This is MY blog. Not yours.
I can bitch &rant all i want.
Unhappy? Click th little red X at th top.(:
th girl;
♥ yixianLEE
22 JAN 1991
love dancinggg ♥.
i am in love with my boy ♥ BOON LEONG
you ought to be th one til the end
& i'm going gaga over you sexy ; naughty ; bitchy
A SWEET AND AWESOME BOYFRIEND.
TAIWAN TRIP & BANGKOK TRIP .
I WANT TO BE PRETTY & SEXY . BRACES .
MONEY MONEY MONEY .
DRIVING LICENSE .
ASUS laptop .
CHANEL BAG
true friends.
i did an aswesome thing on wed lol is my dearest gail birthday (:
but is all spoilt because of th rain then my friend cabb to meet me along with his friends. then guess what we waste time and th awesome thing is what ? i walkk all th way from gail's chalet which is located sentosa -.- all th way from there to VIVO damn a long walk :( lol. me and friends are all tired out is about 1 hr plus walk out and reach vivo ard 5am :( cab homeee. batheee,drink a lil bit soup KO :(
is been a long time since i have such a long walk =(
my ulcer is so painful :( steamboat tmr at my cousin's house ((((: yeahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh tmr my cousin's babyy manyuee is at tanah merah country club :( i'm not sure if i'm going
Messedsy&& 6:10 PM
;Monday, November 24, 2008
omg you're getting from bad to worst , worst to i got nothing to say about you you're so disappointing you're disappointing everyone of us not only me
why are you so despo ? you're a girl man ? how would you feel if i'm th one ? utterly disappointedddd
Messedsy&& 10:57 PM
;Sunday, November 23, 2008
boos :( so headacheeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee toning at gail's chalet soon :( haven get present -.- HEADACHE . and also mayb babyy house (:
no updates lately cause my life been boringgg but yest was fun (: with babyy seng seng,eugene,stanley and joy (: but no pics :( late night to same old rounding places yishun dam -.- lol.blast song ^^ with babyy bike
yawns :( so tiredd but cant sleep yet
some photo lately (: pardon my dry hair :( shld i just perm it ? or do treatment ?
i dontknow :(
many things not yet donee :(
job not yet found no cashhh i need cash to fufil my wish and of causee baby's wish
sometime i just feel like breaking down but i just cant .
tmr going to buy steamboat pot and all anyone want steamboat with me at my house ? lol xD
Messedsy&& 11:15 PM
;Thursday, November 20, 2008
things will never be th same anymore :(
random things been flowing though my mind one by one :(
i'm going crazy if this continueeeeeeeeeeeee i will be strong (:
yeahhh my mummy and dad is superly cute lately though they been hiaming me luh lol. i'm tiredddd going to sleep already
been waking up latelyyyy.
to th someoneeee if only you read this lol. remember yr promise to anan ?
my horoscope for th day
The Bottom Line Stop thinking so hard about things you don't like in your life! Let them be for now.
In Detail You need to stop thinking so hard about the things you don't like about your life! You might think that the more brain power you devote to your problems, the faster you will solve them, but that isn't always the case. Step back and just watch how things progress without your interference. Take care when you're dealing with other people, too -- they might even be able to fix the problem for you if you just let them. Improving your situation isn't always something you have the power to do.
i'm thinking so much
i'm tired really tired of alot of thingggggggggggggggggg i only want to happy simple enought
Messedsy&& 1:57 AM
;Tuesday, November 18, 2008
my uncle is moving and taking away all thoseeee sub woofer and all my living room and my dad room want as least 20k item move away to him lol yest still got th massage chair also 4 k give him :(
my houseeee lesser and lesser thingggg but will buy moreee by then xD
update more later on
Messedsy&& 4:07 PM
;Monday, November 17, 2008
babyy apply off today (:
wake up at freaking 8am -.- help take out things from my room and my bro room to th living room and my mum room today they whiten my room and my bro room's floor damn ~ then me and my two lil bro went down for breakfast at my house nearest coffee shop. eat mee hoon kuay but cant finished :( then ard 10 plus 11 babyy come fetch me . then here we go (: changi villageee then babyy have his breakfast then i go and buy mineral water and all went to th jetty wait for th boat and pulau ubin (: th place is damn eerieeeeeeeeeeeeeeee lol rent a bicycle he tong pang me lol cause i'm so lazy to ride and been a long time since i ride xD i can see that he's trying to hard so hard to prove his lovee (: dont worry babyy i recieved it all.
