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♥ yixianLEE
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i am out today with ivon to bishan juntion 8 =) . we went job hunting luhs ~ but before that i meet up with huiqi acc her go suki sushi eat =)))then ivon came to meet up with us . after eating huiqi went home while me and ivon went to take bus 55 to bishan ~ was slacking here at there luhs . oh yar me and ivon went arcade too luhs . hhaas was playing a fool there . after walking aroud we went to mac to eat ice cream ((: after that we bus home reach home bout 10 plus lorr ~ something is troubling me and i fear alot ~ =( i dont wish to say too much . but hais hope th thing wouldnt happenn luhs ~ is gonna be a tiring day for me again i am trying to stay happy and not think too much but is not easy luhs . i see how it go luhs . now watching fang yang de xing xing luhs ~ is a nice show =) and is raining now guess is going to be cold night today . well letr me go and enjoy my show liaos bahs ((: i loves my babyy and my girl th most liaos . dead luhs . i fall in loves with clubbing liaos sia =X guess babyy is going to worry bout me again liaos luhs . hhaas. i loves my babyy johnsong th most liaos . your my sweetest honey ~

oh yar i just bought a dress lately ~ and i was asking my frnd issit abit too over ? i wonder what boyfrndd reaction will be if he know i bought this kind of dress . will he skin me ? i got a picture of th dress i bought but is a model wearing it

so how ? over ?

i am rotting at home now =( i miss babyy . hhaas was talking on th phone with yvonne now . just now was chatting with babyy and i told him that i wan to go shop but i got no omney and he say he give me 100 bucks go shop . so good right ? lols but think only kidding only luhs . saturday i went th singtel underground party and i was having alot of fun with liting we are like so bitchy XD hhaas . i wan go velvet underage party with yvonne in nov . wahahahas . guess i am going to work soon if not i got no money to shop luhs : ( sat after club ton at babyy house then go home on sunday afternoon . i didnt sleep at all luhs because babyy keep hit me luhs :( that fcuker is sleeping in his own world forgetting that his girlfrnd is beside him luhs .
so i never sleep til 8 am i keep irritates him to wake up cause i am hungry then i bathe ask him go down buy food for me andhe went 401 to buy me thing to eat luhs . after eating bout 10 plus me and babyy fall asleep :) lucky he never hit me this time hhaas. sleep til bout 1 plus my mum call and kpkb then wake babyy up cause i going home marr . lols . and yar lately me and babyy is getting better . we didnt quarrel luhs and we know th importance of both parties staring to get sweeter and sweeter too luhs . then today whole day rot at home . cause no mood to go out too ~ mayb tmr then go out bahs . hhaas ~

yar. from today onwards . i am only going to post what i have done for th day and where i have gone or something . now going to post how i feel in my heart . in th past i told you before what kind of person i am and you say you dont mind and now yar . you regretted ? even if you want to give up now it doesnt matter anymore. really .i am just a fcuking bitch . loves me or hates me . is just yr choice ~

so sadd i am now using computer at rachh house =) hhaas. wednesday i am out with ivon dhey all after my lesson at tampines i mrt to cityhall to meet up with gail ; ivon & qiqi . we was slacking at marina square de star bucks . then after that we cabbed backk to meet ivon's cousin qiqi's boyfrnd actually dhey are th same pple leonard . hhaas . lols then thursday that means yesterday lols . i was out only at NIGHT bout 8 plus going 9 i went to meet up with yvonne at plaza . we was slacking here and there luhs . at first both of us intend to go find manfred's mother but in th end didnt go . seriously that manfred chew really dontknow how to think de lehs . always making his mum worry for him . yesterday was supposed to be manfred chinese birthday but yet that idiot went to attend his frnd songka -_-'' and you know some pple are very supertitious . haiis . making his mum cry like siao luhs . manfred arr when will you know how to think sia ? then today was slacking at home too . & my dad is back from macau =) he went to gamble . hhaas. buying some wines and choya back home from th airport . then now here i am with my brother at rachh house playing with her dog . hhaas. her cute dog indeed afraid of stranger what a joke. lols . i am so bad luhs . tmr going party with liting .wahahahahas

