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♥ yixianLEE
22 JAN 1991
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i been sticking with baobaooo so often lately (:

TIRED :(
just finished watching IPman with baobaoo .
i been wanting to watch th show in cinema for so long
but baobaooo hardly got time because he need watch
and finally when he have time , th show also finished showing on cinemas
so on new year eve that dayyyy , i went china town with my familyyy & dad bought th show ^^
save th money instead . lol
and i saw my dearest peck and cos there .

then continueeee and i'm so freaking pissed off
that i fcuking shout at th crowd asking them dont keep push already
my hand already blue black le luh :(

on chu yi (:
wake up , batheee and off we go .
wanted to wear all black on chu yi bbut in th end change to my color block babydoll top :) pair it with my wetlook legging
off we go , go to paipai
is a standard routine for every chu yi .
then went homeee
wait for my dad side pple to comeee
not all of them come
only 1 family.
then we all , all go out eat
lao yu sheng , fish , pepper crayfish & lots more
bill comeee 200 plus
then after eating went seperate ways :)
my mummy side :)
i'm so much closest to them
have fun and all.
then th uncles and aunties play mahjong
i was oh so bored lorr :(

chu er
idle at homeee
relative come and all.
i waited for them to comeee cause must got manner marr lol
then waited for babyy call
he come fetch me :)
slack at his cousin houseeee
and i have to takecare of his niece and newphew
tired :'(
aftermath back to babyy house
then back hhomeee :(

I WILL UPLOAD PHOTO ASAP :))

loveee baobaooooooo .

(:
HAPPY NEW YEAR everyone
wishing you pple in bull year , having good health and prosperity :)
and those who are studying good result in your studiessss.

lately me keep disturb boyfriend by calling him lao de if not bao bao
and he isnt very happy
pouts*

lol.boyfriend not nice de :( no bring me go pian nian lol.
kidding luhhhh
he will bring me there if there's gamblingggggggggggggg

but i only know how to play 21

i going to eat my reunion dinner with family soon (((:
ard late midnight will be going to chinatownnn with family and kor kor and his girlfriend and also uncle later (:
i want sit kor kor honda type r :))))) hees

if future i got license i want buy tiong car ^^ lol.
subaru wrx ? honda type r , etc
okays but dont think only
work to ittttttttttttt.

i miss baobaooooo

baobaoooo is working even on chu xi
no choiceee also.
need yang his exp baby

WELL I'M OFFICALLY 18 (:

i didnt really celebrate my birthday
sorry girls , i ps you all :(
well i just have a meal with my boyfriend (:
and i think is th most happiest thing lerhs
because this is th first time i have a bboyfriend celebrating with me

thanks boyfriend for doing everything for me .
acc me and all.

babby i loveee you .

happy birthday boyfriend's sister (:
her birthday is one day earlier than mine
which means
my birthday wil be tmr (:

but sad thing
i'm not getting excited at all.
not a single bits of excitment:(

i loveeeee my boyfrienddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddd (: muacks

well,i'm happy with yest steamboat session
didnt invite really alot of pple.
mostly close ones lol.
my boyfriend
th cliques standard de .ivon ; rachh ; yvonne ; gail
plus my darling,shirley
plus yvonne's boyfriend manfred
plus daniel
plus vicky
plus ahsenggg,eugene,stanley & joy
& of cause my dearest ah toot cousin,chua ting ting lol.

recieved some pressie yest
from th snail couples yvonne and manfred .thanks
from ting ting :) thanks
from boyfriend :) thanks so much i know you put alot of effort in it.i appreciate it and i really very touched just that i got no ideas what to say . i'm speechless
from ahseng and cos. thanks for th eeyore figurines is awesomeeee,i love it alot
from th girls :) thanks for th cake
from dad :) thanks for th ph :)

will update more tmr or things
i now very no mood update lol

edited th post
yawns
i'm like a mad woman -.-

i slept at 4am plus yest
and i wake up at 8am plus

my time all go haywire already

tonight guess i will be going to meet babyy dearest
then dont sleep all th way til he send me homeee
then ko straight
because tmr i got my mini advanced birthday celebration at homeeee (:
hopefully my friends will give me a call before they come (:

and one good news
BUIDI is outttt (:
yeah
like after 10 months ? lol.
my damn crappy broooo.
cheeriosss

gonna meet him real soon .

boyfriend is such a poor thing.
always acc me til lateeee because he know i hate going homeee early.
then lately he been on course
cant sleep during it
so poor thing can
need wake up earlier,end later
and of all that poor army
he still gonna work .

boyfriend takecare of yourself kays :)
i loveee you luhhh .
muacksssss

my birthday for every year is BORING :(
this year no exception

but i'll be heading to clubbbb,on mayb wed after twelveeee
because my cousin say got ladies night :)))
anyoneeee want acc me ? :(


i want recieve lots of present also ^^
lol.
realistic side of me xD

friends
th mini celebration will be held on 6pm onwards
if you're coming earlier
just give me a call :)))))
thanks guys .