then about 3 plus 4 plus i irritate him already cause i want go back sg i want sleep reach his house bathe ~ and KO then ard 7 plus go dinner with his dad then he send me homeeee
i'm feeling jealousy after see-ing their photo :(
Messedsy&& 11:30 PM
;
i got a super super slow poke cousin ~ name ? betty chua ? hhaas kiddinggggg
i'm so excited to go to pulau ubin with babyy can count that , that's my virgin trip there i'm tireddd but cant sleep yet i'm charging my digital cam
yeahh so happy my house is going to have a new big changee dad's going to get 4 flat lcd tv one big one for th living room then mine room then my bro and my parent room cool (:
new bed for me and sis ~
new house mayb next years :)
but mum and dad's not going to sell this house away cause we been staying here for damn fuglying long already but mayb will rent it out or things ? i'm not sureeee if never rent can ask my friend come camp here lol
new look for me too :) hhaas.
new boyfriend ? of cause no @#$%^&@#$ he will skin me hhaas new friends ? of cause welcome :)
i'm excited with new things because old dont go new dont comeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee
i'm tiredddd :'( yawns
Messedsy&& 1:58 AM
;
yeahh mummyy is nice ~ she help me book my appointment already she know i'm lazy to ask and all she had already help me done with everything so i just need to go for th appointment (:
today went for dinner with parent and my sanyi and yi zhang and mei mei (: damn niceeee spicy food is my favourites we have spicy sotong ; spicy lala ; spicy kang kong ; stingray and moreeeeeeeeee and milo shakes ; milo dinosaur and moreee somewhere near changiiii damn niceeee
tmr going to pulau ubin with my loves loves ^^ he take one day offf. muacks lovee himmm and he get me a EEYORES so i got another eeyores in houseeeeeeeee yeahhh ~
tmr my house also shot of renovate -.- mafan lucky tmr i going to pulau ubin early in th morning (:
to th bitch out there seriously ! behave yourself and dont act like a hypocrite man at first i thought i'm only th one thinking this way but hey man i didnt know until my friend tell me man
you think we dumb or something ? someone will get yr tail somedays stupid whoreeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee
Messedsy&& 1:13 AM
;Wednesday, November 12, 2008
now i get what my friends mean once broken forever it will be brokennn
i dontknow why :(
i'm feeling so heart brokennnn hais.
so sick yet heartbrokennnnnnn coughing like hell :( stupid luhhhh
i want to work sooooooooonnnnnnnnnnnnnn :(
btw will be meeting yvonne soon. cause she help me get huihui's son present from rachh already will meet her up and get from her soon. thanks ^^
many things change and i have to accept :( how much i dont want to. but i have to .
th feeling is so cold. so he really dontknow need me anymore hhaas.he ask me to be positiveee. yeah i'm trying to.
i'm only afraid of regrets.
i haven see my movieeeeeee :( anyonee ^^ ?
Messedsy&& 3:16 PM
;Tuesday, November 11, 2008
SICK :( because i'm sick so i sleep ard 3 am then wake up at 6am plus having fever 38.7 :( drag myself outt then meet dad and mummy and sis at my house downstairs dad drive us to see doctor.
