;Wednesday, December 30, 2009
i'm damn haggard and fat now ~
reason being
always waking up at 8 or 9 pm in the night
and all the way til next day morning
either 11am or 12 pm then sleep .
my sleeping time been like this lately .
fcuking torturingggggg,
all gone haywire
i make sure i am going to turn it back ASAP .
& thats explain my irregular eating time and haggard look .
been having funny thoughts lately
real funny thoughts
hhaas.
but baby OBJECT
:( upset luh.
on the way home just now
kana road block
and the tp , want baby to produce his insurance at any neighbourhood police post within 5 days & one of the tp want darling to put his silencer back on his micron pipe.
troubling baby
ANW this week damn suay
me and darling been seeing tp and all.
4 time this week le -.-
suay or what LOL.
feel like putting hair extention for my hair
need to buy some slimming product also le
darling only ask me to dont eat after 8
but my sleeping time how to not eat after 8 LOL.
my thighs getting bigger
stomach getting fatter
HELL . disaster :(
been either reading stomp or forum if not bloghopping those famous blogger blog lately
january is coming ^^
quite alot of event
jan 05 : da biao jie birthday
jan 07 : janice birthday
jan 12 : ah chua birthday
jan 14 : ah xing birthday
jan 16-17 : xxx wedding
jan 22 : MINE BIRTHDAY
jan 27 : DARLING's BIRTHDAY ^^
need save money le
&&&& i dontknow what wrong with my leg lately :(
been having alot of scars
dontknow is sensitive or what -.-
new year is coming ~
2010 will be a better year ^^
DOUBLE THUMBS UP
Messedsy&& 5:47 AM
;Tuesday, December 29, 2009
both of my leg having alot of blue black now :(
DAMN IT _|_
sun 27 dec,
darling send me homeee
then up to put my things and dad drive us to tamp for dinner with my relative at 824 zi char :)
advanced celebration for daddy's birthday .
after dinner , home was next
fuglying tired.
supposed to meet bi , but really too tired
so sleep around 2 am
wake up at 3 am night mare LOL.
then sleep back til 4 am plus
went to kitchen dig biscuit to eat ,
then around 5 am jiu awake all th way .
til around 7 plus
28 dec mon
bug baby bring me go gym with him and weijian LOL.
prepare , bathe and all
darling come fetch me
and suayness , weijian kana fined by tp _|_
what a start of the day
then went gym , was really concentrating so i walk without looking and bang my leg against some of the metal thingy
blue black now .
afterthat gym til dontknow what time , bathe and back to bi place
then around 1 darling send me homeee.
wondering new eve going where .
going to wear a new dress that i bought lately (:
permission granted from him LOL.
hell i wish i am hell rich .
i saw a few dress , heels and tops and bottom i am damn in love with at buigs
going to save money and get i guess.
might be going for breakfast with darling in awhile time ~
he is starting work soon .
damn she bu de :(
Messedsy&& 5:32 AM
;Sunday, December 27, 2009
freaking tired :(
christmas eve ,
sleep all th way til 5 in the noon . terrible right ,
darling came over and fetch me over to his place
wanted to go gym de.
reach his house downstair , i saw mummy LOL.
then went up to dearie place.
cause my loafer and fbt short is at his place
in th end no gym , cause gym close le .
then weijian ask baby along to yuling's place for steamboat.
boyfriend bathe and all
we meet weijian and down to plaza.
at plaza saw my two lil bro
and my mum again -.-
LOL right ?
she got nothing better to do i guess xD
then over to yuling's place with baby and cos.
darling happily enjoy his steamboat.
lucky meatmeat's girlfriend acc me .
slack til dontknow what time
xiaodes and his friend meet us downstair yuling's house
then went to ecp , rounding
whole group of them .
too many think more then 100 bah ? cause the bike never stop coming in the carpark
saw ahseng and weijie they all also .
then from ecp to labrador park.
then to a few petrol station
then to yishun dam
cause i never eat the whole day
so bi bought me to 401 to eat.
home around 4 am
christmas
sleep at morning 8 am ,wake up at 2 pm
fcuking tired
cause mum come in my room kpkb .
cause of my sis luh , argh ~~~~~~~~~
her birthday , mum ask her acc her go ntuc buy drinks for my relative they all
relative they all come around 3 plus
then all the way , have fun and laughter til around 9 all go back
baby come fetch me at my house downstair
we went couple outing
at first tagging along with my sis , brian and brandon .
