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♥ yixianLEE
22 JAN 1991
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nothing happenning in school . so didnt want to crap so much . after school went 805 eat with ivon ; agnes ; gail . after eating went back school cos i go detention room find my rachh ; von ; qiqi.awhile i acc my rachh go hougang mall food court eat . omg it been a long tyme since i last step in the food court . there got so much memories luhs . with manfred ; jonathan ; baba ; daniel ; zhengyong ; etc ..... so much fun we have last tyme . & so sadd the food court is going to demolish lerhs . but the parts and pieces of memories still stay in our hearts =)still remember those days we slack at food court and mac so much fun luhs . hhaas . last tyme we are still xiao mei mei luhs XD . now than we old up it wouldnt be the same . i miss those tymes we have luhs . so manfred and jonathan faster come out from rtc ~ after rachh finished eating qiqi & von came . was chatting at the food court then went downstairs ivon and gail came =)then me ; rachh ; von pei qiqi go buy kfc while gail and ivon go popular see their things. then i wait for my parents to come down kfc find me because they also at mall & i super duper lazy to walk home . while walking to take papa car saw somethings cute luhs . hhaas but didnt buy cos i am short of cash lerhs . i think i need a sugarr daddy soon ~ XD this coming sat going to meet boyfrnd luhs . guess i am going to spent bout 90 plus or 100 plus dollar le luhs . because i agar agar calculate what i want buy luhs . guess boyfrndd is so pathetic to have such a spendid girlfrnd XD but i am not going to use his money to buy things luhs . cos he himself need money too =) but guess mayb going to spend his 30 dollars to get my cardigan as he promise me XD . when reach papa car i ask him on chnl 8 gives me see cos got the qing nan wang show . hhaas . luckily daddy car can watch tv de luhs =) on the way home was so tiredd luhs . reach home bathe jiu use laptop luhs . trying to make things peace for bomba & jazz luhs. grr ~ matching pples together is really not a easy task so i know being a match maker is so tough . but i wasnt really match making thems just trying to let both of dems cool down =) . thinking back most of the tymes is i listen to pples when they are sadd give them comment . be there for thems when they need me . but no pples is there for me when i need a listening ear except boyfrnd but now he's in army luhs . but nevermindd i rather believes in myself . stay at home the whole day le luhs =)

='( i didnt wanted to hurt anyone . but things are getting more and more complicated . yesterday daniel msg boyfrnd & i saw the msg . was so worry bout what he was going to tell boyfrnd ~ i know what exactly he wanted to tell boyfrnd ~ boyfrnd he himself agar agar also know lerhs bahs . why cant things be easy lehs ? my minds are messy right now .