waited damn long i very pek chek then after seeing is ard 12 plus in th noon already go out bathe and eat medicine before i swallow my last time medicineeeeee damn it i vomitted everything out :( damn gross xD even th medicine that i just ate all come out is like eeeeeeeeeeeeeeee digusted lol. then dad ask me eat th medicine again but i damn tiredd so i wash up and sleep all th way from 2 plus til 4 plus wake up damn xinkuuu but empty stomachh i also dont dare eat scared vomit again xD lucky dont haveee so drink a few mouths of soup then medicineeeeeeeeeeeee (:
then sweat a lil (:
fever gone down abit already now feeling damn sleepy =( and got a feeling my throat is still burninggggggggggggg
yawns `
Messedsy&& 10:19 PM
;Monday, November 10, 2008
i'm sick :( abit feverish ; sore throat ; runny nose ; blocked nose
i'm feeling so heart broken :(
no more movie date for myself.
i dontknow why,done so much and all. lose my pride and all i also dont mind. really. only if you come backkk.
Messedsy&& 4:33 PM
;
@#$%^@@#$%^& been sneezing for like a fuglying long timeeeeeee.
i been so emo at nights :( chatted with gene in msn,well he been kind of lameee -.- lol
then also chat with ting ting; darran and cos.
i feel like watching movieee. shld i watch aloneee? seems so pathetic hur?
mayb tmr i go watch myself bah .
my throat is like so uncomfortableeeeeeeeee then i ask my bro what medicine to eat guess what ? that idiot ask me to try all medicine thats is availableeeeeee -.- got 40 plus different kind luh
alicia say he want me to dieee. so simple lol. so badd.
i can get real emo at timeeeeee. tmr movie date might be aloneeee
to someone ; you know who you're thanks luh (: you're th best .
Messedsy&& 3:06 AM
;
HAPPY BIRTHDAY BOWEN (:
just finished chatting with seng senggg. sorry not purposely want pour you cold water de. lol,but i scared you kana hurt again luh like what eugene tell you also . dont sank too deep first because you dont even know th person well.
boos :( no one acc me :(
Messedsy&& 1:41 AM
;Sunday, November 9, 2008
is been a long time since i watch movie :(
anyone want acc me watch ? if i'm not wrong my last movie was WALL-E like so long agooooo.
i wan to watch movie movie movie movie ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ ` acc me watch ^^
i want watch REC i need those not so timid to acc me cause ah tingg say it scary i dont want later i shout my friend also shout lol. sure veery paisehh de
anyone ^^^^ ?
today went out with family to eat (:
th whole meal cost 660 plus but everything taste like shit th place is at changi villageeee luh th first ubin something de.
inside got those actors and actress photo i know why luh , not because th place is nice to eat is because one of th not so famous actress there , i didnt say that my cousin tell me de xD
lol then we was like clever what put mediacorp pple come -.- th thing that pissed mum off is what you know th fish cause 90 plus going 100 and is totally not fresh mum wan complained but dad dont want -.-
both quarrel luh dad always want faceeee -.- even give those pple tips luh _|_
NA NA PO xD lol.
been a long time since i upload my photo some random one taken today ^^
someone lovee me :(
i only wish to be pamperrrrrrrrr
Messedsy&& 11:48 PM
;
SCARED ME i was walking to th kitchen , then daddy was watching tv some pple hold on to th pole on th grass standing on those rubberly ball then daddy gei kiang stand on our stupid rubberly ball which is very damn lousy and hold on to th wall i ask him dont play he say he want try and then -.- he fall on th floor scared th wits out of me. faster go and hold him up
scolded him tell him you high blood pressure and all dont try something funny knocked until his head i faster take a pillow give him lieeee.
my dad is so funny luh -.-
to th one i love most ; i know i disappoint you in th past my attitude and all sucks big timee my unreasonable cause you unhappiness but now everything changeee. i'm willing to do anything . if only you come back to me . i never feel so desperate for one pple love before everyone say i'm stupid and all. but i dont agreee i just dont want to regret myself AGAIN i know you're afraid and you somehow dont believe me already but trust me i will prove it to you. i'll not be that ignorance anymore and take things for granted. i'll treasure every of what you've done for me. i'll cherish every of th time we're together. i'll loveee you with all my heart i'll not hang out late and be your good girl i'll not be unreasonable with what i have say and done anymoreeeee. i loveee you. come backkkk :(
Messedsy&& 4:59 PM
;Saturday, November 8, 2008
let me show you th eeyoree i always hug to sleep and th one i share my things with ^^ is a gift from someoneee ^^ i super love eeyoreee luhhh.
