
等我等你放下你的犹豫
嘿如果你轻轻闭上眼睛
我会明白你做的决定

cause i believe 那幸福不灭的定律
在你手心会有谁给你的美丽
静者恒静就让我的心安静地守着你
祝福不用回音

没原因就是喜欢你
就像海眷恋天空般的心情
你前进看着你背影
就足够世界无条件的放晴

你如果已爱上他的姓名
爱如果已没有我的空隙
嘿只要你可以永远开心
我会情愿渐渐被忘记

cause i believe 那幸福不灭的定律
在你手心会有谁给你的美丽
静者恒静就让我的心安静地守着你
把祝福送给你

oh i believe cause i believe
那幸福不灭的定律
你的手心不一定要由我握紧
就像恒星总会有发光的原因
oh i believe 你值得被珍惜
也值得我放弃

i want to go KL ~
but i need one companion to go with me :(

IMMUNE.

nothing to you
nothing to me

you're so stubborn

mother days is comingg.

I DONT NEED ANY COMMENT FROM YOUR ALL (;

no one will ever know how i am feeling :(
so lost , but i am not going to give up (:

YIPPES
i got your back and you got my back (:

MY FRIENDS ARE SO SWEET
see , our mottos
lol.
they change their msn pm for me lol.
they do make my days

(:

unprivate my blog
but not blogging often (:
my cousin might be helping me to blog when she's free