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♥ yixianLEE
22 JAN 1991
love dancinggg ♥.
i am in love with my boy ♥ BOON LEONG
you ought to be th one til the end
& i'm going gaga over you
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FCUK FCUK FCUK MAN :'(

i'm fucking suffering from sleepless night
yest i sleep at 6am and wake up at 10 am
til now i cant sleep
kill me man.
is so torturing not being able to sleep :(

i appreciated yr love all along
you're love

i'm freaking tired :(

i reach homee yest ard 6am
in th middle of night ard 2am dad bring me and my two lil bro and mum to mustafa
walk ard bought some maggi mee
then ard 4 plus went to kovan mac to eat
lol
our family got nothing better to do lol
kidding
eat til ard 5 plus
go homeee
i washed up and all.
then sleep ard 6 plus
damn tiredddd
KO straighttt.
lol.

then dream and wake up and all.


then ard 2 plus 3 in th noon
dad come in my room shout -.-
ask me wake up dont sleep liaos
lol.

SPOILT my dream


someone say he going to bring me to marina barrage fly kitess ^^
wee ~
never really fly kiteeee
but not sure when also lol

na na na
no ideas for later plans :(

thought of playing mahjonggg?
anyoneee?

I'M like so freaking tireddd but i just dont want go sleep .
i dontknow why .
guess is because of that feeling
thh empty feeling :(
th feeling always come during nights

soon there will be pinic with my cliques at some random beach which i dontknow where yet and no ideas who is goinggg
but if anyoneee want to tag alongg with us
i guess jolly welcomeeee
we have to bring food and of causeeee ourself ^^

i want mahjong sessionn with my darlings; gail ivon AGAIN
but need pple to guideee me
if not i no need win de :(
i'm a noob still
i want learn mahjongggg .lol

steamboat sessionnn sure must got sengg alonggg lol.
he's a good eater .
he help me clear my food and clear my plates and all
make him a good husband hurr? lol
wah i'm like advertising him sia lol
but is th fact luh . not boasting or something

i been quiteeeee vain lately xD
lol.been trying and thinking of ways to make myself prettier
very sians of my this look liaos -.-
guess i'll be going to BRACED after chinese new year
if not i cannot enjoyyy my niceeee food and going to suffer th pain of braces
so be wiseeee lol

i'm going to be 18 soon
yippes
really very happyyyyyyyyy
but no ideas how to celebrateee
guess invitee my friend to my house for steamboat ?
seems so boring lol.
no choiceeee.
want book chalet or bbq pit think too late liaos
and parent dont want help fork money out .lol

i'll only look forward to pressieeeeeeeeeee
lol.
realistic hurr?
ps humans being are all realistic lol.

lately i been addict on pet society
thanks to someoneee lol
and also th word challenges

btw yest went ecp with bowennn ((;
we went for stroll and all.
then run to mac to get a small cake for dad
reachh homee ard 2 am
i wait til 3am going sleep liaos
dad still haven come backk .
wait til 4 plus 5 am then he come backk
i faster go light th candles and all
ask my bros help me take th cake out
then th three of us sing him birthday song
my sis sleep like dead log liaos lol
happy birthday DADDDY (;

many things , many mixed feeling , many words.


























loveees

is never good when you're misunderstood.

i now need just take good care of myself.
might be starting work soon also.
just work and i wouldnt have to think much .
never work my brain never work -.-

i'm glad we still have a chat
though is a cold and "stranger" one?
i appreciateeee
thanks.

words are hurting
but that prove somethinggg
you dont understand me.
neither do i understand myself.

i loveeee you.BIBI

guess will be going to stay at my cousin house
to relieve myself i guess?

hais .
i loveee blinggggggggggg blinggggggg stuff
now i have bling bling nails ^^
thanks to my cousin
lovee her manyyy manyyyyyyy

i was chatting with my bro just now
he been upset over girls -.-
no ideas
my bro is uphappy
and so i explained
we cant blame her nor him
just blame ourself
is us who fall in love with th opposite party
we cant expect anything backkk

i'm starting to understand lifes.

thanks B (:
is because of you i know all thisss


loveee you.



















i'm tryinggg so hard to put a strong image of me infront of you
trying to say all harsh word and all.
trying to make myself like a bitch
but all that have a reasonnnn

you dontunderstand me.



my heart is broken
yours too.
i guess neither of us want it

miss my babyyy

MERRY X'MAS everyoneeee ((:
happy birthday to my sis (:

my christmas wish never fufil :(
my nice ; rich & handsomeee boyfriendd.lol
so saddeningggg

my sis turn older today :( 19 liaos
lol
very fast i also going 18 (:
HIT TH DANCE FLOOR lol

now waiting forr peeps and all to comeee
steam boat and party at my houseeee
those who know my sis are all welcomeeee
BUT COME ALONG WITH HER BIRTHDAY PRESENT HORR.
no present dont comee lol

my heart is numb :((

remember th song
you're still th one,i open for you at marina barrage
th song i sang to you on ph

i'm yearing to ~

so many problem lately :(
fcuk it,i'm a troublemaker
nb.

