;Sunday, August 30, 2009
i love you
i love you
i love you .
days pass.
things still linger at the same place before things happpennnnnnnnnn
why ?
my heart still hurt as much .
this fews day i have happypills,idiot,cousin,yvonne & zhuzhu with me ,
thanks my dears ~
fri & sat reach home only 4 plus going 5 in th morning.
i thought i can try to stop thinking for awhile but i was so wrong .
tears eventually still drop ~
i want to be happy
i bet is hard without you
but to you ? i dontknow .
NANA last night
movie and slacking at cosy and ecp on fri .
thinking back th days with you is tough whenever we quarrel but sweet when we're loving
but i know you're no longer there
Messedsy&& 3:13 PM
;Friday, August 28, 2009
Wandered, loitered, left, mistaken, cried, hurt
Tired, drained, sleepy, annoyed, mess-up, cold, it's all real
The crazy, the wanting, the longing, the insecure, the anxious
The complicated, the dreamed, the possessed, the lost, how do I forget
The sofa you sat on expanded, the music you love stopped
I waited for you till I became an accessory
Mine, yours, his, the good, the bad, the sad
The gray, the blue, the yellow, the sour, the sweet, the bitter, I still remember
The thing I desperately want to forget, the thing I should never forget
I'm thinking about returning it to you, I can't have it, have to let go
How many days has the continental trail carried me
Suddenly, I discover I don't miss you right now
My happiness will come back
As long as I know how deep the love was
Do not ask whether it's worth it or not
My happiness will come back
Leaving is not a choice a someone can give another
My happiness will come back
As long as I know how deep the love was
Do not ask whether it's worth it or not
My happiness will come back
Leaving is not a choice you can give me
The crazy, the wanting, the longing, the insecure, the anxious
The complicated, the dreamed, the possessed, the lost, how do I forget
The thing I desperately want to forget, the thing I should never forget
I'm thinking about returning it to you, I can't have it, have to let go
I have let go... forgotten it...
you still being so stubborn
Messedsy&& 12:34 AM
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IS MY FAULT . I AM WRONG TO LET YOU IN MY HEART
i regret
how you treat me ?
if you love me , you wouldnt do all this to me .
WHY ?
:'( crying my heart out
NUMB already .
but still glad that i have idiot :)
he never failed to bring me a smile on my face
was crapping with zhuzhu and yvonne hhaas.
say if he like me , SURE BE WITH HIM LOL.
okays funny~
but still much thanks :)
you say yours word is always bad but is indirect concern , i can feel it too
but too bad we ba zi bu he LOL.
today after work went out with suzanna
danny call me and want to come meet us ~
so three of us walk around .
then suzanna went inter
danny and me bus home ~
supposed go movie with lfn
LOL.but too bad tmr i got work ~
mayb tmr after work ?
if not meet up with idiot ~
I WANT WATCH ALOT OF MOVIE ~
Messedsy&& 12:12 AM
;Wednesday, August 26, 2009
XIN TONG !!!!!!
BLAH BLAH BLAH
mc for yest and today ~
yest went to take mc ~ TODAY ALSO MC .
on mon night idiot call me chat on th ph
sing stupid songs for me when i told him i need some lullaby LOL.
I MISS LOVES <3
missing him doing stupid things ~
dancing infront of me , tickling me ~
BUT I REALLY DONTKNOW WHAT HE WANT .
i dontknow :'( i only know i am hurting inside .
after taking my mc on tues ~
i went over to meet up with th KP couple LOL.
both of them play billard ~
all i can do is only sit one side see ~ CAUSE I DONTKNOW HOW TO PLAY LOL.
then aftermath , manfred left for his camp
me and yvonne trained to buigs to get my shorts ~
then walk around this and that ~
know a new girl LOL.damn funny because we love heels :)
so me and her and yvonne was talking about heels
poor yvonne cant wear heels
BECAUSE SHE NEED TO PEIHE , her boyfriend lol.
shall not be so evil xD
then my bro come meet me
then up to plaza see them play billard
three of them -.-
throw me aside
then saw ahxing they all.
lol.
then yvonne and joanna and me and my bro go seperate ways
junxing ask me i go romantic with my bro -.- LMAO
then me and my bro go 327 eat then walk home ~
while eating saw benbenben & ronnie and cos .
then chitchat also .
today went work awhile bth then went off to get mc again
now home blogging ~
I MISS YOU <3333333
Messedsy&& 12:52 PM
;Sunday, August 23, 2009
my heart is breaking apart.
no ideas what to do .
idiot been comforting me
and always never failed to bring me a smile .
yar i know you got super fcuk mouth but nice heart :)
thanks for rushing down :D
i am not strong .
i am lousy ~ VERY VERY LOUSY .
you always blame everything on me
but have you see how much i gave ?
i never once complain about you before ?
we say let go , but i kept on hanging on ,
they just told me not to fool myself.
but i dont want to .
I AM NOT YIXIANLEE.
idiot :'(
HOW ?
Messedsy&& 11:41 PM
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i am so blank :'(
what shld i do ?
seems so meaningless ~
xiexie idiot for coming over
not feeling well.
Messedsy&& 1:52 AM
;Sunday, August 16, 2009
MY FCUKING SIBLINGS MAKE ME HATE HOME
NOW PARENTS TOO
DONT BLAME ME IF I DONT COME HOME SOMEDAY
YOU ALL FORCE ME DE
FCUKING HOT NOW .
LUCKY I STILL HAVE SOMEONE TO RANT TO .
THANKS FOR BEING THERE
WITH LOVES :)
yest went east coast with loves to catch bear
happy happy
thanks loves :)
Messedsy&& 9:24 PM
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MY FCUKING SIBLINGS MAKE ME HATE HOME
NOW PARENTS TOO
DONT BLAME ME IF I DONT COME HOME SOMEDAY
YOU ALL FORCE ME DE
FCUKING HOT NOW .
LUCKY I STILL HAVE SOMEONE TO RANT TO .
THANKS FOR BEING THERE
WITH LOVES :)
yest went east coast with loves to catch bear
happy happy
thanks loves :)
Messedsy&& 9:24 PM
;Sunday, August 9, 2009
went shopping with mummy to ION on tues ~~
get my things and all :DDD
wed go take my ic etc
and have fun the whole night ~
then thurs after work homeeee
fri , go amk with suzanna to collect our reserved item ~
then sat
go buigs walk walk bought two tops ~
one plain top ~ and one cropped jacket ~
CUTE LIIKE HELL
lol.
been spending alot lately
WHAT THE HELL.
i loveee to see him dancing tell me , so hot etc
all by wonder girl
LOOK SO CUTE ~~~~~~~
irresistable ~
Messedsy&& 5:40 PM
;Saturday, August 1, 2009
FCUKER
disgusted by you -.-
you're only making me detest you .
judging people in your own way
stop thinking too highly of yourself man
I PUI ~ !
super on fire now , better dont let me make thing worst
Messedsy&& 8:54 PM
