;Tuesday, March 31, 2009
i just got my things (:
my pink hard drive
my new amd processor 4gbram cpu
my new cannon 638 printer
happy happy
there's a matter making us all very tulan right now .
i wouldnt defeat trust me
Messedsy&& 5:26 PM
;Friday, March 27, 2009
me and babyy clear up all the shit thing in between us yest (:
feel so much better to have him back (:
i just love him so much :)
babyy just came over my place and we watch dvd and have lots of nonsense.
th show is damn freaking stupid hhaas.
i miss babyyy posing those cat on youtube , make me laugh and all. make my day so well.
yawns ~
feeling abit tired.
hopefully i can sleep.
sat babyy is on duty :( anyone date me out on sat ??
Messedsy&& 2:52 AM
;Thursday, March 26, 2009
I'M A HAPPY GIRL (:
this coming monday i will going to buy my amd processor CPU that cost 1300 or more
because is for normal gaming and normal works
not as good as my new desktop de cpu luh , intel i 7 freaking exp
intel is chopping people
but i will try out amd this time round (:
and a new printer
cannonn 628 or what . cost 300 plus (:
&&&& most imptly a harddrive
and it will be a pink babyy (: with pink casing . 100 plus
i will going to simlim with kor kor i think .
think i going to ask mum alongg.
cause we buy thing most of the time pay cash ~
happy happy girl with new stuff
Messedsy&& 10:09 PM
;Tuesday, March 24, 2009
a girl wont cry easily, only when she
loves you the most, she put down her
ego.
guys, if a girl cries because of you
please hold her hands firmly, she's
the one who would stay with you for
the rest of your life.
guys, if a girl cries because of you,
please dont give her up, maybe because of
your decision, you ruin her life.
When she cry right in front of you,
when she cry because of you, look into
her eyes, can u see n feel the pain and
hurt she's feeling?
think....
which other girl have cried with pure
sincerity, infront of you, and because of
you?
she cry not because she is weak, she
cry not because she want sympathy or pity,
she cry, because crying silently is no
longer possible, the pain, hurt, and
agony have become too big a burden to
be kept inside...
guys, think about it...
if a girl cry her heart out to you, and
all because of you, its time to look
back on what you have done, only you will
know the answer to it. you might have
indirectly the cause of her changing
in person!
do consider it. cause one day....
it may be too late for regrets,
it may be too late to say "im sorry".
to my friends...
ponder this message seriously.
dont do this to a girl,
you may regret for the rest of your
life. maybe in your life, she's the
only one that love YOU the most. and
you ended up HURTING her the most!
remember i post this before ?
now i'm posting this again
is to let someone know .
i'm still waiting
been playing word search ~
need to use my eye for very long
i'm going to buy a new cpu ^^
another desktop for l4d ~
bb,imu
Messedsy&& 1:56 AM
;Sunday, March 22, 2009
went for my nephew birthday (: kaikai
so cute when he call me ahyi
and my bro jiujiu hhaas
pinch pinch him luh.
some pic of today
(:
my uncle and aunties been complaining i slim down alot
i say i kana torture no food too eat xD lol
shou xing gong (: lol he's 2 year old
he dont have two front teeth because he fall down :( poor thing
sayang luh.
some of me and xiao cai de photo and kaikai
end .
yawns .
i been feeling tired.
sleep too little le :(
by th way next three week dontknow when will be going club with ah chua and mayb my friend (:
Messedsy&& 11:36 PM
;
I WANT TO GET MARRY ~
at th age of ard 22-23 (:
i want a husband who is handsome , rich , faithful to me , pamper and love me alot.
anyone want me ?