I WANT TO LEARN DANCINGGGGGGGGGGGGG

i now chat with gene in msn (:
i told him i want be those sexy girl dancing hot in club de
he ask me go learn
and he say i got potential lol ~
cheerios
i want to learn dancinggggggggg

i want to meet my loves loveeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee
tmr (:
to see him pull myself out of th bed also nevermindd lol

wah i'm so in to club and all
JIALAT
next time find bf sure must thosee allow de xD
lol.i want ask my friend help me finddd th dance school first .

i want go TAIPEI LUXY clubb

22dec got underageee
i think i cant wait patiently for one month liaos
anyone want ?
hhaas.

i wouldnt let you down my loves
let start anew can we? :(
hais

words are hurtinggg.

hais :(
why we're in love and cant be together.

today i'm out with my peckkkkkkkkk
went caiyun house meet her
and nb
we're so coupley -.-
we both wear black tank top &&& black mini skirt.
lol.
cool ?
then aftermath to buigs
then homee.

iya :(
i'm confusedddddddddddddddd
save me.
lovinggg you stillllllllllllll
but but but
.....

i know you wouldnt die without me .
neither will i anymore.
iknow you still love me , come backkk.
hais.my wishful part of thinkinggggggggggggggggggggggg


yawns :(

on thurs ,
was out with gene and jason and kerou (:
aftermath gene acc me homeeee.til my house downstair
thanks gene ^^

on fri ,
rot at homeee first
then my aunt and uncle came along .lol
then i bathe and prepareeee
meet him for a movieeee at amk
twilight was an awesomeeeeeeeeee show (:
greattttttttttttttttttttt
then after that bused back to hougang
acc him over to 327 to eat
then meet up with ahxingggggggggg and cos.
then aftermath slack til 2 plus
he send me homeee.

today :(
dontknow later go where .
i'm freaking boreddd
and i been sneezinggggggggggggggggg.
fcuk it .

i'm happy
my house 4 lcd flat screen tv will come on monday ^^
got new curtain also
but i'm not sure when it will ariveeee
but this time i choose roller type sameee with my B.

i still need sometimeeeeeee (:

gene is been funny .lol.
he ask me go townnnnnnnn.see if any better guy will take no from me lol.
so funnyyy,but this year i hasnt been behaving so need wait til next year bah
so sadddddddddddddd

yeahhh i'm going to 18
woots .
happy happy happyyyy

MUM,been asking bout you
what you want me to say :(
i dare not tell mum bout th break up.

fcuk man
i going crazyyy
thanks to you :(

hais.you change so much.
you're so scary after hearing from all yr friends.
but still i miss you.

is time to get rid of you in my heart .

east coast park ; cosy bay ; mount faber ; henderson waves ; sentosa
memories with you will be lock up.
never will i let it flow up on to my mind again :(
you let me down

i know too much ugly past of yours :(
thanks for telling me friends.

you dontknow how to treasure me
i dont mind yr past
i dont mindd you having case and all
i dont care what pple say about you , i always stand by you
when pple ignore you dont care you,i'm th first one to be there for you :'(
i did so much .
many more but better not to list .
is not too nice to let pple knoww.
til now i'm still leaving face for youuuuuuu.

but til today
pple told me all this .
i told them i dont minddd,just let me know
after i know i pretend i'm alrighttt
but i'm crying like a fool.
FOOL ~

why am i doing this ?
because of loving you.
but i never regret

i choose you over someone so much better
i never even regret beforeee
but now i guess i shld really regret .
but i'm still missing everything
why ?

baby, i stay in love with you

dying inside cause i can't stand it
make or break up
can't take this madness
we don't even really know why
all i know is baby i
try and try so hard
to keep our love alive
if you dont' know me at this point
then i highly doubt you ever will
i really need you to give me
that unconditional love i used to feel
it's no mistaking
we're just erasing
from our hearts and minds
and i know we said let go
but i kept on hanging on
inside i know it's over
you're really gone
it's killing me
cause there ain't nothing
that i can do
baby, i stay in love with you

and i keep on telling myself
that you'll come back around
and i try to front like 'oh well'
each time you let me down
see i can't get over you
now no matter what i do
baby, baby
i stay in love with you

na na na na na na na na na
na na na na na na na na na
na na na na na na na na na

baby, i stay in love with you

it cuts so deep
it hurts down to my soul
my friends tell me
i ain't the same no more
we still need each other
when we stumble and fall
how we gon' act
like what we had
ain't nothin' at all

what i wanna do is
ride shot-gun next to you
with the top down like we used to
hit the block
....................
we both know our heart is breaking
can we learn from our mistakes
i can't last one moment alone

we said let go
but i kept on hanging on
inside i know it's over
you're really gone
it's killing me
cause there ain't nothing
that i can do
baby, i stay in love with you

and i keep on telling myself
that you'll come back around
and i try to front like 'oh well'
each time you let me down
see i can't get over you
now no matter what i do
baby, baby
i stay in love with you















i stay in love with you :((

i think like what they say
i shld erase you off my life
instead of you erasing me off yr lifeeeeeeeeeeee
:'(

swwd,give me timeee alright.