i am sadd =( i cant use my house computer and laptop for one months if i use must like lan shop pay money :( how sadd lols . 1 hr 2 dollar . yesterday bout 2 in th afternoon manfred and bomba come find me slackk til bout 3 plus and i stay at home whole day liaos . today lehs . i was out with ivon ; rachh ; qiqi and gail . we mrt to buigs then we went chapter 2 to find qiqi's boyfrndd leonard . then dhey all went job hunting at buigs and ivon and qiqi go one guy shop ask then after that before leaving i left my no. at one shop too and that guy from th shop is msging me now. lols lame hur ? hhaas. then we went dhoby gaut because all of dems went pub and i was rotting at th pub so i alone left dems and i went cathay and plaza sing to slack & call yvonne asking her whether she wan come find me then she meet me at cathay there then i acc her go backk th pub there take money she go upstair and i wait downstair . then after that we went mac to eat . then we saw rachh dhey all still waiting for cab for such a long time and shawn is so digusting lols . then after that me and rachh and gail and yvonne mrt back home reach home at bout 12.1o like that and i pay money to pay com . lols poor me :( I MISS MY BABYY . i loves him more than anything hhaas =) hugs *

today was out =) in th morning i meet babyy at my house here cause he come my house downstair fetch me ((: then we went over to plaza to meet manfred and daryl . saw bob shu shu also . at kpool playing pool =) manfred and daryl have three round of pool and i am dead tiredd keep telling babyy i am tired cause i wei lerhs him very early wake upp :))after manfred dhey all play pool me and babyy wan go his house sleep awhile cause he need go temple help awhile . on th way to his house manfred and daryl came along as dhey are going to mall and we take almost th same route . yar on th way i was quite angry bout what daryl say luhs ~ so i keep giving a black faces luhs . then at babyy house i took a rest til bout 2 plus 3 plus we cabbed to his temple. babyy help out at his temple and i was real boredd ~ he help til bout 6 plus then we cabbed to his house again cause he need go back camp soon liaos . reach his house wait for him to bathe and prepared =) then both of us walk to mall there babyy going interchange to wait for bus while i go home =)& next sat is babyy and me de 5 months anni liaos ((: hhaas. babyy we promised to change for each other and i will do it (: believe me . i loves you .

slept at 6 am in th morning with tears all over my face . i cant sleep & i dontknow whyy even though i am real tiredd * i recieved msg from you bout 5 plus in th morning and i have no intention to reply . seeing yr msg hurt me more . nevermindd lets th past be th past =) carry on with th future . wake up around 2 pm like that and i am still tiredd . woke up with swollen eye & think my mother know that something's wrong with me so i cock with her tell her because i was watching some drama show and is real touching =) & yar . she believe . wake up liaos go wash my face etc then play maple . & yar daniel msg me asking to help himedit his frndster and he told me that he's kind of sadd . dontknow how to cheer him because me myself wasnt feeling happy too . & yar he ask me to call him at night to chat with him =) hopes that he'll feel better . my best frndd of all =) danielSEAH . hhaas . tatas guys i am going to do my thing & yar now babyy and me is okays liaos . i loves him th most =)

i'm damn upset alright ~ i just found out that many thing are getting out of hand =( and i dont want it that way ~ i cant be perfect enough for you . my dumb way of thinking. i am plain too dumb to have this kind of thinking. KILL ME INSTEAD . my post are getting longer and long ~ i also dontknow why . mayb many thing happenn luhs . no ones to share got no choice but to post it out ~ ps guys . for those post because is fcuking lame ~