yesterday boyfrnd booked out lerhs ~ was supposed to go yewtee to fetch him . but the rain too big ~ when i wan go out lerhs . boyfrnd call me say he reaching his house lerhs ask me meet him at his house there . so i meet him at my house there luhs . from bout 2 slack at boyfrnd house play computer do nothing until bout 6 then go plaza . at his house actually wan sleep de luhs cos i wan lying in his arm lerhs but very paiisehh XD . hhaas then boyfrnd himself sleep never care me ! hhaas . but cannot blame army life is so tough ~ after that go plaza see got pple not . saw my beloved liting there ~ oh gosh i miss her so much . hhaas . then later boyfrnd and me leave to kovan to meet ivan first ~ hhaas. reach there ivan haven reach boyfrnd & me go walk around first then when ivan reach we go out meet him . after that saw xiao andy ~ then all slack and go eat together at kfc ~ after that me ; boyfrnd & ivan mrted back to meet royce and zhuen at hougang mall =) then we all go the pet shop at b1 because zhuen wanted to buy thing for her dog =)think is puppy lorr =))after that we all went back to plaza together =) was crapping all the way luhs . after that boyfrnd ; ivan ; royce go play number balls & i was boredd . my precious liting call me go toilet find her then she and charmaine ask me dance for her & i was like huh dont want luhs . dont know how to dance . hhaas . sorry girls yesterday wasnt really in the mood to dance ~ after that i go in woodball sit was talking jokes with zhuen luhs =)) her jokes was so funny luhs but some was quite cold luhs . but i dont know why i keep laughing lorr XD . after that yangyi came and dont know how many game dhey play before we leave to watch our midnight show . zhuen & her boyfrnd leave first . the me ; boyfrnd ; yangyi ; ivan was waiting for lift to wan go take cab luhs . when suddenly buidi come out say what justin hit somebody in the lift .then the duihong is bedok 123 de pple . they very angry luhs marr . then boyfrnd & ivan step out to talk & they are like so hot luhs . i try to pull dems away but cannot so i faster run in woodball ask daniel come out ~ after that dont know why justin wan go other place arr . buidi from third florr shouted at him ask him when he want go etc de . then the duihong call pples come down lorr . theg guy was so fierce at first thought he was going to hit justin luhs . yang yi was so cool luhs -_-'' step infront of justin wanted to protect him ~ then after all talking dhey decided to one on one and i ask joanna to wait for him at plaza there first =) then suddenly pikachu call me ask me faster ask joanna go over because justin head bleed like siao ~ after that justin board the ambulance ~then me and boyfrnd & yangyi and ivan went to ornage pub luhs cos we are not confirm whether the show still got ticket not and the last show at the places we want is 11.40 and we got not enough tyme ~ at the pub was enjoyying luhs =) yangyi was so weak luhs so fast drunk . hhaas . he was so high luhs . after drinking we all went back plaza and boyfrnd fetch me home =) today =) just woke up and not feeling very well because my stomach quite pain =) think because is yesterday empty stomach luhs . then mayb later going meet boyfrnd before he booked in =)

what on earth is happenning to me ? i was very down lately . i am always trying to pleased someone but i cant possibly pleased everyone at the same tyme . have some argument with my girls in my school & i seriously hate it . i cant expressed exactly what i wan to say in my blog because i wouldnt know how many pple will be viewing my blog everyday and how dhey may feel . i also cant say how i feel in my heart when i am with my frnd because no one can understand . i rather believes in myself . i will be strong =) today after school go suki sushi with my girls then bagay shu shu & daniel keep ask me go find dems so go lorr . then i ask dems why ask me come dhey same dhey very sians . dots lorr . after that both of dems left to town & i went home . wondering whether i wan go out later not. didnt go out . because i was kind of lazy . talk to bomba bout the girl he loves trying to makes it work out perfectly for both of dems . & i can understand how both he and the girl feel now . because it happen to me and my boyfrnd too . but we settle down & worked it out at least is better . why cant guys understand how girls feel ?!

i feel better after having fun with sam kor kor ; buidi ; daniel dhey all =) they all keep make me laugh & i realy feel better because i was really feeling down luhs . yesterday meet ivon dhey all at plaza & i super moodless lorr. then saw sam kor kor & bui di do stupid action . slack at plaza then buidi dhey all ask me go other place then i follow then down & saw daniel & he treat me drink waddever~ he drink anything ~ then after that we all go to hougang mall . me ; sam ; buidi ; daniel & xiao sam =)) having so much fun lorr ~ then went back plaza go raiders find my girls =))) then go open one com for myself to see jazz blog as bomba ask me to do so =)i am always so nice luhs =) FCUK DANIEL SIA . he know my frndster password le luhs ~ still ask me dont change . nevermindd luhs . i trust him cos i have his passwordd too =) after raiders go kopitiam slack with ivon ; rachh ; vickyy & yvonne . then rachh & vickyy go home left me and ivon ; yvonne . we went plaza downstair saw kumar dhey all so slack with dems at plaza downstairs . after awhile bui di and daniel also come down lerhs =) then bout 11 plus all go home =) today after school got N level chinese oral was so jin zhang luhs . after oral me ; gail ; rachh went to suki sushi & after eating we went home =)))
thanks for everything you say = )
boyfrndd booking out in a fews day tyme =)