but we all at bedok 85 they jiu leave le
so left me and baby
biao jie and zhen yao
da biao jie and cavan
ah chua and wilson
darling and wilson riding .
da biaojie drive
so we went to ehub
wanted to go kbox
but the girl there piss my biaojie off .
so went to kallang leisure de instead.
this time they exchange pillion
zhenyao sit darling's bike
cavan sit wilson's bike
while me and ah chua sit da biaojie's car
4 of us laugh in the car like mad
can see pillion cant see rider .
then reach kallang leisure
fcuking not worth it .
one couple have to pay 100
so total 400 .
we intend to save money so went to kallang mac to takeaway to marina barrage .
so same luh
we 4 girls in car
they 4 boys sit bikes.
then marina barrage for some photo taking and eating session
very fun :)
wanted to smoke shisha but abit late le
so we intend to go another time
went our individual ways :)
i super miss my boyfriend :(
Messedsy&& 11:42 PM
;Thursday, December 24, 2009
some photo week back ~
i need do something to my face _|_
my complexion is getting from bad to worst
reason being
always lack of sleep
always sleeping late
always eating heaty food
always scratching my face with my super long annonying nails
always not taking care of my face
too many always LOL.
anw meat meat is back from dubai .
after darling dota
we went plaza to meet them
and changi village for supper
after that home was next
reach home
dad call .
so went out for another round of supper
LOL.
i am getting fatter
hell someone kill me please
been thinking of doing something new to my hair
i am sick and tired of my hair .
today is christmas eve already ,
time pass so fast
my sis is 20 on christmas
she is a christmas baby :)
sis , may you enjoy your birthday uhs :)
and have a great year ahead.
super love you luh
though we two always quarrel LOL.
wow 2009 is ending
hopefully 2010 is a good year
2009 is as good as disaster for me LOL.
so 2010 be a good year please .
wondering what the plan for tmr luh .
but currently no plan yet
except hitting gym in the noon with love
and perhaps interview later on ?
and mayb steamboat at rach hhouse?
oh hell no plans yet
and i cant believe that is actually christmas eve already
hhaas.
merry x'mas people (:
see is 7 am and i am still awake .
my timing been damn terrible LOL.
going to rest for a few hour le .
but i am still feeling energetic -.-
pathetic
HELL my time been all haywire
i so wanna tune it backkkkkkkkkkk.
save me save me save me
Messedsy&& 6:58 AM
;Tuesday, December 22, 2009
WATCH AVATAR & BODYGUARDS AND ASSASSINS OVER THE WEEKEND (:
avatar on sat with yvonne and my little bro and of cause darling
darling send me home , park his bike
yvonne came and up to change and fetch my little bro
off to kallang leisure for our movie
before that was dinner at KFC (:
after show is around 3 plus le
the show is awesome
cab homeeee (:
BODYGUARDS AND ASSASSINS on sun with ah chua and her neo neo and of cause darling too
movie was 2 am LOL.
so before that noon meet up with baby
then evening he send me over to punggol park to meet up my family for dinner at BLISS (:
then after dinner , baby came over and fetch me from my house again (:
slack and all .
then movie at cineleisure with alicia and her neoneo .
movie til around 4 am plus
the show was freaking awesomeeeeeeeeee
cry like some small kids .
damn nice luh and touching
after movie , home was next (:
above the two movie is really awesome
guys must check it out
rating 5/5 :DD
for both of the movieeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee
siansation .
love is dota-ing now
after this week
love will be starting work already
i will use my heart to do things that make him happy (:
Messedsy&& 4:59 AM
;Friday, December 18, 2009
uploaded blog song (:
too bored and worry about my love .
small arguement :(
make him so unhappy
and almost accident
so sorry darling ,
lucky nothing happen to you
if not i can go bang walll and die le .
my wish now is hit the club with baby again before he start work ^^
tmr going gym with baby again ~~~~~~
then mayb town ..
my blog song alot of it is clubbing songgg ^^
WEETS ~
need more heart to heart talk with baby .
"all at once, you look across a crowded room for no one in particular, just looking. Suddenly, you see him, but, oh, how many times you've seen him before. So why did your heart just skip a beat? Your eyes meet by mere coincidence, or is it? At that moment you both instantly know that the relationship between the two of you, will never be the same again."
our love is a fate my dear
remember those words i told you ?
how we meet etc LOL.
so sweet to think about it dont you agree?
i like nagging it to you
and you say you will never get sick of what i say :)
going to washed up and sleep soon , kind of tired.
meet love tmr
we get to see each other almost everyday ^^
but i still miss him LOL.
