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♥ yixianLEE
22 JAN 1991
love dancinggg ♥.
i am in love with my boy ♥ BOON LEONG
you ought to be th one til the end
& i'm going gaga over you
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i'm backk from sin ming road (:
just now go pray my grandmother.

then later me and tingting going to meet bahengggg (:
acc him to hospital later.
yar he had been very nice to me lately
cause recently he keep cheer me up etc make me laugh make me angry but yar somehow he's lame also
anyway thanks bahenggg (:

i will really go get my feeling right lately
i dont wish to hurt anyone of themmm luh :(
mayb to someone i am like bitch
but whatever to him i'm not can liao (:
i'm tiredddd :(
i got so many dark ringg.
but yar who cares xD

listeninggg to : I GO CRAZY
rachhh send me th songg de (:
OMFG
i miss my stupidd bitch rachhhh so much
she abandon me & went to bangkok with her parent :'(
how can she do that to me when i needed her th most
but yar i wouldnt blame her
cause i loves her th most liaos (:
yvonne ; rachh ; gail ; ivon ; jingyinggg and litinggg are my beloved girls (:
zhilinggg is my precious bitch lil sis
lol & not leaving out my QISM and shirley (:
i love all of themmmmmmmm

i tear to sleep yesterday :(
and tear in th morning again today

i cant believe i'm this sort of woman in his mind :'(
we been together for 9 months going 10 months
& yar,i'm cheap :'(

I AM LIKE HIS PUPPET
he push me to others
hello ?! i'm not yr toy alright.
my mums was shocked when i told her that he wanted me to go with other guy
bcause mum always think that he's a nice guy
somehow mum got pissed
bcause she say"think what my dotter nobody wan arr ?"
"need give him push here and there"
actually bcause mummy saw me cryingg then she ask me so i told her
then mummy very disappointed too.
hais :(
i dontknow what to do anymore

someone give me a solution to solve all my sorrow :'(

can you feel my love tonight ?
i am getting more and more weak each day
why cant i just have a good boyfrndd who treat me nicely
instead of making me tear all th time :(
i want happinesss
but i guess for th rest of my life i wouldnt have it anymore

days have pass
though i still tear to sleep but i'm feeling better
cause we still contact each other as friends
and we dont quarrel and bicker le .

mayb like what my mum say
cannot be lover at least still can be friend bahs
but i miss him still.
only always pray that he'll be happier without me
at least no one to quarrel with him
no one to control him on how many sticks to smoke one day
nobody disturb him when he's tiredd
still no need pay another person meal or movie tickets
but i still have to always remind him
dont let pple take advantage of him
no matter what i still miss him at night
etc ...

hopefully everythingg will be like before bah (:
i'll tryy to stay happy de
hopefully i'm not acting strong infront of others bah

is supposed to be our 10 months anni only if we're still together ~

this few day have been feelingg uneasy ~
i just change my blogg songg again ~
describe my feeling somehow
hopefully i'll stronger though this ups and down.
yesterday almost blackout at my house there de bus-stop thanks to one guy who hold me if not i sure in hospital
& dontknow my face will got how many scratches de luh
really thanks th guy alot
but i forget to ask his name

no matter what just thanks (:
then went home
mummy steam chicken for me to eat
then cause i tell her going out to meet my frndd
then warned me you just now almost faint better dont sit yr that frndd bike.
mummy know my frndd well too (:
he's just like brother of me and my elder sister
in th end we also sit car
then went to his frndd condo (:
they painting there
i only sit at th balcony there and daydream

after that we went 212 eat then home sweet homee

then today wake up at 10 plus
then now using my lapptop
sians :(

i just cant get to sleep well

i slept at bout 4am plus
& i'm awake at 8 am already :(
thinkingg of him just cant make me fall asleep
i just try to keep smilingg (:
bcause i am fine,though my heart do hurt (:
i only hope that he'll be more happier (:
i loves youu still

bleeding in loves ~

i dontknow how to use word to describe my feeling right now
my heart just hurt alot right now
yar , i know is foolish just feel like dying right now ~
cut my wrist ; panadols though i know is stupid but nevermindddd
lol ~ who really cares right now
whatever , i'm tireddd in this world this kind of life ~
BOOS ~ new life for me please?

(:
i finally go register for 'o' level le ~
bcause i dontwant give up my future on my own (:
wake up in th afternoon
have been dreaming bout him lately ~ OMFG !
i dont wish to say too much liaos
thought of working and study at th same times
but many disagree of me working in pub _|_
but pub do have high pay so i didnt really mind
but yar frndds disagree so i didnt lorr :(
lol ~ but i know they do care bout me thats why dontwant me to work at that kind of placess

i dontknow what my heart wan exactly :(
i choose 5 sub for my 'o' level which cause bout 500 ?
i'm going to pay before april (:
i'm lazyy to upload picture xD
i wanna have more frndds (:

17 march
went to town with bahengg (;
both of us take bus down cause i complain bout th crowd in mrt de
and cause both of us wanted to buy things
but in th end only i buy my things lols.
but never get everything i wanted cause very weird to have a guy to tag along with me when i'm shopping lol
then bout 9 plus both of us mrt backk to hougang to meet up with rachhh and zhengyongg at their house there ~
saw beloved kor and dasao also
then walk home ~
bahengg stay at my house acc me til my sis come backk from work.

