;Tuesday, October 20, 2009
my feelings is so MESSED UP RIGHT NOW
damn why things always dont go the way we want it
why lovee is suchh a hurtful process
dont you know how much i love you and miss you
HAIS ,
is driving me crazy with all these thingsssssssssss
Messedsy&& 4:02 AM
;Monday, October 19, 2009
I MISS YOU SOO BADLY !
100608 :(
Messedsy&& 1:06 AM
;Sunday, October 18, 2009
yest around 8 plus
went out with mr nice guy again :D
he is nice to acc me to get things at buigs :D
but we wasted very long at my house downstair hhaas
call my biaojie's boyfriend to qiu jiu LOL.
around 9 plus is finally done
so we rush down LOL.
is really RUSH kays
down to buigs get one dress,damn over de hhaas
dontknow when i then can wear LOL.
mr nice is like , you sure your parent allow you to wear
LOL.
aftermath walk around , wanted to buy heels
but the show is fcuking crowded so we went to eat instead
walk to eat WANTON mee
then after eatinggg
home was next , cause both of us dontknow where to go :D
mr nice seems emo :(
so i invited him up to my placee to watch DVD
disgusting show
he left around 1 .
then a home rot
til around 2 plus
ADORABLE white come fetch me for supper , along with huiying andxinyu in th car :D
then went to plaza to fetch boonie and bagay
then send huiying home first
then back to plaza to fetch dixon and kahhweii
cannot imagine how cramp th car is right
LOL
drop dixon home
6 of us head for supper at GEYLANG
tianji zou AGAIN :D
yumyum :D
hhaas
then home sweet home around 4 going 5 in th morning
yawns , msg with mr niceee , he wanted to come down and tell me his story
LOL.
but i cant le , cause i jut quarrel with dad
he sur say i very not decent to wear my fbt and all
so i stay at home and sleep :D
later on might be going for dinner with family :D
Messedsy&& 5:25 PM
;Friday, October 16, 2009
went for movie , april bride
not very nice , but i cry , cause touchinggggggggggggggggggg
then after movie , ER drive me to have supper and home was next
memories trigger emotion that what B used to say
cry and cry , i only hope god answer to my prayer
i am going to look for a new job :D a part time one :D
hees.
going to get him what i promised him :D
Messedsy&& 3:03 AM
;Thursday, October 15, 2009
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=yEIbdiX86zk
i am a happy girl (:
i went to night safari with mr nice ^^
before that was dinner :D
on th way there i was like -.-
COLD , hhaas
then mr nice was like who ask you wear shorts LOL.
in th end i go there give mosquitoes kiss -.-
so many bites and scratches
walk around and discover cute creatures.lol.
its been very long since i go night safari ?
like before i am in primary school
after that was supper at upperthomson de **** curry house LOL.
i forget what is the name of the shop LOL.
then he send me back to meet my girls :)
and he head homeee
thanks :D
was so -.- everyone so coupleeeeeeeee
left me , so extraaaaaaaaaaaa
yawns ~
then cab homee around 3 :D
i am going to bathe and prepare and catch a movie with ER later on :D
Messedsy&& 8:34 PM
;Wednesday, October 14, 2009
yest after my lesson ~
my teacher drop me off at sengkang cause he is going back kovan
so i reach yvonne house around 2
then we take turn to play her laptop for awhile
but i was super shag cause i have only around 4 hours of sleep
so i lie on her bed
about to dozed off
her ph ring and she started kpkb-ing on ph with manfred
super spoilt my mood of sleeping
so i kp her
ask her give me use laptop go th bed kpkb with manfred sua LOL.
so i use th com , with my eyelid closing LOL.
then waited for the zhar bo to prepare
and cab down to tamp to collect her boyfriend cake at secret recipe~
then AFTER TAKING ,we cab back to plaza , cause she wanna leave it there
and th cake is super not light
LOL.
so we leave it at kbox not to let him know LOL.
then after putting
went down to eat with dixon , jim , xing xing and yvonne
didnt really finished LOL.
then walk around with them first , as xing xing need to book in le :(
so went to arcade was like super lameeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee
ernest came along.
then aftermath jim want to go down to look for marcus
so we acc him
then THAT DAMN FROG ps us cause he want acc marcus back home to changee
then left me and ernest and yvonne and dixon
we walk back to plaza
i was super shag wanting to go home le xD
manfred came along .
etc etc
in between
then til around 12
yvonne and weiliang go over to take th cake and surprise him :)
etc etc
then around 12 plus i went to play L4D with big daniel :)
after ended
want to go home le
then BRIAN went to fetch my sis and came and look for me
at first we're on ah long car
then i was saying ivan look a little bit lonely
so i went over to his car after that LOL.
then 5 of us went to east coast
fcuking bored, go there de 7 eleven only .
hhaas
then we went to some petrol station
cause i want to urine
and i was telling ivan when we are on the way to petrol station LOL.
then aftermath
we went to kallang park and chill
home around 3 plus
cause my sis
ALWAYS spoilt mood LOL.