my latest small eeyore is this oneeeeeeee.
th eeyore that i bring overseas (:
still got alot of eeyore next time then take pic (; lol
Messedsy&& 3:48 PM
;
YEAH ~ my cute and lovable darling will be coming to stay overnight later ((((:
how many days since i rot at homeee after th day of breakup then wed went for lesson then all th way stay at homeee i go disturb mummy i very guai horr? then my sister say is because no one ask me out :( sad lorr. she dontknow how many of my friends ask me out cause they scared i think alot at homeee but without him i dont even feel like going out :(
i thought he's different all th other guys but in th end he's also th same as others guy. what can i still say ? hais :( later then decide want go where bah :( who call me so unlovableeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee?
someone love me ? :(
seems like i'm drifting away from my friends too nowadays my friend they hardly ask me out and all.
but nevermind luh (: being aloneee is th best medicine i guess.
mayb you dont even bother want to think about it. but now i'm picking up all th broken pieces trying to mend back my broken heart :'(
i very try , but i cant assure thhat i will be strong. sorry keith :( you know i'm stubborn.
thhoughh i'm getting damn paranoid and all. pple be adding lots of rubbish and all in to this thing now. i'm giving each other time to think
chatted with seng senggg andd he will always cheer me up (: and of cause keithyyy too. he tell me lots of thing and all (: thanks both of you all.
i have already decided on what to do alreadyy ^^ mayb i will ask them if i can immigrateee aloneeee mayb to other country
if his decision is set and see th end i'll give my parent this suggestionnn but dontknow whether they she de not lol.
but give it a try luh. it might be better for me.
there's too much sadd thing here :(
boos ~ i been disturbing ahsenggg lu hhaas. his camp mate want know me damn funny lorr i can joke about something
but remember my love for him is trueeeeee i loveee you still.come backkk my loveeeeeeeeeeeeeee
i misss my cousinnnnnn been @#$@#$%^&freaking long since i last saw her and happy for her that she've patch with her exs (: last longg my dearrrr
ivon peck and rachh goh and gail and yvonne when will we five be going out again ^^ ?
and of cause i miss huiqi;shir&&vickyyyyyyyy
now thinking bout what he say about you make me feel truee is not because of my attitude and all is because you fall for another girl issit ? hais. paranoidddddddddddd.
eeyer my friend been a pest lately keep call me and all . almost every 10 mins will msg me never reply will call me damn irritating. but nevermindd i know he scared i do foolish thing. mayb i will ^^ seng seng know. sometimme someone be nice to you and all, you sure think he/she is a nice person etc but think twiceee he/she might be th one plotting you all alongg. only th one who truly love you wouldnt get you into shit.
i superly miss him . lol.
there's too much dirty lil secret already ^^
remember that i'm your sexy bitch ^^ i'll always be bitching around with you (: loveee my dearest girls
Messedsy&& 10:30 PM
;
mum been nagging say i hasnt been eating and all and now my face so paleeeeee
from wed til now i only got one meal which is yest night mac spciy my bro help me buy de
cool i can slim down this way and mayb he dont hiam me already (:
lets me show you all my passprort photo ^^ not very clear
and my daughter ^^ no one knows about me actually having a illegitimate daughter let me show you (: arent she cute ^^ hhaas.okays obviously i dont have a child :( how i wish next time me and my husband babyy will be as cute as her if not even as cute as LA PI XIAO XIN ^^ i guess me and my husband will faint ** lol.
someone ask me post out his bad point make him xiasuay OMG :( i am not that bad you go and reflect yourself before you come and pin point me (:
Messedsy&& 5:26 PM
;
days pass but i'm still not me :(
i msged him today how much i wish i can be your lady back but you just love me no more right ? nevermind luhh :'( i done you wrong at th first placee giving attitude and all
i'm trying to get over everything but is hard
i'm so not like me i used to enjoy going out and not staying at homeee but now enjoy staying at home so much :'( lately parent talk to me i dont even bother to look or reply them i just walked away i only good with my broooo
love is never lost. if not reciprocated, it will flow back and soften and purify the heart.