Messedsy&& 4:42 AM
;
We cannot beg someone to stay if they want to leave and be with someone else. We have to admit that love doesn't give us the license to own a person. This is what love means...sacrifice
gym with love and bro today
freaking tiring :(
aftermath home for dinner
then acc love home to batheeee and all,slack
then supperrrrr
i am feeling damn confused now
my mind been telling me this
my heart been feeling another thing
F this feeling :(
i missss boyfriendddddd
Messedsy&& 2:10 AM
;Wednesday, December 16, 2009
In a sentence of love, oftentimes you have to put a period on something that has to end and not just settle on a comma. In time, you will realize that it's nicer to see a complete sentence rather than a phrase that's completely hanging and doesn't even make any sense
a quick update ~
boyfriend come and fetch me around noon , hit the gym ^^
then after gym
back to his place cause he want workout SOMEMORE -.-
LOL.waited for him to be done with his things
head for my lunch and all
meesuan :)
wanted to go town but is raining
so slack at his place , watch my show , take a nap
home for dinner and supper ^^
fry nugget for them to eat :)
hhaas
bought tibits and all homeeee
having serious sorethroat now
meeting boyfriend and my brother for gym tmr again (:
i need burns fats .
now looking at girl forum (:
boredom .
kind of sick :(
i want go work
i want money ^^
saw a few dress while window shopping that caught my eye
Messedsy&& 4:30 AM
;Sunday, December 13, 2009
meet up with boyfriend today ,
went to buigs ^^
have fish porridge :)
then while eating i saw this bike fcuking familiar riding fast
the bike , the plate no , the backview
hhaas cousin and her boyfriend
so we walk together
after eating bougt bubble tea from i love taimei
then walk around
wanted to buy dress :(
but boyfriend dont allow say too over .
then shisha with them aftermath
three of them having fun
while i sit there
_|_
then bicker with mr boyfriend
dont wish to mention
one stomach of fire LOL.
but after awhile is okays LOL.
then home was next (:
i so feel like shopping
but i am SERIOUSLY BROKE
i need money ^^
shopping for new clothes
dress,shorts,jeans,tops,heels,pumps,bags ETC ETC
well girls is all like this LOL.
Messedsy&& 5:55 AM
;Thursday, December 10, 2009
MY LIFE IS FCUKING ATROCIOUS NOW
SUPPOSED TO BE FINE LE
BUT THANKS TO SOMEONE
MY LIFE IS MESSED UP AGAIN
F F F
I AM GOING CRAZY _|_
YEST POWERHOUSE WAS WTF ?
DONT WISH TO MENTION
BUT WAS FUN AT THE DANCEFLOOR WITH BABY .
MY MOUTH IS LIKE SAUSAGE NOW THANKS TO THE ULCERS -.-
FCUKING PAINFULLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLL
I REALLY HATE THE STATE I AM IN NOW
BUT WHAT CAN I DO
NONE WANT THIS KIND OF LIFE IS THEY CAN CHOOSE
Messedsy&& 5:57 PM
;Saturday, December 5, 2009
yest was a hectic day for me :(
i sleep at 5 am in the morning
and i wake up at 8 am :)
cause i am helping dearest liting to let her my head be guinea pig LOL.
she help me do the french roll thingy
after that ended , big rain
bus over to boyfriend's place meet him first
then we slack and go eat , til night ,
meet my dearest biaojieeeeee at butterfact (:
madness ~
so high , didnt really party for very long though :(
but it was fun
aftermath we went to eat and home sweet homeeeeeeeeeeeeee
love is on duty today.tmr then off
my mouth is hurtinggggggggggggggggggggggg
i pray and hope things turn out well
i hate arguement and quarrels
:)
Messedsy&& 6:49 PM
;Wednesday, December 2, 2009
i love everything about you ~
the way you make me go gaga over you ,
i loveee you for making me laugh as and when without fail
i loveee you for making me angry yet pull me back
i loveee you for everything you done for me
so much that i can ever list
i always got alot of thing to telll you
everynight nagging into your ear
hhaas (:
it can never get any better then thissssssssssssss
i want to uploaddd some photos.but most of them is with my cousin :(
Messedsy&& 11:53 PM