reach home cook some curry and all
washed up and head to bed~
i want to go night safari ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
Messedsy&& 3:48 PM
;Tuesday, October 13, 2009
yawns ~ going for lesson later on ~
going to prepare le ,
i am damn shag sleeping at around 5 am !@#$%*
wonder why i cant sleep -.-
yest around 9 plus ,
ER come and drive me :D
we went to kovan there de thai restaurant eat
hhaas we're th last cust at th shop
awkward so we faster eat ,
then he smoke he faster drive me back
ps ehs LOL.
cause i meeting SHYBOY and TE for movie
when ER turn in we saw SHYBOY AND TE dontknow doing what stuck at one corner
so in th end
ER drop me and went off
call SHYBOY
he drive over , asking what th hell they doing
dont want tell me LOL.
then TE is nice to let me take th front seat ~
cause i like sitting th front seat ~
went to Ehub for movie ~
500 days of summer.
QUITE a lame show because i dont catch th beginning
LOL.
then after the show was around 1 am plus
we went SGH , cause shyboy want mc ~~~~~~~~~~~~~
so we went along , he went to see th doctor
while me and TE went to the QIJI there and take a sit ~
while he la kopi , i was talking nonsense.
after shyboy is done
he drove us down to SIMPANG to eat
damn funny i was super hungry at first
but i wait for th food until i was full and feel like vomiting
so i waste 4 bucks for th chicken burger LOL.
i and shyboy eat th fries only ~
after that around 2 going 3 , th plan was home next
so i reach home around 3am plus
yawns ~
i am going to prepareeeeeeee
might be meeting SHYBOY they all later on
i so wanna go night safari :(
but dontknow they want not.
my friends are cute :)
- the smell of yours linger there
i miss you <3
Messedsy&& 12:09 PM
;Sunday, October 11, 2009
weet weet weet ~~~~~~
i am so shag after yest go out with my friends .
reach home like 5 am plus
went out with lots of people in th night
yvonne cab down to plaza to meet me
i use run de go plaza.
tired.
then was chatting with big daniel etc .
alot of them sit van
i wait for boonleong to come :)
then the whole group of us left for movie at cine :)
Sorority Row
damn i was so irritated by both yvonne and xiaobai and behind th guys of cause -.-
people was so engrossed and scared he suddenly come scared me
yvonne also ,
keep pull my jacket when i am covering my eye
god damn sake
baheng and justin and big daniel and boonleong
all joker -.- making creepy noiseee
after that
we went back to buangkok for supper LOL.
the whole group of them left first,
left me and boon leong ,
so he went his own way ~
baheng and jus reach first
then me and boon leong
then big daniel & cos .
eat the yu bian mee fen
one word to describeee
grosss.
then after eating
left for homeeeeeeee
then wash up
and KO .
til around 3 plus 4 plus then wake up .
i am still upset with things.
i am really sorry okays :(
i didnt mean to break your heart .
i am bored to stiff now .
dontknow what plan later on ~
weets .
anw i am sorry dad and mum ~
going to find a job soon :)
Messedsy&& 6:30 PM
;Friday, October 9, 2009
today went out with boonleong
we say want play l4d . hhaas,
in the end he play dota , i play l4d .
aftermath in the night, big daniel send me homeeeeeee and of cause xing xing and xinyu ,
drop them at sengkang
then he drop me at my house downstairs.
run up , bathe
dad is back
out for supper :)
at 401 , mee siam ~~~~~~~~~~
yawns , i want money :(
i get a new dress :D
quite cute
a long tee dress i shld say (:
dad want go genting tmr
and he dont want bring me go
ROAR .
nevermind . hurmphhhhhhhhh
Messedsy&& 3:41 AM
;Thursday, October 8, 2009
i hate homeee
i hate hate hate homeeeeeee
so stress.
no freedom , cant even talk on ph .
DAMN IT .
went for lesson today ~
result is out . pass but not the reason i want #$%^&*(
went over to meet my cousin aftermath ,
damn i am fcuking pissed
i need EC to be with me now :(
he is the one who always cheer me up ~
i miss him alot
he change so much
which i dontknow why :(
i try to do everything in his way but i dontknow what wrongs though?
issit his love for me no longer there or other woman take my placeee
teary day ,
walk homeee alone today .
before that was with my dearest anna and my biaojieee at simei's star bucks
then home sweet home at around 11 plus
supposed to hit butterfact
but my clothing is oh damn shit #$%^&*( LOL.
i dont feel like coming homeeeee
i feel like having lots of freedom
i dont have understanding parents
where and who can i turn too
hais
i need money
money money money
i really miss him alot .
i am hungry
going to cook maggi mee plus abaloneee now :)
weets
weets
Messedsy&& 2:07 AM
;Tuesday, October 6, 2009
boring @#$%^&*(
didnt went out in the end
stupid ZQ fall asleep also hhaas.
anw meeting him in the noon to do some things
then might be going buigssssssss
then night mayb meeting ST for dinner
i very funny horr
lately de people name all use short cut ?
i think i quite cute leh -.-
OKAYS TALK COCK hhaas.