at least be there to wipe away my tears if you're going to make me cry.
you can fall in love in an instant. it's letting go that takes time.
even when I pour my heart out to you, i'm not sure it shows, that I love you more than you'll ever know.
how do you heal a broken heart? I have no idea where to start because everything I do reminds me of you
when you love him - truly love him, how are you supposed to get over him?
i've tried everything possible ... but i just can't. isn't that what true love is?
"a life with love will have some thorns , but a life without love will have no rose"
i've been stucking at homeee for quite some days luh. with th companion of eeyore almost everyday parent think i'm crazy hugging my eeyore here and there but they just dont understand how much i needed someone to be there .
i never feel so weak before i pluck up all my courage and disappointment is what i get in th end
some says i'm stupid but i think i'm not loving someone you must strive your own happpiness just before he's gone but now i know he's gone and gone forever? but i still cant accepttt.
i know i let you down, but is not like that now, this time i'll never let you go :( i will be all that you want to get myself together cause you keep me from falling apart i thought that i have everything i didnt know what life could bring but now i see,honestly you're th one thing i got right :(
if what they say are true, that time heals a broken heart. then tell me why it's taking so long for the healing to start?
i've tried so hard to fight this feelings, i have deep in side for you. while telling my self each day, i must, I must start anew.
i know i should move on, and accept that you are gone. but that is so darn hard to do cause i'm still deeply in love with you.
tomorrow i'll again try to forget you, i pray to god i'll do. but for today I cannot seem to let go, of this undying love I feel for you.
Messedsy&& 4:19 PM
;
eeyer seng seng lie to me lol. me and alicia agree something about him damn po po ma ma de next time sure cannot do big thing de lol
lets me intro you my dearest new lovee ^^ lol kiddinggg my lil bro -.- always ask me post his photo just now still remind me dont type say he ask me put de ask me say he too cute thats why i put -.- wonder how thick skinned he can be lol.
he's from tien sien tua (; a nice guy (: any girl below 16 trust me he can be a good boyfriend lol ^^ i need help him match make le.
been chatting on msn with him ; my cousin ; gene and moreeeee so boringgggggggg.
i dontknow why i'm feeling so xinkuuu -.- stupidd siaa and i believe i will get better in timee (:
Messedsy&& 1:22 AM
;Thursday, November 6, 2008
i no longer pin hopeee
i guess there's just someone making a prank on us.
如果不小心伤害了你 你不要太伤心 因为我真的不是故意 让你受委屈 既然相爱了那么久 不能就这样分手 因为我们的爱来之不易 我真的不想放弃 Baby So Sorry Baby 别 伤 心 我依然爱着你 想着你 别离去 没有你的日子真的好空虚 BABY 在 一 起 BABY 别 哭 泣 我依然疼着你 念着你 我的心 永远属于你 欢子 - 原谅我一次 专辑：愚爱 既然相爱了那么久 不能就这样分手 因为我们的爱来之不易 我真的不想放弃 Baby So Sorry Baby 别 伤 心 我依然爱着你 想着你 别离去 没有你的日子真的好空虚 BABY 在 一 起 BABY 别 哭 泣 我依然疼着你 念着你 我的心 永远属于你 原谅我 这一次 我真的，好想你 不管你离我多么遥远 我会一直等着你 Ha...ha... Oh baby I know you still love me Come Back My lover My lover Baby So Sorry Baby 别 伤 心 我依然爱着你 想着你 别离去 没有你的日子真的好空虚 BABY 在 一 起 BABY 别 哭 泣 我依然疼着你 念着你 我的心 永远属于你 我的心 永远属于你
both of us listening to this song at th same time .
he say he have gave up.but i haven given up :( mayb give up somehow but not totally.