18 march
stay at home for th whole day lols~

19 march
went for lesson (:
bahengg and my brother acc me go (;
bahengg is th big brother of th day
when i in lesson he take good care of my lil brother for me (;
then after my lesson
three of us mrted to vivo
walk around
then went to pet safari
then my lil brother and me and bahengg play arcade
then after playing arcade we mrted backk to hougang again (:
then bahengg come to my house again
lols ~ chatted together with my sister
bahengg and my sister are like loggerheads -.-
but bahengg being a nice soul taste my sister blueberry cheesecake (: lols
he say is not bad luh
then he stay til 2 plus
my sister rush him home lols.

20 march
babyy booked out in th afternoon (;
meet him til bout evening then i went over to meet up with vincent ; hao yee & bahengg
but i left to meet up with rachh bcause they are going town -.-
then i was like sians .
lol. so meet up with my bitch rachh at her house
slackk til 9 then i go take mrt to meet up with my precious ivon for DXO night (;
woots
then both of us faster go over to meet up with th rest at dxo
also got meet up with my so called fake boyfrnddd "weijian LING"
then queue up with bahengg they all , actually me and ivon is cut queue de xD
but bcause bahengg they all marr
then my precious ivon so sadd when she saw her ex _|_
stupid can.then went down to th dance floor
fcuking packk so didnt went to th dance floor to dance
then stay at there dance with cherie ; kahhweii (((:
lol.have lots of fun
my precious ivon didnt dance luh _|_
then i go disturb weijian ask him dance with me but he say he shy
so i go dance beside him then he very ps then his frndd dontknow say what i very daring -.-
then hhaas dance aroundd lorr
then bout 3am plus
cabbed home with weijian lingg ; ivon and weijian's frndd

21 march
went out to town with bahengg again
cause i wanted to get my cardigans
but dont have my size -.-
fcuking angry can lol xD
then after that both of us went over to meet up with my cousin;alicia,hai ye & steven
5 of us went to see semi pro or demi pro lol
forget liaos
then after th show me and bahengg mrted backk to hougang then th rest cabbed back to tamp
then bahengg go my house again .lol
chatted with my sis
they're always agruing -.-
then i come red stomachh very pain bathe liaos
faster walk to 7-eleven with bahengg to buy my panadol for menstrual lol
bahengg help me buy de cause i no energy walk liaos then i just sit at th bus stop
then walk backk home
then slack til 2 i keep disturb bahengg
then very angry him lorr lol -.-
so i rushed him home
then i went to sleep

22 march
slack at home all th way til night
cause going dxo party again with kahhweii and bahengggg but last minutes party cancel _|_
so three of us went for movie at marina square
then before th show start they play billard then i fcuking boreddd.
so chatted with ting ting on th phone (:
then when th times is up we went for our show (:
fcuking lame show
is totally no link but scary
i'm like keep shouting in th threate fcuking ps xD
then after th show bout 2 am we slackk awhile outside marina square then went home (;

23 march
wake up early in th morning going to yishun there to pray ah ma
bcause qing ming jie liaos.
then waited for my aunt they are for 1 hour plus ? not really sure how longg
then after that reach liaos
we pray then burn th death note money and etc
then packed up and went home
sleep at bout 1 plus then wake up at 2 bathe then meet sibahengg
cause he say he boredd
then acc him go eat then went over to meet up with my dearest mei;zhilingg (:
then slackk at mac
i seee zhilingg bag got lotion then i help bahengg apply lol -.-
then bout 6 plus he went backk home to prepare to go backk camp then i acc zhiling go plaza slackk til 7 plus
i go backk home cause going out with parentt (;
then went giant at tamp with daddy and mummy and also my two lil brothers
sis is lazy cause she wanted to watch her show
then after that we went to eat then home sweet home

i'm feeling bad right now very bad indeed :(
so saddeninggg hais .
i miss my boyfrndddddddd
he keep cannot use his phone :(
hais

yesterday (;
cabbed to babyy house there ~
damn fcuking tired cause i only sleep for 3-4 hour
then slack chat with baby's mother while waiting for buddy to prepare
& train down to town.
my dressing was like fcuking retro yesterday lol .
then meet up with amas and yangyi at cine de kopitiam
i eat chicken rice (:
then after that all of headed to th 8th storey cause th guys want to have a round of billard
so i'm th one idiot sitting there
then bahengg come along also play billard with them.
then all of us went down after then game of number ball

then we all keep think where to go then in th end we walk to plaza singgg
then we've all supper at 7-eleven i am th one who started buying bbq pepper chicken
then everyone start to buy liaos
i eat siew mai and maggimee also
alot luh babyy spent 17 plus just on we two de food which is not alot lol.
then after that other went for a movie
while me baby & bahengg cabbed home

today :(
at first wanted to meet boyfrndd
but in th end he's going junlun's funernal
so sadd can . he so young only then like that pass away .
babyy say his heart feel so heavy upon hearing this kind of thing happenning to his frndd.
hais . though i dont really know him
but rest in peace luh ,
now i know , we really have to treasure one and other
bcause we cant predict what will happenn to them next .
babyy say he try if he can take this week off to bring me out
later going to jade crystal with family ~
my mood kind of sadden liaos