hasnt been feeling very happy lately . recently wouldnt see smile on my face . even there is , it would be a from my heart smile . trying to make myself happy but is hard . but infront of outsiders i'll be the happy me =) only sadd for my girls facing my sulk face in school . so sorry yet =( . but thanks for saying jokes to make me happy too luhs . i just loves you all girls so much ~

give me the strength to carry on ! my heart is pounding so slowly ~ i cant hardly breathe. i close my eye & laid motionless on the floor . many things flow past my mind . i regret lots of things & also know & want to treasure alot of thing . if heaven will give me one more chance to fufil my wish ~ i will do it perfectly

so tiredd ~ just woke up bout 12 plus ~ saw baby miss call , faster wan call back his phone close lerhs ='( yesterday was quite a nice day afterall . walk to hougang mrt saw sam kor ; qingrong ; alex & one of their frnd . then stupid sam kor say i wan go meet guy -_-'' then outside the mrt entrance saw siongwei & his two other frnd & he ask me to take mrt together so i agree because is almost the same route ~ was supposed to meet my frnd at bukit batok to take my things de but i reach dhoby gaut already 3 lerhs & is bout an hour journey to there so msged her see how & she say next tyme then meet me cos she no tyme lerhs . then sit at dhoby gaut mrt for ONE HOUR luhs~ wait for my cousin & daniel say he wan come also ask me wait for him , in the end also never wait luhs ~ & i went town first . we went out at somerset & saw alot of things & we walk walk walk to lots of shops there , then we went to cine to shop shop . then after cine we pass by ESPIRT so decide to go walk walk awhile then we went to taka to see things . after taka we went to wisma atria ~ after wisma atria we went far east plaza =) & baheng keep ask me go find him so go find luhs . when i saw him with xiaobai i was lyk urms ? why they dress until lyk thats ? daniel wore a black cardigan & a black tee-shirt in it & a white jeans . xiaobai wore a white cardigan & a white tee-shirt in it & a white jeans ~ lols . dhey are black & white =)) after that went to shop around again . call my buddy;ivan to see where is he & know that he at home so sians half luhs ~ cos i dont wan go back so early yesterday . then i mrted back to hougang meet my peckk dhey all downstair plaza wasnt really going up except change my tops off & went off =) . bob shu shu call me & chat in the late nights ~

what happened ? i feel so disgusted in my hearts . the feeling is making me bonkers ~ i feel thats i am a bitch bitching around , i hurt my boyfrnd did i ? but i am truthful to him i am sure ~ what things i done or what i will tell him . things hasnt been going well for me lately many things happenn ~ i am so down . but not going to show anyone my unhappiness . i will the happy me =) . i hate myself so guys and girls go ahead & hate me too. my pains no one know

whats wrong with me ? dont let me know the truth . it hurt so much in my heart . issit too little too late for now ? why didnt you treasure the past ? things might be better for both parties if we learn to treasure but now not anymore . i cant possibly hurt him & yet i dont want hurt you too .

change my blog song lerhs =) i loves this song luhs ~
song : goodbye
LYRICS
I can see the pain living in you eyes. And i know how hard you try.
You deserve to have soo much more. I can feel your heart and I sympathize.
And I'll never criticitze. All you've ever meant to my life.

* I don't want to let you down
I don't want to lead you on
I don't want to hold you back
From where you might belong

You would never ask me why.
My heart is so disguised
I just can't live a lie anymore
I would rather hurt myself
Than to ever make you cry
There's nothing left to say but goodbye *

You deserve the chance at the kind of love
I'm not sure i'm worthy of. Losing you is painful to me