:'(
Messedsy&& 8:37 PM
;
you really wan see me dying then you want come and see me issit ? dont even msg me and all. yeahh you're that heartless
but i'm hurting so deeply insideee
seriously i'm nothing to you ? so even if i go aand commit sucidee now you wouldnt even bother to care issit ? lets see man !
someone is being cute lol i got his ic no S8933***D he say i track him HOW THICK SKINNED CAN HE BE ? boos ~ i miss your nonsense afterall. but hhaas.hopefully you still treat me as friends (;
Messedsy&& 2:04 AM
;Wednesday, November 5, 2008
today after lessonnn rayner came and meet me for dinner. acc him to many places to find dinner for him -.- acc him walk from tamp mall to century square to find places for dinner. then back to tamp mall again then went to mac but no sit so went down to B1 awhile he say want eat all those taiwan food then awhile he say mos burger then settle down already he say yoshinoya ~ at that time i feel like smacking him already luh saw his camp mates at there and what's funny is i know one of his camp mates but i think that he's a bloody fcuker hhaas
then after that we take 72 together. i drop at inter (: then went to top up my ezlink then walk over to plaza downstair meet ben ben then both of us go to roger's shop and slackk
then aftermath ben ben ben went to meet his friend roger went homee i didnt want to tag along with moody feelingg i walk homeeee.
friend been asking me out to slack but i seems so moody mayb later kazhua coming to find me slackkkk
yeahhh ahsenggg is backkk (:
you will leave well even without me isnt it ? you never even ask me on your own you still ask others first so what am i ? what am i ehs ? you tell me yourself! who am i to you ?! nevermind i know i am nothing to you ! but hopefully if you really will think of me please !
Messedsy&& 11:40 PM
;
someone please please tell me what to do
i told my cousin i cant just treat that nothing happenn before and forget about it
its hurting me :( i feel so hurtful,how can i ease th pain :( cutting wrist seems so childish ? so attract attention too.
what can i do ? die ^^ seems so cool.
hhaas.guess i also wouldnt be so dumb.
i know what to do ^^ he will never care again he's that heartless to me !
i'll get better in time?can i ?
i dont have true friends luh :( i only can talk to my eeyores and sometime my cousin. but i dont tell her all my feelings.
i only have eeyores to keep me acc all night and all days long.
BLEEDING ~ th pain overwhelms me (:
Messedsy&& 1:25 AM
;Tuesday, November 4, 2008
this is for you ! for some kay pos out there 你这个妈的发可 dont be so busy body pushing yr nose into other pple matter
loving someone doesnt mean that we have to be together i totally agree with th sentencee i was thinking and thinking suddenly this sentence pop out from th subtile of a drama i am watchinggg
i pinning too much hopes already all i get back is disappointment with all hurtful words and all
yar i dont understand you. you too dont understand me !
you're hurting me so much with yr cold replys asking me to go away as far as possibleee and all
tell me how much its hurts !
HOW I WISH I WISH i just die offf cause th hurts is so unbearableeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee
Messedsy&& 10:47 PM
;
all those hurtful words all those hurtful rejection all those hurtful pain all those hurtful memories
i'll disappear !
i thought i will get stronger after once and once of hurts but NO. i'm still th lousy weak yixianLEE
boos :(
i need to go out i cant croop myself at homeee no no no
i dont want to turn emo
i cant believe anymoreee. no one is there for me to believe anymore everyone is such hypocriteeeeeeeeee
you're th cause of everything you make me lose faith in everything you make me lost trust in everyoneee
i'll be fineee after so many cry too many lies .
someone jio me out i dont want to be rotting at homeee
Messedsy&& 1:40 AM
;Monday, November 3, 2008
just th sight of me irk everyone isnt it ? sorry i dont want to born like this too mayb i going to by hook or by crook make myself prettier? hopefully pple will not get irk by th sight of me by then.
i'm sorry . i only wanted to be love and pamper but i know is hard . i'm tiredd of every single thing you too.
we both have make th desicion (:
no more
not anymore
never again
ended.
bleed,bleed,bleed bleed alot . -.-
where's that someone which i yearn for to stop all my tears ? where you go ?
there's someone only th special one who understand me alot you know all of me . where are you ?
how much i wanted to say no how much i wanted your hold how much i wanted to tell you i miss you how much i wanted you back how much i wanted to stop crying how much i wanted you to take back all you have say how much i wanted you
The Bottom Line Enough with the self-imposed restrictions! Just let yourself go, today. Relax.