today was out with my beloved mei =) zhiling . she acc me go interview =)guess if i working must likely working at charles&keith if not polo raulph lauren ((: for retail luhs . if not admin work =)) . after th interview we went wisma atria because girl wan go sony ercission there ask her phone thingy luhs =) then after that we went cine to walk walk :) at first girl wanted to eat burger king then we change our mind to eat pasta mania but i got sudden craving for mac so we went around searching for mac . hhaas . then we pass by taka again and i saw my cliques there with their frnd . i just hi-bye to dems first cause i am hungry lerhs =X then me and girl we went to lucky plaza to have mac as our dinner . then boyfrndd call me say he can come out for awhile and i thot he'll come find me cause i miss him alot luhs. then in th end we ended up quarreling =( sometime i really dontknow what i wan . i only know i loves my boyfrndd but since like we arent supposed to be together i dontknow why =( my sister always bad-mouth boyfrndd but i keep siding him even though sometime what my sister say is true but i still dont care and continue to loves him more because i keep believing that he'll care and loves me better and he wouldnt ever lies to me again . but yet he always disappoint me with his lies =( but i still chose to stick wtih him. even though sometime he always need to coax me and i know i got a fcuking attitude but thats me you have to accept & i hate pple shouting at me yet boyfrndd still did & he cant shout at me because he is my boyfrndd ~ & today is not th first time liaos . then after that girl went off with her frnd and ps me alone sitting at th roadside with so many car passing by ~ & at that moment i suddenly think that my life is meaningless liaos so i call ivon asking where they all and she told me that they are still at take there intend to went over to find dms but kind of lazy wait for rachh and gail to come over to find me . when crossing from lucky plaza to taka i just feel like going to give that car to bang at least babyy can request to come hospital to see me but rachh dhey all keep pulling me back ~ i know dhey care bout me but sometime i really feel that life is totally meaningless liaos . & i just hope to see babyy luhs . mayb i am just dumb when he is like just ignoring me ~ after that slack at taka with ivon dhey all then me and rachh and ivon intend to go espl there while gail and qiqi go home . so we all mrt to cityhall ~ then at citilink babyy call me asking me where am i ~ at first we still talk quite nicely then at espl there bout 11 like that me and babyy started quarreling on th phone again . fcuk luhs ~ then he hang off liaos i still msg him sorry . GRR ~ i am stressed out liaos . i always wanted to cry but i told myself to remain strong because i dont wish my anyone to see my weak side though my cliques they always see but i dont wish to let others see . so whenever i got problems i just swallow it in my heart ~ like nothing happenn and no one will cares ~ after that bout 11.20 we went to take mrt cause later scared no mrt marr. then they go backk hougang cause dhey going other place then i went to kovan to meet my lil bitch to acc her eat mac . i am so nice to her luhs . acc her til 2 like that we take cabbed home reach home at bout 2 plus luhs . even though to others loving you is a mistakes i still continue because i know you loves me too =) i be th happy me i wouldnt let you see th weak side of me .

OMG ~ today i tua manfred & jonathan XD i was suppose to acc dems in th morning de cause jonathan need go report but in th end i sleep too tired so msg dems tell dems i never go liaos =X ps guys . after that wake up bout 1 plus slack at home play computer blahs blahs blahs . was supposed to go interview but very lazy also luhs . lucky th guy very good ask me tmr then go cause i meet liting to go buigs but then th rain very big so i msg th guy say i cant meet him liaos cause raining and i at home then he say tmr i MUST go liaos cause i push too long liaos. then supposed to meet liting earlier but my house here th rain damn big so i waited & waited for th rain to become smaller then i bus to buigs . on th bus i meet one fcuking unreasonable aunties she is really fat luhs . she wan person dont need take how many sits luhs . cause i was sitting down liaos then she come sit next to me then she sit until my leg luhs ~ HER BUTT SO FCUKING BIG but i ren luhs then after that her leg kick until my leg never even say sorry still stare me luhs so i nevermindd i ren. then she suddenly sit damn close to me until i no space liaos & i cannot tahan her smell liaos i jiu say aunitie can move over a little bit not i no space liaos she dont care me and still like very happy keep pushing me then i jiu "aunties dont think you older than you can so unreasonable horr, i is see you old dontwant talk back to you but you cannot so over luhs" then she was like "you are so ill manner-ed" wah tulan liaos . then i was like " FCUK YOU" then her stop reached she went down th bus liao . she is th one who is unreasonable first luhs. ARGH ~ reach buigs i went over to topsop to walked around while waiting for liting . then when iting come we proceed to buigs street because liting wan find job so we idle aroundthen we came to this shop got sell hair removal one so we ask and she say got tester wanna try on us liting that hairless girl no hair so try on me luhs now my hand got one patch of hair missing luhs =( so sadd . after that we continue our crazyness luhs . tmr confirm need go interview liaos . workingg soon =)no much time to acc babyy liaos but he promised me to fetch me from work everyday as long as he is out =)i loves him .