REPEAT *

You would never ask me why. My heart is so disguised
I just can't live a lie anymore. I would rather hurt myself
Than to ever make you cry. There's nothing left to try
Though it's gonna hurt us both
There's no other way than to say goodbye

hhaas XD have a bet with boyfrnd yesterday =))) he say if this 10 days if i never go plaza he get me a cardigan & if i go down i need buy him a spongebox square boxers . so i decided to bet with him though is lame but also quite fun luhs . morever plaza is getting more and more bored each days . stay at home or go other place also not bad luhs . hhaas =) if i never go also got free cardigan take luhs hhaas XD i am more and more spendid luhs . but most of the tymes i dont spend baby moneys unless eat luhs . cos he alsways pull me go eat with him =) other than that i dont spend boyfrnd money so this tyme if i win guess going to spend his 20 plus or 30 plus to buy the cardigan i wan luhs ~ opps i am so bad luhs . hhaas 28 july baby first booked out luhs . how i wish tmr is 28 le luhs . i miss baby lots ! plenty of loves for my baby =) yesterday after lesson went back hougang luhs . meet ivon;huiqi;gail&rachh =) then daniel ask me pei him and bagay shu shu go eat . i am always so nice luhs XD hhaas. after that go plaza slack lorr =) then play touchscreen =) around nyte 10 plus bagay shu shu send me home & tell me alot of things on the way & is things that i unexpected luhs . then sit at my house downstairs chitchat awhile boyfrnd call me lerhs then bagay shu shu leave first then i faster go home use housephone call baby =) chatted with him til bout 11 he is going to sleep lerhs because his bulks lights off lerhs =) i miss him so much =) then call bagay shu shu , he ask me call baheng to chat then he call in later but he never , bluff my feeling luhs . stupid shu shu i have
hhaas =)
i miss BABY
='( i cut my hair lerhs & i look so nerd now
the auntie cut my hair is one tyme cut two cm plus de sia
so short luhs my fringe ! but the auntie is so friendly luhs =)

i am such a good girl =) staying at home today to study XD baheng dont believe that i am staying at home to STUDY luhs . _|_ him luhs
i am lyk such a good girl =)hhaas =) yesterday after school went to mac with yvonne ; gail ; rachh ; ivon =) then liting call me to ask me where am i, she came and look for me and pepper came along =) then pepper and liting went vivo while we the maddies went home and change. i bathe lerhs meet ivon and finna at plaza then acc ivon walk to mall buy her 25hours watch for someone . lols dhen pepper came and meet me. then i acc her to hougang mrt to change back watch with ivan;buddy. dhen after that me and belovedsis went back to plaza luhs . woots ~ hougang plaza touch screen is back =)). x33 lOls ~ hougang plaza touch screen ; skill ; SHANGHAI got my name in top score luhs . lols ~ actually is baheng playing then i also go disturb dhen his top score so high so i ask him put my name also luhs . hhaas =) baheng is SHANGHAI pro luhs . after that ivon;me;gail & kumar go down joes corner eat luhs =) after eating i went back plaza return sam kor his cigg dhen we all went home lerhs =) on the way home also saw duck mouths =)))

is sunday & i miss my boyfrnd so much , guess he is doing his training now luhs . its must be hard on him . nevermind 1 weeks 6 days from now i can see him luhs =) 28 of july =) & he promised me to bring me out to enjoy =) hopefully he do it luhs . early in the morning have a tiff with my mother & my unreasonable sister. _|_ her upside down inside out luhs . she so CHEEBYE luhs . no wonder my boyfrnds & frnds dont like her . ARGH ~ mayb later going out with ivon dhey all lorr =) going out with dems is better then staying at home & faces my SISTER luhs . now going to have my lunch lerhs =)

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i am just too boredd without my boyfrnd XD meet ivon and gail at plaza first =) then liting came along =) slack in the toilets with liting etc ... then after that go kopitiam eat . eat finished i one person go find daniel & junxing at alans and guys . hhaas =) the person help baheng style his hair until so nice luhs but he dont appreciate -_-'' . lols ~ then after they finished cutting bagay shu shu ; wei liang ; xiaobai(sausages); daryl they all came along baheng faster go toilet wash off his hair luhs . so ... luhs . then go back to plaza together =) was chatting with sausages about bikes luhs. hhaas =) then still remember last tyme eat his frnds car, me ; ivan & him so scary luhs . lols ~then slack at plaza with daniel;weiliang etc .... at woodballs de lan shop after that pei bagay shu shu dhey all go eat, after eating me and liting left home first =)