I MISS BOMBA so much :(
whenever i'm sad he will cheer me up.
i'm upset now :(
bomba where are you .
i promised i wouldnt be rude to you anymore :(
pple only learn to treasure when things are goneee :(
but what if things are gone forever?
you make a choice
is either a harsh decision one , if not it will be a forever one
tell me you wouldnt regret .
everyone got their flaws dear
it will not change immediately
it take times
but you've gave me th courage to ...
chating with bot bot , zhuzhu and andy in msn now.
going to sleep soon
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=469cXOUk0Ig
i been listening to this song lately
pitbull song is always nice i assume lol
lyrics
[Pitbull]
Young Boss, Miss Trina, Pitbull
Let's show them how we keep down
I party like a rockstar,
Look like a movie star,
Play like an all star,
Fuck like a pornstar,
Baby I'm a superstar,
Always posted at the bar
Always with couple boss
Maybe I'm just that that raw
Dawg check your resume
I hit something everyday
Ask about me n' dey say
That chico run M.I.A
Pitbull and young boss
That's fire
Go girl work it out
'Til u tire
Just tryin' to pay your tuition
Liar
My corner is like HBO's wire
So please don't play no games
And baby don't say no names
And we can do this one more again
Next time you can bring your friends
So get your friends
And I get my friends
And we can be friends
Do this every weekend
[Pre-Hook]
We can hit your place
We can hit my place
She's on my top 8
I bagged her off of myspace
[Chorus]
Go girl [x8]
Shake them dice and roll them [x2]
When they ask u what's that dance
U say that's the hustle man
[Young Boss]
Girl I wanna know your name
Girl who u be?
Don't care with who you came
As long as u leave wit' me
What's you sippin' on?
I buy you a drink
Get u one of them shiny things
Your Girl pick pink
I see those Jimmy Choos
Those Vera Wangs
I luv the way u work
Girl do your thing
U see my stunna shades
I'm like a star
My click is full of ballas
We at the bar
So go get your friends
And I get my friends
And we can be friends
Do this every weekend
[Pre-Hook]
We can hit your place
We can hit my place
She's on my top 8
I bagged her off of myspace
[Chorus]
[Trina]
Diamond princess
I make them bus quick
Man I back it up
Like a Mack Truck
[heavy breathing]
Don't talk about it boy
Be about it boy
I got them girls boy
Turn out your girls boy
I'm talking freak nig
I'm like a freaky shit
Cuz you're my freak
So get your friends
And I get my friends
And we can be friends
Do this every weekend
[Pre-Hook]
Go girl [x8]
Shake them dice and roll them [x2]
When they ask u what's that dance
You say that's the hustle man
is 4.30 am now
i'm chatting with zhuzhu
she always make my day
tmr i'm going woodlands
mayb after that meeting zhuzhu for l4d
Messedsy&& 3:20 AM
;Saturday, March 21, 2009
my bro is back from china , visiting my ah gong ~
i miss my ahgong so much :(
my bro bought me a panda guess how much its cost ^^
this is th lipgloss my sis help me buy from watsons
back from supper with my family .
you mean nothingi wouldnt ever let what pple say affect me again and again .
DONT TELL ME YOU'RE FLAWLESS
you sucks
Messedsy&& 1:38 AM
;Monday, March 16, 2009
is been a long time since i upload photo ~
some photo of today
my eye is so itching now :(
i'm missing my babyy boy ~
yest went for suping's birthday
so bored there
so ask dear come fetch me
then to his place then meet seng and stan
that two idiot xD make us wait lol
then while waiting me and boyfriend very bored
so we play childhood gameee , damn funny
and boyfriend hit me until my hand red :(
then today went for dinner with my family
then to my aunt place to have mahjong session
then now homeee
Messedsy&& 1:15 AM
;Saturday, March 14, 2009
is late ~
boyfriend sure nag me so late still not asleep yet xD
i'm missing him already though we just parted from each other few hours ago .
today went for movie date ~
COMING SOON
it totally freak me out _|_
almost cry
first one i call is gail .told her i watch th show
she say she dontwant watch le. hhaas
update more tmr . sissy is nagging .