OMFG ?!
my blog rot for bout 10 days liao xD

yesterday finally meet up with yvonne tan ! my noisy bitch ~
so longg never see she didnt change at all lorr -.-
forever so sha jiao to pple de ~ lol
but yar after so longg didnt meet up with her and herboyfrndd
i'm happy for her luh (;
her boyfrndd did treat her well now ~
& they got th couples phone lol ~
they're like so lovely dovey ~ lol

oh yar before meeting up with yvonne and manfred
i meet up with bahengg first cause we wanted to get cash for our character lol
& he waited for me more than 30 mins
sorry xD somemore he sick lorr xD
then after that i faster cab over to ave 8 meet him at 684 there then he say he wanted to eat porridge ~
but in th end i keep rush him so he didnt eat at all xD
oh i'm so badd
then later we go take lift
then i press 7th storey cause i think manfred stay there .
then in th end come out of th lift
ehs ? why th corridor so weird de leh ? then baheng go see actually we're at th 9th floor -.-
so we walk down lorr,
lol then at 7th floor liaos
i wanted to scare manfred and yvonne by knocking manfred's window ~
but to no reply
is like WHAT TH FCUK _|_
i knock on th wrong floor -.-
so me very paiisehh
faster run down to 6th storey -.-
then manfred's mummy open th door for us
told them my stupid act
all laugh at me say i stupid dontknow how call and ask xD

then three of them stay in th room
i chatted with manfred's mother
&& his mother bought me little twin star KEY HOLDER
OMG ~ so nice lol~ so nice of his mother.
lol . his mother is so friendly can
so nice and so understanding (;

okays then after that all of us walk 9'o clock show then watch 10'o clock news
then dontknow manfred say yvonne wan sleep
then me and baheng dontwant interupt them so we leave first lorr
didnt want go home so early
so acc bahengg go eat porridge
then go jialuo's house
meet up with them actually is go see jingying luh~
I MISS HER SO MUCH
then saw her yesterday
still as sweet as ever (:

then slackk
they all play mahjong
so i boredd crap with bomba
& we take bout 2 pic together?
will upload it soon when i find my cable
lol~
then slack til bout 2 plus left with them
then they go meet up with baheng frndd
my frndd come find me and we go kovan eat (;
then home sweet home
i sleep at bout 4 plus 5
then i'm awake at 7,8 plus -.-
i'm so power lol xD

will update more tmr or tonight
cause going to meet up with boyfrndd

my life is in a mess lately ~

fcuk friday night
quarrel with babyy AGAIN
ohh,i'm sick of quarreling with him cause i expect him to say that
yar , my close frnds know -.-
so fcuk it
of cause cry but not for longg

sat babyy rang me up
asking me to go his house to meet up with him
so yar cabbed there
reach liaos he bathe and we talk
then is rainbow after th rain
we went over to meet up with yangyi & co
then all of us waited for royce ; buddy & baheng for very long -.-
then th last to reach de is royce lol
on th way to meet up with th rest at marina square
chatted and gossip with zhuen on th train
then reach lerhs cherie join in our chat too (:
then all of us slack at marina square to see got what show
in th end also bus backk to plaza sing
but i didnt watch th show
cause i need reach home by 3 plus as promise
but th show start at 2 plus
so yar babyy wasnt happy bout what i say
sorry babyy :( you know i didnt mean what i say
is just some harsh word =(
then everyone of us went to starbucks there to slack
i went 7-eleven buy thing eat (;
cherie acc me there
then babyy also go buy for me eat again but different flavour lol.
then bout 1 plus
sis & frndd come fetch me home (;
babyy send me to th car park there & went off

sun
again , cabbed to baby house
been taking cab lately
money is getting lesser and lesser each day -.-
then reach lerhs
PSP (; bomberman
baby always let me win cause if i never win i sure nagg him de xD
so bad of me xD
but i know babyy loves me also (;
I LOVES YOU HONEY (:
then acc him go 401 as he want cut hair
but too many pple
so he dontwant cut
then buy tibits for his greedy girlfrndd me to eat xD
then went back to his house
he bathe & prepared backk to camp
so sadd =(
times with him always flies very fast de

mon
slack at home
mapling with marvin & cos.

tues
mapling again
some stupid agruement between me and babyy but fine lerhs
i loves you my dearest babyy
then call mac for myself
no money liaos
hais.
& my poor brother is going to get two strokes of canes soon =(

oh yar my crappy brother court sentenced lerhs
7 months & one stroke
oh so sadd can =(