BOYFRND IS IN ARMY LUHS ~
yesterday morning met boyfrnd luhs . then saw sally, daniel they all at plaza luhs . didn't attend school yesterday luhs.cos i acc boyfrnd go camp there =) lols ~ was a long journey luhs . when we reached the mrt station at yew tee there we went to opposite side to wait for the bus to go kranji camp de =)then i dont know why i was so high luhs keep disturb boyfrnd but he say he no mood because he very ji zhang luhs . then reached there lerhs saw lots of familar faces but can't exactly remeber who they are luhs . hhaas =)then pei boyfrnd go lots of places because cannot leave halfway de luhs . pei him go his bulk; canteen ; blahs blahs blahs de. boyfrnd is in 41 SAR.platoon 3 section 2 =) hhaas . btw he is so gong luhs . lols ~ then the las station we go is the station he hate the most,cut botak =)lOls ~ he so funny luhs . the officers there ask those family;kins; girlfrnd help their son/boyfrnd shave the first time everybody go shave except me so i ask boyfrnd's frnd;fu kiang go shave for him. lols ~ then the officers keep ask us take pictures from the beginning we step into the kranji camp til the last he cut his hair. then at last i willing to take dhen boyfrnd say to me what lao just now i got hair you dont want take now i botak so ugly then you take. i was lyk keep laughing luhs . hhaas XD then after that they ask us go board the bus luhs was so she bu de luhs . cry in the bus luhs XD then the bus bought us back to yew tee mrt luhs . was so lazy luhs . so cabbed back to hougang because also meet zhengyong luhs . the cabbed fare was so exp luhs 24plus luhs . lOls ~ but nevermindd luhs . then after meeting zhengyong he pei me walk go mall meet ivon , rach they all at magic wok . when we reach magic wok there. they told me they are leaving so i decided go hui qi house rest first luhs . but before going her house ask her pei me go buy thing eat first luhs at hougang plaza suki sushi =) then go hui qi house play laptop luhs. then go plaza together to meet ivon & caiyan =) then rachh came along . but awhile huiqi&gail left luhs . we went to kpool see caiyan dhey all play pool =) then my brother call me ask me meet him at plaza downstairs awhile because he wan buy food eat luhs jiu go home. see him he told me got one guy from sec 2 one on one with him then see his both hands all bruises was so angry luhs , told daryl they all . they all very hot also call the sec 2 guys name ernest de luhs . was damn tall luhs . then caiyan ask him come down hougang meet us then we went over 363 to talk to that guy then after we settle everything luhs was bout 9 lerhs went home then bout 9 going 10 come out again XD lols~ was supposed to go eat de but ivon they all complain thats is hot so we went up to plaza luhs . slack til 11 plus i go home again .boyfrnd call me & i told him bout the incident luhs .boyfrnd was lyk what lao i go in one day lerhs you already got problems . then i faster apologise because i always make him worry . then etc luhs .
lazy to post lerhs .
SOMEONE PEI ME GO DRINK CAN ?

ARGH ~ last day & boyfrnd is going army lerhs . i lie to him that i cannot go out today XD & i am going to give him a surprise later =) so sadd luhs . mayb tmr pei him go army luhs but no one pei me go lehs ='( dhen later i alone come back . I MISS BOYFRND LOTS DE =)
promised that i wouldnt runaway =)CONTINUED meet boyfrnd at plaza luhs . saw pepper they all then i pei pepper & liting & sally go eat first =) then after that we go kbox =) at first room was to small then J.DOGG change a bigger room for us =) then was in the room drinking luhs . boyfrnd say i drink little bit jiu drunk he only didnt see how much i see luhs & i was not drunk ! then he go tell belovedkorkor;baba & dasao;xingsi dhey all i drunk . FCUK HIM luhs . hhaas . then after my crazyness at kbox with boyfrnd ; junxing ; justin ; daniel ; buidi etc. boyfrnd walk me home =) & he ask me to sit down awhile & boyfrnd suddenly say something make me damn sadd luhs ?! but i forgives him =) then he HUG me for damn long & tight luhs . he say he dont want to lose me because he cant live without me =) hhaas . i loves him lots too luhs =) cannot dont have him also =) i loves JOHN