UPDATED
yest boyfriend bring me go cyber creation with my lil bro to play lan (:
L4D (((:
love loveeee
then home at ard 2 pluss
today
i'm super on fire
i dont want to go to see that BLACK FACE _|_
but parent kpkb and all
so i have to cancel my date with babyy and his mum
hais . so aftermath i will be going down to suntec to meet babyy and his mum
Messedsy&& 4:26 AM
;Thursday, March 12, 2009
i doubt so ...
Messedsy&& 2:55 AM
;Wednesday, March 11, 2009
PISSED OFF
super moody
chatting with my dearestt zhuanna now in msn
days been so boring for me
fcuk i really need a job _|_
went out to slack with fish and peck today
then to plaza for their meal , buidi and cos came along
then ard 9 plus i intend to go over and meet boyfriend
reach there ard 10, he play his psp i play my L4D.
BOOS :(
now he hardly bring me out .
then homee was next
life is freaking boring
and i learn friends are untrustableee.
all are hypocritee right zhuanna?
Messedsy&& 3:08 AM
;Tuesday, March 10, 2009
home sweet homeee ((;
today went to visit junxing at th hospital
so heart wrenching to see him like that :(
i almost dontknow is him can ?
( mayb i abit too kua zhang)
but seriously very upset luh.
get well soon kays (:
best friends.
then jiaxin , baby donavan and jessie cameee
me and yvonne left ard 7 going to 8 .
then we mrt to amk
change bus to hougang eat
both of us super hungry :(
then reach plaza eat last time our standard tom yum fish lol.
standard drop so much _|_
then when up plaza find zhilinggg
saw zhenyong and cos.
then ard 9 plus very sians liaos .
so me and yvonne went cheers buy tibits.
i went to find boyfriend , she went homeee
i want to work ~
MONEY MONEY MONEY ~
roll to my pocket lol.
Messedsy&& 2:50 AM
;Monday, March 9, 2009
I'M SICK :(
but now sweating feeling better
cause my fever gone off abit
now waiting for my babyy loveee comeeee meet me awhileee.
he tmr got camp still want comeee find me (:
babyy , i loveee you.
let me explain why i'm sick . hhaas
thanks to ivon peck and rachh goh.
fri,ard 9 plus faster pack my clothes and bus to compass meet up with fish , rachh , peck
then mrt-ed to buigs.
babyy meet us there .
celebrate qism's birthday
cut cake and all.
then ard 12 plus .
babyy drove all of them back to hougang .
then we slack at hougang for awhile
then babyy drove us to kaki bukit to meet up with caiyun
then slack at her pub til 2 plus
at first i want go homeee de.
but no mood so i went up change my shoe then go meet up with ivon and rachh and caiyun
babyy went homeee and i went out with them
cabbed to punggol marina .
then they sing and drink and all.
til 4 plus we cabbed back to hougang 327.
slack til 5 plus
bus back to peck's housee.
okays i fall sick when i'm at her house
cause this two idiot.
they dont let th fans turn
so one of th fan was blowing at my face , another one was blowing on my body
can you imagineee.early in th morning sure cold they two still let th fan "chui si"
lol.
okays luh. cant partly blame them is because i too weak le .
then ard 7 plus
we faster bus to kovan
meet up with gail and shir in th mrt
th three of us are like walking zombies can .
awake for more than 24 hours -.-
then faster hurry to nafa for ivon test at 9.30
i'm so like tired luh.
we went for one hour for l4d while waiting
then to star buck to slack.
i dozed off for a few min on th tableee.
i'm super tired.
then ard 1 plus 2
babbyy want to fetch me
cause i'm complaining i'm tired and all.
so i mrt to buigs
because he need to siam erp thanks to his stupid iu that's spoilt
then meet him at sim lim.the weather is freaking hot.
i hate to be in th sun
somemore i super tired.
even more pek chek
thought meet him le can go his place sleep awhile
in th end he spray his bike and all :(
for hours luh .
ard 5 like that then go over to his placee.
chatted with his sis awhile
i go batheee
wanted to sleep awhile but my hair is wet.