OH YAR
my friends will all be invited to my advanced birthday celebration this coming sat (:
if you guys read my blog pleaseee come ehs
becauseeeee i now dont have ph hard to contact alot of pple so please comeeee
i'll notify you all th time again
and it will only be a plain mini celebration at homeeee :)

9 more days to my 18th
legal ageee man lol.loving it

12jan2009
alcia's birthday
happy 18 darling.
one year and year older.
must know how to think liaos luh .
& is time to find someone to settle down liaos.
and of causeeee always remember yr cousin is always here :)

that idiot came down to my house lol.kiddinggg ting ting
pass her , her pressieeee
tell you damn pretty luh.lol
you can ask her ^^ & of cause believe my taste xD lol.
then afterthat we mrt-ed to buigs.
walk ard and all.
babyy came and look for us :)
walk and all.
and alot luh.lol.
dont mention first cause some is supriseee need wait after my birthday then say de
lol.


my birthday wish list after lots of browsing xD
- my new ph to arriveeee
- a pink ds lite,i really lovee it.any kind soul buy for me ? i'll super like you de lol -.-
- a new and niceee wallet
- a small tote bag
- flats
- psp
- extremeeee eeyoreeeee
- camera casing from cineleisure one of th shop
- incanto heaven perfume
- versace perfume
- gucci by gucci perfumee
- clutch
- m)phosis slipper
- gucci lanyard
- a job for me to settle down .
- me and boyfriend to be better each and every day
- my cliques to meet out often (:
- mum and dad health to be good
- my siblings to be good in their studies.
- me to have prettier face (: sexier figure (: nicer hair

hope alot of my wishlist will fufilllllll.

dear dear is so poor things,
sayyang luh *
he always wake up early then need acc me til so latee also cannot catch a nap or what ,hais
thanks luh babyyy.

will update more tmr :)

many say i shld be contented :(
i told you guys that my ph was down right ?
out of anger i throw my n 80 so hardly that is broken apart
and my 6500s blackout out of sudden,i til now still haven go repair .
and now my dad is getting me a pink f 480 but i'm not happy
because i dont want th ph
and everybody say i shldnt be complaining.because i spoilt my ph just out of anger
and my dad is already being very niceeee by getting me a new ph when i spoil it myself :(
thanks dad.

fri ,
had a tiff with babyyy .
stupid oneee.
he was supposed to fetch me
but because of his probationn he got no time :(
that day i was out with th snail couple ; yvonne and manfred & along with my babyy rachh
we went town .
i'm even yvonne's mannequin for th day,i try th top for her lol -.-
then walk ard and all.
then mrt backkk to hougannggg to ivon's houseeee
and then babyy dearest come and fetch me .
and he ask ivon to tag alonggg
and this is where th shocking part start.
we thought when he ask ivon along
confirm is driveeee lorry
and then we walk to th car park
got this honda civic
we're all discussing about what color
white;yellow;white
and then come to this same honda civic
babyy ask me what color
so i pull him very near to th car and say yellowww.
then he was like okays lorr
ride on th car
i was like so dontwant to care him
cause he always like that de.and the honda civic is his favourite car
though is old car liaos
then i just pull ivon ahead to look for babyy's dad lorry
and then i heard some keys sound.
then he shout where you all going
then me and ivon turned ard
we're like what th fcuk ?
wah why this car etc and alot luhh
we're really shocked out.
then board th car , and off we go to seng seng placeeeee
and we trick him too
and babyy's tail leak out :(
then off we go to old thomson road :)) devils bend.
ivon keep say scary :( make me even more scared
then thennn go to what light houseee thinggg.
then to amk mac houseeeeeeeee.
slack til ard 3 plus i ask babyy to send me and peck homeee first
peck is tireddd after workinggg
and me ? tired of naggings from parent lol.