i am so tiredd ~ yesterday sleep at 3am plus today wake up at 10am. yawns* guess if i wanna work next tyme dont so late sleep liaos. today was working with yvonne ; rachh ; ivon ; gail && qiqi . damn funny luhs . i have been on th phone for a fcuking long tyme & i keep repeating th same thing "hi, this is pearl calling from true yoga.i am here to inform you that you have been selected for a one week free trail by true yoga blahs blahs blahs." then many pple reply is "not interested" if not " i am having a meeting now kindly call back later " if not " i am currently overseas" alot luhs . iyo ~ somemore also must be age 21 and above and alot of rules luhhs . haiyo ~ th break is fcuking short luhs 20 mins ~ yvonne and rachh ; ivon & gail bought their lunch from mac & no tyme to finished luhs . so funny . eating until half th pple call me ask me call dems go back . fcuk sia . awhile only lehs . haven even finished then all th reaction same 20 mins liaos mehs ? then after working we slack at starbucks for a fcuking long tyme and babyy call me asking me bout th work and i told babyy i dont want work liaos XDXD babyy was like dont want then dont want lorr . hhaas. i ask babyy to support me luhs then he ask me wait two years later ~ heartless sia . ARGH ~ then after slacking at starbucks gail that moutain tortise wanna walk around at clarke quay so we go lorr. after that everyone wan go home liaos cause all wake up very early so all of us go mrt backk home :) reached hougang acc my lil bitch wait for bus then i went 7eleven buy water i jiu walk home liaos.anybody willing to acc me go interview tmr ? and kind soul please let me know before 2 am midnight today =))for th sake of my boyfrndd i am willing to do anything because i loves him =) my dumb babyy . i promised =D you also once promised me not to let me suffer and not let me shed a tear for you =) will you still keep yr promise babyy ? I LOVES YOU ~

today was out =) my ivon's burfdae ((: we went fantasie to sing K til bout 8 we went off . yvonne cabbed to find her babyy , gail went home . me and rachh ; ivon ; vicky & qiqi went thai express. ivon ; vicky & qiqi eat :) rachh and me never eat . dontknow why i keep dont have appetite lately . after eating me and ivon decided to go clarke quay to see scenery . then after that leonard call dontknow hui qi or ivon say dhey buy cakes liaos then we waited for dems lorr. then wait til 9 plus dhey all huiqi tell us actually haven buy cake luhs -_-''' so acc rachh cause she buy mac spicy to eat . then wait for dems to finished eating me and ivon mrt to clarke quay . babyy call me luhs was talking cock with me trying to make me happy because i was quite angry with him because of some matter & he keep call me "laopo" luhs hhaas. so annonying but very cute luhs (: hhaas. i loves my babyy th most liaos luhs . then reach liaos that moutain tortise ivon like never go before central like that . hhaas. we went to slack then went to watch scenery luhs (: & something funny happenn . me and ivon was standing watching pple play G-MAX bungy when two small boy approached me for no. hhaas. at first i was talking on th phone with my lil bitch then ivon pull my shirt say " dhey sure wan take no. from you one " then we was like dicussing bout how to shoot dems because their sizes and look totally very small kids luhs except for one ivon think he look quite old and he is th one who wan take no. from me . th thing was like that. th two lil boy approached "urms my frnd was take no. from you (pointing to th guy)who ivon think is old then i was like" you all how old" ?reply "15" hhaas.i say "urms i 16 lehs " hhaas.then dhey say "nevermindd , just make frnd " hhaas. then i keep reject lorr . after that we went touring . hhaas we had TURKISH ICE CREAM (: quite delicious luhs . hhaas. then we went partying ~ then after that we went mac to eat i eat mac spicy ivon eat mac chicken both of us didnt finished XD but because ivon was full as she got her dinner at thai express just now but i dont know why i am full even though i didnt eat anything much luhs . no appetite . i wanna SLIM DOWN :)) after that we walk around for awhile then ivon wanted to go home liaos cause very boredd liaos .then somemore weekday noboday can find to come out . sians half luhs because i dont wish to go home so EARLY ?! is only 1am plus luhs then we walk and one uncle scare us luhs . was like "hellos darling where you all going" totally freak us out lorr so we faster go take cab lorr . scary sia . then reached home bout 1.20 am like that . tmr going interview ~ how sadd =( . i miss my babyy ~ (=