but hack care try to sleep feeling so pc .
then cant sleep.ard 6 plus want go out le .
go baby's bike then
what th fcuk bike cant start
waste time :(
then ard 1 hour
use his dad's lorry sua
then to his uncle place eat first
cause i hasnt been eating for 1 day ? only one pathetic prata in th morning
chicken chop
then down to qism chalet
bought her some chocalates cause last min dontknow what to get
at first i suppose to ton de.
but really cant take it .
body feeling weak..sneeze and feverish
so homee was next .
reach home ard 12
then my bro bug babyy for prata so out again
reach homee ard 2 .
slack 10-15 mins babyy went off
i went to sleep
nightmare
cry,call babyy :(
then babyy send me sweet msg to coax me
then fall asleep ard 3 all th way til this noon 4 plus :(
today,
wake up not long , bathe still feeling sick
then head to kovan as my lil bro need get his soccer boots.
then to tamp for zi char with my uncle and cousin.
then ard 8 dad send 4 of his child homee first
while he and mummy go for mahjong session at my aunt place.
i loveee babyy
Messedsy&& 12:50 AM
;Friday, March 6, 2009
pouring out my sorrow on ivon , sorry darling
but thanks for being my listening ear
i loveee you darlinggg.
i know , she's someone who will be there for me when i need a pair of ear.
she didnt give me much comment
but at least i know she is there to listen to me.
thanks so much .
i really feel much better after saying things out . at least i know when everyone leave me alone
she wouldnt .
first time i really feel somebody standing by me .
hearing me say .
dontknow why when i'm typing all this tears fall from my eye .
well,i'm too emotion le i guess.
ivon peck , wo ai si ni le
i'm going to start work very soon i guess.
i'm going to interview soon at outram (:
my friend ask me to work it fair with her
i'll get back to her once she get back to me regarding th dressing thing first
Messedsy&& 3:01 AM
;Thursday, March 5, 2009
i dontknow what i'm feeling right now :(
th feeling is like empty , messed up
words can hardly explain how i feel , i guess
now all i need is a listening ear ?
but boyfriend doesnt seems free to be my listening ear cause he's plain tired.
but i'm feeling sucky :(
restriction .
dad will be coming backk either tmr or th day after .
i need to speak but no one hear .
i need to learn to love myself , but how ?
Messedsy&& 2:16 AM
;Wednesday, March 4, 2009
yest was me and babyy together so long de virgin trip of taking public transport together ^^
because of th rain , and he has no raincoat , and he dontknow th way there (:
so we took a mrt to RAFFLES PLACE .
went to meet my consultant (:
aftermath meet my cousin cause she's working there too
walk around and all.
then me and babyy mrted back to my housee
causee he need go back to his camp to take his sis badminton racket
but before that we have dinner at hougang before walking homeee.
tiring walk
cause i'm wearing killer heels :(
babyy's sick :(
then i go homeeee change shorts and sandals.
then take my laptop and off we go .
back to his camp and to his housee.
reach his house around 9 plus
he spend a long time on my laptop
guess i'm going to reformat my stupid laptop soon _|_
no space for me to dl my L4D de :(
NB _|_
neverminddd.
it show is coming up (:
sis is asking dad to buy her a mac book ?
mayb i can get a sony vaio ^^
lol.
just kidding
then my house will be so -.-
so many laptop and all.
then he figure my laptop for a very long time can .
til 1 plus also not yet doneee.
then very pc liaos so just fcuk care it .
went to his mum house left her sis badminton racket there and off we go .
327 for supper and homee sweet homeee ard 2 plus .
stomach pain .
GIRLS THING :(
Messedsy&& 3:52 PM
;Tuesday, March 3, 2009
BABY'S BIKE IS SO PROBLEMATIC :(
i'm so tired :(
yest til now only 4 hour eat.been awake for going to 24 hour . TIRED .
going sleep soon
update again tmr (:
i loveee babyy
Messedsy&& 2:32 AM