In Detail You might think that by giving yourself boundaries you will give yourself more self-discipline. This is definitely not the case, though -- especially today, when you will be better off just letting yourself go. Enough with the self-imposed restrictions! You need some more freedom in your life and you should give yourself that freedom. Don't schedule everything down to the minute. Leave room for spontaneity and last minute ideas -- they're usually the best, anyway.
Messedsy&& 11:01 PM
;Saturday, November 1, 2008
they are so compatible (:
yest meet zhilingg at my house there de traffic light wanted to update my passbook. but then too many pple so acc her to mall cause she wanted to get bubble tea then saw KAZHUAAAAAAA (: more and more handsome and cute lol ^^ keep disturb him then went to 805 to eat (: meet my dearest fat fat bro there also bagay shu shu and yang yi came down too (: then after eating go up plaza cause zhiling want use toilet then slack at plaza awhileee then faster go downnn wait for my lil anan come backk wanted to send him home first but bought him along with me went to meet kazhuaaaa (: peiling was there too.
then th stupid weibin keep disturb my anan lol then slack til 2 plus anan very tired already so i faster send him homeeee
yawns ~ so tireddd my mood was totally SPOILT YEST AND TODAY !
yest was by some lil kids today by one idiot _|_
i can trust no one ! including you !
Messedsy&& 6:17 PM
;
th boyfriend every girl wanted (:
when you break her heart ~ (th pain NEVER really goes away) when she misses you ~ (she's hurting inside) when she says its over ~ (she STILL wants you to be hers) when she re-posts this bulletin ~ (she wants you to read it) when she walks away from you mad ~ follow her) when she stare's at your mouth ~ (kiss her) when she pushes you or hit's you ~ (grab her and don’t let go) when she starts cursing at you ~ (kiss her and tell her you love her) when she ignores you ~ (give her your attention) when she pulls away ~ (pull her back) when you see her at her worst ~ (tell her she's beautiful) when you see her start crying ~ (just hold her and don’t say a word) when you see her walking ~ (sneak up and hug her waist from behind) when she's scared ~ (protect her) when she lays her head on your shoulder ~ (tilt her head up and kiss her) when she steals your favorite hat ~ (let her keep it and sleep with it for a night) when she teases you ~ (tease her back and make her laugh) when she doesn’t answer for a long time ~ (reassure her that everything is okay) when she looks at you with doubt ~ (back yourself up with th TRUTH) when she says that she likes you ~ (she really does more than you could understand) when she grabs at your hands ~ (hold hers and play with her fingers) when she bumps into you ~ (bump into her back and make her laugh) when she tells you a secret ~ (keep it safe and untold) when she looks at you in your eyes ~ (don’t look away until she does) ~ stay on th phone with her even if she’s not saying anything ~ dont let her have th last word ~ dont call her hot, but gorgeous or beautiful is soo much better ~ say you love her more than she could ever love you ~ argue that she is th best girl ever ~ when she's mad hug her tight and don't let go ~ when she says she's OK don’t believe it, talk with her ~ because 10 yrs later she'll remember you ~ call her at 12:00am on her birthday to tell her you love her ~ call her before you sleep and after you wake up ~ treat her like she's all that matters to you ~ tease her and let her tease you back ~ stay up all night with her when she's sick ~ watch her favorite movie with her or her favorite show even if you think its stupid ~ give her the world ~ let her wear your clothes ~ when she's bored and sad, hang out with her ~ let her know she's important ~ kiss her in the pouring rain ~ when she runs up at you crying, the first thing you say is; "who's ass am I kicking today baby?"