yesterday was totally a bad day for me ~ it was ivon bbq & i didnt attend . FCUK SIA ~ in th morning i wake up my stomach wasnt feeling very good then i go toilet check come girl things -_-''' alreay sians half liaos cause i wanted to ton wan nevermindd in th afternoon i was feeling weak -_-'' i vomitedd & visted toilet a few times . call babyy to tell him mayb not meet him liaos because not feeling well then . then i told him i vomited he still cork with me luhs . heartless babyy i got XD hhaas. then in th night bout 8 plus going 9 ivon call me asking whether i going down not then i faster rush go change then wanted to go to her bbq liaos at first mummy was nagging say not feeling well still want go out & i hack care her just go out luhs .after lots of commotion i still didnt go ivon bbq in th end =( because i scared i reached there my phone no batt & i got no way to contact dems liaos cause babyy at first never acc me go want . then i call babyy telling him that i wanted to go punggol end because i never go ivon's bbq liaos . then babyy dont allow me ask me stay at interchange to wait for him to come down from green .waited for a fcuking long time luhs ~ GRR ~ somemore plus my stomach keep very pain quite pissed off luhs . babyy came and find me never say too much thing just say '' GO GREEN '' with not very happy tone . & i know he is angry liaos . but he didnt even ask me why i dont want go green luhs . because why must i help my buddy celebrate her girlfrnd burfdae when i dont even know her for long ? & i know ivon for a fcuking long time liaos lehs. is not fair like that i never make thing nice for ivon to see luhs . i was quite tulan at first when i reached green but afterawhile babyy still cheered me up =) thats why i loves him th most . we went B BOX (: because sister;mingyi, buddy;ivan & his girlfrndd & yangyi plus me and boyfrndd was having singing session but i never sing at all luhs . hhaas. slack was having fun and boyfrndd recieved msg from .... & i was PISSED at first & i ignore boyfrndd until he apologise and ask me not to jealous -_-''' . he shld know girls get jealous easily de lehs. HURMPH ~ then i still forgives him luhs because we have been together for quite a long time liaos marr dont because of small thing quarrel . have fun at B-box til bout 2 plus & we all went off buddy,sister dhey all dont know go where while me and babyy wanted to go home . at first i tell babyy to walk home then we walk from green til 500 plus babyy cannot tahan liaos so we take cabbed lorr =)then i reached home at bout 3 am bathe liaos jiu sleep liaos all the way til today morning 11 plus like that bathe liaos jiu faster go find babyy liaos . cause i promised him to acc him today (: was slacking at babyy house & he was like sleeping like a log and i was boredd so went to play computer then i keep go disturb him to wake him up ask him go downstair buy tibits give me eat (: & he went to buy me CHIPSTER hhaas. slack til bout 7 plus babyy go back camp & i go home . babyy after all this while though we still quarrel bout stupid things but i am sure i loves you & i know you loves me too XD hhaas. hhaas. we are going to 5 months soon . i loves you babyy (: on our anni i sure ton with you . i promised =)

i am not sleepy yet even though th time now is 2.40 am liaos . i dont dare to get to sleep i am afraid of dreaming ~ BAD DREAMS =( I MISS MY ♥BABYY & my lil bitch & my girls (: if we cant carry on then so be it . i am feeling down , someone cheer me up please

has been feeling down lately whenevr babyy is in army i very boredd de luhs . today was supposed to meet yvonne but i still having fever so never go & we will meet up either tmr if not sat . & i am not sure whether i will be going to ivon bbq not but sat i shld be toning (: oh yar i got a bad dream that scared me out luhs now th image of th dream is still lingering in my mind . fcuk th dreams . GRR ~ i miss my dumb babyy (: . hhaas. just now my lame frnd call me asking me whether i am free later to go for a spin with him not -_-''' & i told him i am not interested he jiu say '' go lehs , i treat you go drink star bucks '' & i say no need i can afford the he say '' what lao , so long never meet liaos you wan like that '' then i was like '' iya ~ i dont sit bikes de luhs '' then he say ''just sit my bikes luhs i got skill wan i bring you go see handsome guys also luhs . then i say '' hhaas. dont want luhs i attached liaos '' he jiu say ''okays luhs dont disturb me liaos'' lame luhs . before he hang ask me'' go hong gan'' damn -_-''' hhaas. rotting liaos luhs