:(
i'm upset very upset .
why he always misunderstood me
he choose not to believe me :(
i dontknow why i'm always that kind of girl he choose not to believe :(
iya fine fine fineeeeeeeeeeee

i dont want to cry over and over again.

but is hurting me so much :'(

i want to go some nice place and relax myself :(

i want to buy car ~~~~~~~~~~~~
HONDA CIVIC TYPE R.chio but exp :(
kor kor owning one now .
he one month pay until out of breatheeee lol.

grrr ~ nevermind that want i still cant afford
mayb EG6 (:
i want eg6 then th other old honda civic man i dont want esi and all.
iyoooo
i'm so fickle minded lol.
awhile i wan dad's estimaaa
awhile i want vios

oh i been mad about car latelyyyyyyyyy
dontknow when kor kor going malaysia run again
i was take my passport go with him and his future wifeeeeeeeeee
i want go
i want go
i want goooooooooooooooooooooo

i'm sleepy but dont want sleep first :(

love is a kind of thing that i cant explained using words :(
time is all th both party need to reach out for each other.
i miss you.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY GENE GENE ^^
&&&&&&&&&&&
happy 6 months dearest
only if we're still together.

today went out with th usual bunch (:
firstly
SUKI SUSHI at plaza
is been a long time since i eat there
th food is still th same -.-
lol.OILYYYYYYYYYYY

then babyy rachh came over and meet us
then to compass point to meet up with shirley darlinggggg
then all of us down to buigssssssssss
slack ard and all.
everyone get something but none really caught my eye :(
except for a leopard hoodies
but is really HOT .lol.

then backkk to hougang
to meet up with mr no good.
lol.acc him eat
then he send me homeeeeeeeeeeeeee

heys guys
i'm looking for job
you work that day straight get pay that kind :(
me and my friends are in need of money
my dearest girl.
not to mention name (:

i'm angry :(
i dontknow why.

some guys out there are really freaking despo
realistic bastard
go for pretty girls only.
i mean that is human natureee
but i'm just unhappy about it.
i mean you guys dont have to like got this pretty girl then you all go liaos
in th end leh ?
they play you all
you all come back to your all de friend .

what is that ?
you think what my friend your spare tyre?
NB lorr you

angry angry angry :(

i'm finding pple to do freelanceee job with me ?
anyoneeee interested?
but we need go down orientation first
and age must be aboveeee 17 (:

sometime i really agreee with what my parents say
dong xi ke yi ruan chi dan hua bu ke yi ruan jiang.

hais.
i dontknow luh .
i'm so freakingggg confuseddd
being nice to you and you say i'm like a lil sis supplying love to you ?
what thats man ?
i'm a girlfriend before but why will you say i'm a lil sis supplying love for you ?
thats hurts man.
is torn apart .

well i'm super hungry :(
i shld have go out to eat with gene
but th gei kiang me
in th end no need go.

thanks gene ^^
for wantingg to do me this favourrrrrr

i'm so freaking tired today :(

went out with laopo singyee today
then of cause meet up my dearest peck and babyy rachh too.
went to change my hoodies
try for babyy rachh ; ivon and singyee laopo and bowen to see.
is like SEXY lol.
superrr in loveeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee with my hoodies

try peck peck shop's clothes too
i'm in love with one of th top
but i'm like oh so broke liaos :(
then went wisma and taka and all.
then back to far east plaza to meet up with my girls.

they are th happy pills of my lifeeeeeee (:
then back to centre point to wait for babyy rachh to so call knock off from work lol
she damn cb de lorr
then slack at mac
cause i was superly tiredd

then backk to hougangggg
yawns

slack and all.
bored daoooooooooooooo.

idiot mr no good dont want send me homeeeeeeee lol

yawns ~
today i'm awaken by drilling sound and all.
tiredddd.

boos :(
will everything get better in time ?

went out with my family today ^^
CHANGI VILLAGE THERE FOR DINNER
with all my aunt and all.
and mr no good say i didnt jio him go.
seems funny if i'm having family dinner i ask my friend tag along?
my aunt sure anyhow think .

dad been promoting me infront of my aunt -.-
everyone say i very wu seh lol
cause i smash my ph on th floor.
everyone say i too rich liaos
ph like that throw
they ask my dad buy me 8250 how throw also wouldnt so easily spoilt
what th fcuk right ?