ARE WE MEND TO BE TOGETHER ?

yawns~ SO TIREDD LUHS .i am SICK ~ FEVER ; RUNNING NOSES ; SORE THROATS . FCUK luhs . boyfrnd is going in army lerhs i wanna pei him yet i am sick ?! 4 more days && i really dont wish him to go army luhs . BUT NO CHOICE , he need to protect the country -_-'' today was sick luhs . was supposed to go HEART OF GOD church de but i too weak lerhs so never go . walk over to boyfrnd house to meet him because he say he will takecare of me =) but in the end i never sleep & we watch mvp qingren in his house. boyfrnd told me that he is scared of going in army because he scared i will runaway with other guy -_-'' HELLOS ?! he is only going in for two weeks only luhs , not two years lehs . wan run also cannot run luhs . lols ~ but even is two years i also wouldnt run because I LOVES HIM LOTS =) & i very tiongxim one . hhaas . to boyfrnd =) dont worry i wouldnt runaway running this two weeks . this is my promised to you =) tmr you promised me to DANCE for me to see =) better do so =) & no need paiisehh de luhs i am yr girlfrnd lehs =) lols ~ so sick luhs . going to rest soon =)

FEELING SO DOWN LATELY ! CHEER ME UPP LUHS ~
yesterday was out with boyfrnd & yvonne =)
we went clarke quay luhs . the scenery so NICE luhs . loves loves *
was supposed to go RUSH with boyfrnd yesterday de . but me and yvonne was thinking how to go back lter luhs . dhen waste lots of tyme last minutes dont want go . so yvonne lent her ez-link to cherie dhey all lorr . i acc boyfrnd go home change pant & he walk to hougangh mrt meet his frnds. i walk back to plaza meet my yvonne & peckk peckk . ARGH ~ was msg-ing .... also. boyfrnd . sorry yesterday you wanted to see my phone i dont want let you see . cos the person i msg you know lerhs wouldnt happy de . but i loves you =) 6 MORE DAYS boyfrnd is going in to army lerhs . I AM SO UNEASY IN MY HEART luhs . dont know why lehs . very dont wish he go in army but got no choice luhs . my heart is feeling damn confused luhs , sadd , uneasy , hurt, ETC...
the guy i dont wish to hurt yet i hurt him the most . SORRY BOYFRND.
I LOVES YOUS =)

HAPPY BIRTHDAY JAZZMINE =)
school was boring luhs . hhaas =) first lesson physics jiu sleep lerhs one hour lerhs i am so tired luhs . dhen recess eat western food today. after recess CHEMISTRY gosh i wanted to sleep but teacher too firece lerhs XD after chemistry go ava2 for maths =) sleep also hhaas . future pig =) after maths go black class saw mr anba dhen walk together to class for ENGLISH =)))hhaas . mr anba say that i was neat yesterday because yesterday oral so i wanted give the tester good impression by cliping up my fringe today never clip mr anba say i am messy so i clip lorr . after english go ava1 for our test/revision lesson for 1 an 1 half hour so long luhs. msg boyfrnd ask him call me pei me chat luhs . lesson ended went home with ngaik ling lorr =) HOME SWEET HOME . i wanna watch my show lerhs
after watching my show bathe lerhs jiu need go lesson lerhs dhen meet boyfrnd after my lesson i am going to buy my topshop tank top & m0phosis de slipper lerhs
wahahahas XD