yesterday was out (: meet jerome along with my lil brother(blood one) we mrt to buigs to meet up with my cousin . slack here and there luhs . hhaas XD then we went fushion cause my cousin wanna have a round of pool with jerome but sadly jerome underage so my cousin play alone -_-''' lols . morning supposed to meet up with rachh dhey all to go interview de but i plain too tired so i keep sleep lorr . afternoon like that then wake up bathe & go out . hhaas. i still tell babyy i going for interview th night before ask him to wake me up but i too tiredd liaos cause i was watch huan huan ai last esp i cry like fcuk like that luhs . cry till bout 2 plus went to sleep liaos XD after buigs with jerome & my lil brother we bus back to hougang meet up with my another lil brother while jerome went over to find his dad to get money (: awhile yvonne come find us slack then we left without acc her to wait for sally XD how bad of us -_-''' lols. then the 4 of us mrt to vivo to have fun & slack . hhaas. hmm.. later meeting liting luhs . my beloved girl (:

today was out (: I MISS MY GIRLS ~ hasnt been meeting dems lately . today was supposed to meet boyfrndd at his house downstair but cause raining so i meet him at plaza instead . i meet him liaos . we went to mall to wait for rain to stop cause he need go backk change as morning he go swimming with manfredd ; jonathan & lots more -_-'' & running . after that slack at his house watch tv like that we go meet manfredd ; jonathan ; junxingg; kahhweii ; daryl & bagay shushu plus me and babyy . was slacking at food court first (: then suddenly daryl recieved call so we faster rush cabbed to compass point -_-''' then babyy dont let me go ask me go walk around first . i was about to go walk around then babyy call me liaos tell me they hao liaos because th opposite pple was good boys -_-'''
lols . so lame luhs so we went off again . cabbedd backk to hougang plaza . then slack til 7 acc babyy back home as he need prepare to go back camp liaos. then i walk backk to plaza meet up with my brother dhey all : ) & we went over to 327 to takeaways :) reach home liaos have my dinner blahs blahs blahs ~ tatas guys i loves my babyy & yvonne & rachh . thanks guys . i know you all very nice to me .

moody lately ~ call my lil bitch just now . she was out (: nevermindd. thought of meeting some frnds at clarke quay but plain too lazy somemore dontknow whether babyy let me go drink not . & dontknow whether he let me go with a bunch of guy not . so play safe dont go with dems better . hhaas. sorry guys next tyme then go out with your :) been slacking at home lately guys & girl please date me out (: . mayb night my frnd coming over to my house downstair & slackk with me . but if babyy is coming out lter than i'll be meeting him instead of my frnd . (: sometyme i do hate your but it wouldnt be long :) seriously i need none of your :) except some of dems . so i wouldnt give a damn to dems :) this is th fcuking first time you hang my phone _|_ fcuk it . since you treat me like this then so be it . hate me hate me all you one . I'LL DISAPPEAR SINCE YOU HAVE ALSO WISH THAT TO HAPPENN . i already not feeling good liaos luhs . can't you just show me some concern . you're always pushing blames on me luhs . waddever . i cant take any more blow my tear just dropped ! I DETEST YOU ~

today is my last day at HOLY INNOCENT'S HIGH ~ how sadd can it been =( . th 5 girls is going to seperate liaos . we have been together for bout 3 years going 4 years lerhs luhs . afterall my life at HIHS was fun :) especially with my girls luhs & my dumb classmates =) we've always been a united class except for some "guai kias". so many fun joy & laughters & it all passes so quickly my life at HIHS come to an end liaos . today oct 4 ! i guess i wouldnt have a chance to go backk to sec 5 either . today after 'N' level history slackk in our school canteen cause we are like saying that since today last day lets enjoy ourself , buy th food to remember that we eat for th past 4 years . hhaas. slack till bout 11 i walked home think tonight meet yvonne : )) my lil bitch kum sister =) i miss my babyy ~ that dumb boyfrndd of mine :)