cause these people all want be mysterious people marr
anw SRZ just send me a job email :(
but i dontknow how to make up $%^&*(
is a roadshow job
1hr 7 bucks for WII
i need money urgently luh
to get ***** birthday present
i want to give him a big oneeeeee
how how how
anyone can help me get a temp job :(
need money before nov
i am damn bored right now , hunch back le luh hhaas
hhaas talking to dixon , pepper and srz now ,
was talking to srz regarding the job
so mafan
and he say , might as well ask geylang de hooker go work
hhaas
but i just email the person regarding the job
if possible will ask pepper along :D
i am hungry again hhaas.
going to cook the maggi , xia mian to eat ~~
LOVE , I MISS YOU LIKE CRAZY , if you ever know how much you mean to me :(
iya i dontknow
mixed feeling
i dont want a teary night again
i just sms the WII road show people
damn my laptop stupid sia
i hate window vista
i need send them , my photo and pepper photo first
i dont want to make up @#$%^&*()
yawns , after much things
i just send her , me and pepper , fb url first
i got hard time trying to attach the stupid photo because of stupid vista
damn it
THANKS SRZ , if i get the job treat you eat :D
i am super nice, lmao
hungry hungry hungry
i missss him alot
i wonder if he feel the same way ?
Messedsy&& 2:30 AM
;Monday, October 5, 2009
tiredness and boredom kills .
yest i am a super good girl .
cause i am damn shag
not enough sleep
so zhuzhu at first ask me acc her go mac , i am super lazy and tired
sorry to ps you .
cause i also ask my bro help me buy yu bian chu mee fen
but is VERY NAN CHI
dontknow why
i eat a few mouths i throw away
damn waste my money #$%^&*
after that was playing the com
wanted to sleep at around 12 in the night
but in the end i call alicia to chat til around 1 plus
SS call me ask me whether i want to go out
and i agreee
cause i am kind of hungry
so i call SS go fetch PP then meet me downstair (:
then EE came along .
hhaas abit weird to name them like this hhaas
okays cute
so four of us went upper east coast for supper :D
BA CHOR MEE ,
and stupid SS keep disturb me -.-
fcuking lame de lorr.
people make mistake de what
but he keep repeating to make me xiasuayyyyyyyy !
ANGRY . lol.
then aftermath to east coast to see them play billardddd
then around 4 plus PP want go homeeee
so they bring us homeeeeee
reach home around 5 plus
batheeeeeee again then KO .
super steam .
sleep til around 3 today :(
i want to tune back my normal times
is so suffering to sleep at late nights esp
when you're tired and you cant sleep $%^&*$%%^&*(
i got serious eye bag now .
BTH . damn tired still .
later dontknow got go out not.
Messedsy&& 5:12 PM
;Sunday, October 4, 2009
is a love story
<3
home sweet home
overnight last night .
super tired.
in the middle of the night my bro they all keep calling
online chat and all
then ko back til noon , head back homeeee
super tired :(
think will rest early today.
biaojieee birthday coming
going to meeet shy boy to get the present for her ~
i loveeee you and thats all i really know :D
babyy just say yesssssssssssssssssss
LOL.i am super boredddd
mostlikely will be meeting zhiqi on tues .
Messedsy&& 8:10 PM
;Saturday, October 3, 2009
I MISS YOU <3
doubt and misunderstanding must be clear
yest went to mall meet my zhuzhu
acc her for dinner at 805
then belovedsis come ~
then up to plaza ,
left with baheng and boonleong they all to narsissus ~
BORING PLACE -.-
wanted to go pearl centre
damn funny
BAGAY shushu transalate til zhen zhu da sha .
hhaas
is transaleted correctly
but is a different place
LMAO .
then walk down -.- along with yvonnne
fcuking far
reach narsissus
saw nich and cos
quite alot of people
then went for porridge :D
thn back to narsissus
drink abit -.- because they say must give face
boredddddddddddd
and of cause i dont like drinnkinggg
is so eeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee
then cab down to dolphin with baheng , bagay and yvonne
the place is so cramped
no place to stand nor sit .
then went down stair to find da daniel , yang yi and ahxing they all :D
talk cock talk cock,
then me and yvonne follow bagay shushu to nana
da daniel drove us down
the two birthday boy BABA AND BAHENG KO .
so both went home first
aftermath reach nana
even more boring -.-
then cab home around 4 plus
this few days i no see sun , i never sleep
what th fcuk
i want tune back my timing
super shag
waiting for L come fetch me
photo will be uploaded soon :D
Messedsy&& 7:12 PM
;Friday, October 2, 2009
went seragoon to celebrate bh birthday
along with yvonne , joanna , big daniel , justin , bagay and baba :)
fantasie
TB and G come find me :D
then went rk eat
BRO send me home :)
i love his car luh @#$%^&
convertible :)
then home sweet homee
wanted to go malaysia with kor at night :(
but dad went overseas #$%^&*
cant take my passport :(
i miss you so so so much ,
if you ever come across this
i pray everyday to god to bring you back to me
Messedsy&& 3:40 AM