sat (:
babyy dearest fetch me and siss (:
he fetch us to cineee
then sis went along with her friends
me and babyy went to far east to get my heels (:
bought.left far east ard 5 plus 6 plus .
wah that day go out very "rough" lol.
we buy carpark coupon $10 , babyy top up cash card $10 , then we used 5 carpark coupon ; passby 3 or 4 erp.then from th hyatt carpark park 1 hour only 4.85
like so exp :(
babyyy pump oil and all.
th whole day waste so much money on that stupid car
then went over babyyy's placeee
slackkk.
then backk to my housee ard 7 plus 8
take my things and put at homeee
then go over to 309 to eat
then went over to fetch joel.
then over to babyy's housee take helmettt.
then to babyy's camp to take his bikeeee
his camp damn nice luhhhh,
then aftermathhh we go our own way
joel drivee babyy's honda civic.
then we went over to babyy's placeee
then at nighttt
went sengseng's ahhyii chalet
slackk
damn pretty aloha loyang bungalow
damn big luhhhh.
lol.then slackkk til ard 2 plus 3 plus
babyyy and sengsenggg bring me go eattt .
eat til ard 3 plus 4 plus babyy send me homeeee
that day dear call mummy damn funny.
but still mummy is not th problem .daddy is then th problemmmmm.

sun (:
stay at homeee
supposed to go out with yvoneee
but is too rushhhh
then in th end i went out with dad & family and his godson and future goddaugher-in-law.
we went changi villageee
big feast again
bill up 100 plus
lol.
i'm always having big feast when i'm with dad.

today
happy birthday aliciaaa,tingtingggg.
my closest cousin..
bought her a dresss

eyebag,eyebag still eyebaggg .
insomnia :(
dear is giving me one month from my birthday onward count
to look for job.
so i must faster go find liaos .
i must do what i say

if not is hard to gain dear's trust
and he say he still love me as much (:
thanks love.


today i threw tantrum again :(
dear is trying ways and all to hoax me ?
but he just pissed me off with words.
but still i know why
because he hope i will changeeee
i'm trying .
but i know ask you trust me also hard liaos.

yawns ~
tired but cant sleep yet stupid luh .

stupid me :(
me and dear been very rough with each other
like wrestling each other and all.
and i forget i got long nails
always he make until my nails
i'll blame him :( painful luh
but still he'll sayang me

i'm still like a lil kidd
wanting lots of dear love and attentionnn :)

he been quite tired also
always kana pull by me til late night
then need go camp in early morning
cant sleep during camp also
then booked out need acc his mafan gongzhu again.

i know afterall this
both of us are getting so much better
and you've really so much changes
i appreciate all of it
from th bottom of my heartttt

arghhh
my blog lately
give me rant alot lol.
th post is like so longgg
some may find it boring with no pics and all
pardon me :(

my ph is downnn .

btw today after lessonnn
dear came over to fetch me .
then my sis saw dear
so junjie my sis and dear and me went century square cause they want to have dinnerrrr
then aftermath all of us go walk around
jerlin came over to look for us .
i want to buyy one qibaos
but she give nasty comment
totally pissed me off.
boos .
think only some know th person who give nasty comment is who .
angry :(
then went over to mangoooo .
wanted to buy one top
she gave nasty comment too.

then aftermath go to m)phosis
this is where my agruement started with my sis
not to mention it anymore :(
then i really become very moody liaos
dear is also unhappy with me about it

then he send me over to his placeeee
then both of us play word challenge
with th help of meeee
dear now is almost th same rank as me .
cheerios ~

then ard 11 plus 12 plus
he bought me to seragoon to eat prataaaa (:

birthday is comingggggggggg
15days :)
have you prepared my present lol.
okays stop my nonsenseee
laptop is going to low batt
and i'm really lazy to chargeeee

tatas guys .

i loveeeeeee youuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu

CRY :'(
i'm god damn upset with alot of things
all i know is only cry and cry and cry .
hais . i'm going crazy
my head is going to burst
how can i just wipe off everything from my head
so i wouldnt be feeling this way

i really think i'm suffering from depression man _|_
always thought of die die die
& still DIE.

i must be mad.

i dontknow what to say about my feeling right now :(
so many things to say
how to salvage it ?

i dontknow man ,
i dont have confident anymore.
i want to be love
i'm afraid all of this happiness will end soon.

trust me,
believe that my love for you is truth .