HAPPY BIRTHDAY my most beloved brother ; BABA LIM (:

in a few more hour manfred & jonathan coming out luhs . i miss dems fcuking lots luhs . today didnt attend 'N' level art -_-''' . later going to prepare to go school for 'N' level maths paper 2 luhs . after thats shld be meeting manfred dhey all . think i only can meet dems for awhile cause i still got lesson -_-''' at tampines . so sians half . I MISS MY BABYY ~ btw lately yvonne;sister have been very free by adding me stupid comment at my frndster & calling me a 14 years old girl . FCUK YOU i am 16 liaos going 17 soon . hhaas. tmr will be th last day of school luhs . guess i'm going to miss HOLY INNOCENT'S HIGH SCHOOL fcuking lots luhs . woots ~ today finally see my beloved daddy & beloved brother liaos . for 18 months didnt see dems after school went to meet daddy for awhile & we left lerhs . i went for lesson after that headed to brother house with ivon & rachh . 5 of th girls were all there . slack til 11 plus me and ivon bused home 101 while yvonne cabbed home . rachh & gail left much earlier luhs
I LOVES DEMS =)

life is getting more and more boring for me ~ always slack at home because i also got no mood to go out . yesterday have some agruement with babyy & i really hate it but seriously i cant stand his army life . ARMY SUCKS ~ why do goverment wan them to go army & go so strict on them i know protecting the country is important but please fcuking think bout army boys's girlfrndd , family feeling . i know army is to train them to be alert incase of terrorist invading singapore but they are humans too why must be so hard on dems . GRR ~ today having 'N' level physics & chem . i seriously dontknow why i am so no in mood to study liaos. i yesterday purposely make boyfrndd angry by keep bickering with him bout my studies i know he is wei le wo hao but i also dontknow why i very angry him . haiis . sorry babyy . today after 'N' rachh ; ivon ; gail & huiqi & agnes went to find their art teacher me and yvonne leave first because both of us no need attend 'N' level art dues to some reason . walking down th stairs saw shirley & we all walk out of school together both of dems went to interchange to take bus while i go mall find my mummyy ~ we went NTUC to get some dailys needs & i bought tibits & chicken nugget intending to fry for my brother to eat =))) i am a great cook XD hhaas. actually only know how to fried this kind of easy thing like fries; chicken nugget . & i know how to cook porridge & maggi mee XD . basic -_-''' lols .
woots ~ finally tmr my beloved daddy;jonathan & my cute brother; manfred coming out lerhs . it been 1&a half year since i last saw dems & i fcuking miss dems =))) btw tomorrow is my BELOVED BROTHER birthday haven get any present for him -_-'''. lols i am broke . tatas guy i am going to have my dinner =)

today 'N' level maths luhs . reach school bout 12 like that everyone was like very rush to get the formulas in their head & i was super relaxed luhs . i also dont know why only know i fcuking moody ~ after exams bout 3 plus me ; yvonne & rachh went ajisen eat =)) yummy yummy . our standard dish was volcanoes ramen =) my side dish is chicken culet ; yvonne is ebi prawn & rachh is fried tofu . hhaas. after that we slack at ajisen for fcuking long luhs . & rachhh went toilet me and yvonne was talking bout my dream a scary & dumb dream . hhaas. only me and yvonne know =))) after that all of us went home . btw today is my pt boyfrndd ; weijian & sibaheng birthday ~ oh yar yesterday was a dumb day for me . early in th morning bomba ask me out to drink say 12.15 must meet him iif not give him fcuk -_-''' lame hur ? lols . then i bargain with him until 12.30 cause i sure cannot make it de but he dont want & i reached plaza bout 12.20 & that fcuker reach at 12.40 like that . boyfrndd came to meet us awhile while he go sengkang awhile than awhile he come backk find me ~ went over to his house there to slack & blahs blahs blahs . tmr is 'n' level science . so sians half luhs . but i like very relaxed like that . hhaas. boredd me ~ tatas . i am going to have a bathe