NA NA PO them lol.

tmr i will be going out with my laopoooo
long time since i meet her.
super miss her lorr.

bored daooooooooooooooooooooooooooo

come back to me
i miss you

never will i give you up again !
i will hang on !

my blog is private for just a day
due to some stupid nonsense

but everything is settle liaos

everything is @#$%^&*()
dont ask me why .

karma .
i deserve it .
i accept it.

everything is not th same anymore
i'm th one insisting and all.

blame no one.
no one is at faultttt

stay strong .

today went out with dad's god son ^^
my kor kor.
super in love with his car HONDA type R
he tell dadd ask him let me go with kor kor they all to see race and all in th future in malaysia.
dad look down on me :(
cause kor kor know i'm kind of interested in car ^^
is because of you i have interest in alot of thing :(
then daddy say kor crazy
say i girl and all
do this kind of thing funny
i want go learn car
then borrow kor's car

HIS VTEC POWERFUL
we went jalan besar there to get lighting for my houseee
got one stupid lancer evo want run with him
BOOS ~ lancer lose to kor car
bought th lighting and all

home sweet homeeee
then prepare and meet my dearest COUSIN ~
betty chua ting ting lol
walk ard town
and i finally get th hoodies i want YIPEEEEEEEEEEE ~
hhaas.

aftermath we go cineee slack for awhileee
then she left for her tamp i left for my hougang
reach hougang
on th way walk homeee
saw mingzheng and cos.

then i meet up with one red eye idiot xD
opps.ps.takecare of yourself luh .
then i told him how i going to dress my hoodie with
he nag as usual.

i doneee alot.
i give my best
i dontknow what more can i do
i dont deserve it , do i ? :(

ivon peck
thanks for talking me out.
thanks my dear

DA YI MA visit ~
i was telling gail and babyy
my blood seems so freeflow luh.
fcuk it.

painful :(
da yi ma arh da yi ma.
dont make me so miserable leh ~ lol

i'm mad man.
wake up early againnn today :(
but manage to catch a one hr sleep in th noon.
yawns ~

tonight i'm going to sleep early liaos man .
was blog hoppinggg.
childish pple is always so freeee
spamming pple blog like nobody's buiness.

ARH! i need a job man :(
to kill time
to earn money
to shut someone's mouth .
lol. JOB JOB JOB.

1months 18days
&&& i'll be offically 18
hoorays ~
i can go club offically be then
can watch M18 show
alot alot alot of thing legally.
and of causeeee i'll be able to go to macau casinooo LEGALLY with my dad and sis soon againnnn .
hhaas.
being 18 is good ^^
i thought of having a chalet or bbq pit
but mum and dad say is so troublesomeee :(
and i dontknow whether loves got th time to spare for me
to drive me here and there to get things
chalet is definitely a NO already
because is near lunar chinese new year .
but mayb a bbq pit ^^
discuss with parents and loves again bah (((:

YOU'RE STILL THE ONE (:

such a boring day for me :(
my house is still painting in progress
from mon til now
thats why i been walking up early
and and and
FINALLY tmr is th last day of paintinggg

CHEERS ~
hhaas
two day since we last met :(
and we will be meeting on fri :)
i miss you loves*

went for lesson as usual :(
my da yi ma come at th wrong time
#$%^& freaking painful :(
had panadol to make myself feel better .
indeed so much better

thennn went to marinaa to meet up with th normal clique.
but this time with qism's boyfrienddd
i cant stop but only envy those lovely dovey ^^ qism and nerd.
damn sweet luh they too
and qism is super thick-skinned.
lol.keep self-praise her own babyy lol.
but is just make pple envy them luh so sweet hhaas.

ivon,cheer up (:
everything is going to be alright .
love is not something that can be forceeeeeeeeeeee
forcing lead to nothing .
i'll always be there for you.
muacks

he's been sweet today (:
melt my heart*

loves loves.

dont dwell in th past , for our future work hardd.

i love it when he dancee
cause i sure laugh my ass off.

my ph is !@#$%^&*
because i'm angry and i throw it hard on th floor
damn parts and pieces of th ph all drop out xD

ps i'm rough.

loves is working now :(
i miss you .

1months20days
18 soon ^^

MOVE MOVEE SHAKE SHAKEEE ~
currently addict to this songgg

my house been painting latelyyy
so i always wake up as early as 8am
and i always sleep at 4 am 5 am in th morninggg

not enough sleep
cause me to look chao lao :(

must get more sleep man @#$%^&
loves been asking me to sleep more too.

now only me and my fish not working @#$%^&*()
na na po

find work soon man !@#$%^&*

gene is right
money is everything
without money
we're as good as nothing

:( tired.

i long for yr return (:
miss you.
muacks