dear,you're missed .

i need to work hard and play hard
time to get a job .
fcuk my life .
censored it
is too shame to let pple know .

my only motivation is starting to lose faith and trust in me i guess
is hard to carry on this way .

your love now seems so far away from me.

or mayb i shld just balance it here and now sank deeper?
dear tell me what to do .

i loveee you sincee juneee10.
searching back
it seems to fast we're already together for 6 months going 7 months .

love is not a easy thing esp when you're in a r/s .

today me and boyfriend have stupid agruement that mayb lead to a verge of breaking.
okays is my fault for being unreasonable
pestering him to bring me out and dont go work.
i know i'm not a good girlfriend
but i just want his companion.
in th end.he give in so much
didnt go work
bring his princess out lol.
thanks for doing so much
though we're still wondering whether we're really right for each other :(

went buigs
go qism shop
bought a top/dress?no ideas lol
is nicee ^^
qism give me discount
love her to th max .
saw my peckk and gail also.

i'm so going to date my girls out together
really very long we didnt go out liaos .
but everybody is like busy with their own stuff

i just self-reflect myself.
seriously i fcuking hate my life man :(
is been 6 months plus of rotting
no work no study .
what th hell am i doing ?
i everyday wake up
either play computer
if not go out .
totally no aim for my lifeee
like fcuk me man.
i guess i going to work first bah
cause i really no mood study :(
though i know now in singapore cert is very impt
give me one more year
i'll study hard for th cert .

i been always sleep late :(
i envy pple that can sleep early.
because i always got that fear feeling if i sleep earlier then 12 plus or 1 plus in th night
is like what th :(
hais . stupid right ?
i also want sleep early luhhhhh.
iyo . i want go eat sleeping pills liaos . go consult doctor.

been very headache lately :(
many things in life make me detest myself for th happenning
but i got no ideas how to stop it .

i need listening ears .
someone to stand by me
someone to believe me
someone to care for me
someone to be there for me
:(

cai bu dou.

i hope & i wish & i guess i'll be much happier this year .
being pamper by bf (:
thanks.i really feel so dote by you lately.

17 more days to my birthday
no ideas where to go yet
boyfriend suggest steamboat at homeee
and ask my friends along.
but i scared it will be oh so boring to be homeeee

i wanted to celebrate by asking friends to join me in clubs
but most of my cliques are still 17.not 18 :(

some suggest chalet
but no money no chalet :(

sis say she will get me birthday cake from tcc
heard only lol.

i really want to hit th club man
but that applied only if boyfriend agree
and of cause with him tagging along lol.
if not i sure buay zidong de lol.

my birthday wishlist
- nitendo ds lite pink ? lol.i like th pink one.anyone be a kind soul ?
- sexy clothes & dress
- nice clothes
- new handph :( mine is spoilt
- VAIO LAPTOP ? day dreaming
- boyfriend's love
- killer heels
- charles and keith tote bag / m)phosis tote bag
- coach wrislet
- extreme big eeyoreeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee
- fred perry top
- contact lens :)
- dad and mum to love me :(
- be more cold hearted,being soft hearted is so cruel to myself
- be more femineeeee.
- incanto heavennnn
- versace perfumeee.
- be prettier and have better figureeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee

my mood now is damn shag
is obvious you're ticking off me
but i guess you got no rights to do that
i'm tolerating all th shits
say whatever you like.
i know myself.
you're so fakeee
being a double head snake.
if you think i'm talking about you.yes you're th one then
i do self reflect on myself.
so do worry
and fcuk you _|_

hais.sorry for those words i'm really not in th mood :'(
i'm humans i have feelings too.
i'm not numb
but you numb me with all stupid shits.

i miss dear :(

i'm going to be 18 in 18 days lol.
cool (((:

finally i am a grown up :)

some random pic taken yest (:
most of it taken by ahsenggg .


bf and me.i'm wearing sexyback dress.lol.








&&&& of cause th bbq chef of th day (: lol.

aftermath alicia came over to meet us with her boy.
but sadly her photo with her boys i never resize so haven upload.lol
then of causee i saw my dearest LITINGGGGGG
i love her to th max man !
lol.then slack ard
call my mum and told her i will be homeee lateeee
then ard 2 plus 3 plus me and bf and cos went to bedok simpang eat
the ard 4 plus bf send me homeeee

he bought me gift yest (:
so niceeeeeee