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♥ yixianLEE
22 JAN 1991
love dancinggg ♥.
i am in love with my boy ♥ BOON LEONG
you ought to be th one til the end
& i'm going gaga over you
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I WANT TO BE PRETTY & SEXY .
BRACES .
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rotting at homeee
been dicussing lots of thing with my daddyyy .









yawns ~

new fling , new scandal LOL.
okays thats very lame
i am not that kind of unfaithful kind.hhaas.
i very tiong xim de winks*
hhaas

in my world,
i dont believe money can buy loveee.
i believe is that special feeling , not everyone can make you feel this way ~
i treasure those kind of feeling we have in between ~

though we reall have all kind of problem
big and small
many knots not untie in our heart ,
need many heart to heart chat ~
to overcome it .

i believe love is a very wei da thing ,
willing to anything for the both parties.
yawns ~ i am looking forward to pay day ~
singapore flyers?
shoppings?
lalalalas~

i have stupid and idiotic friends LOL.
yest went crystal jade for dinner
then walk around , he bought me a pink tank top ~ LOL.
then slack then to plaza to meet up with zhu and yvonneeee
then aftermath around 3 ask dad come fetch me ~
acc him to petrol station to buy things , wash his car and all luh
all th way til 4 plus then go homeeeeeeeee.

been very shag lately
really think that life is hard
but dont wish to give up :(
sometime i hopeee he will be a better man

pain is all i can feel .

work is stress and fun also , because i got edmund chia idiot2 to entertain me alwys , danny to help me with work (:

i miss my long hair :(
before i cut short






my dad is damn evil i tell you , i always lovee eeyoreeeee , but he always scold me luh say i damn childish -.-
so that time we went giant , then i saw this eeyore i want buy , then he ask me put back dont waste this kind of money say i grown up le
the he know i going unhappy le , so he say hana hana give you hug til when we going to pay money you put back -.- faint , he say everyone at giant also like that
haven pay money , show show like want buy in th end all put back
my dad damn evil right LOL.
LMAO

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=hTDNnH5egu8&feature=player_embedded
Akon - Be With You

Eh eh eh eh eh eh Ohhhhhh
I know they wanna come and separate us but they can't do us nothin

many nights , i cry myself to sleep
i want nothing but more of your love and concern.

i am very tired.
SO SO SO HUNGRY ~

I AM NOT HAPPY WITH THINGS GIVEN AND GIVE.

home around 4 plus yest ~
yawns . sibei shag .

feeling sick somemore .
scratch head
i am super unhappy with things
i really dontknow why cant you just obey me once.
yawns ~
IYA .fcuk
dont talk about it .

i'm really very upset thats all i can say .
yest actually want go club de
but damn FL , he is going with his friends who is going to get marry
so even if i go seems so no point. LOL.
somemore yvonne tan is with her boyfriend and cos .
no one to acc me .
yawns~
i am thinking shld i get a laptop ? O.o

or mayb just keep th money first
get it when i need
since i got two latest AMD & intel proccessor CPU
and two laptop , and now my dad get my sis a mac book pro
jealous dao LOL.
so dad is offering me with one too
but i think abit no point
cause after i work , i hardly online and all le .
i am looking foward to pay day ~ think it will be quite less but nevermind luh
this is call hard earn money LOL.
i promised him to do his seats ~
and many more
i still want go my singapore flyer de
anyone ? ~ yvonne and joanna is going but my pay wouldnt be out then :(

yawns ~ i been sneezing and shivering since i wake up til now
seriously can someone like enlighten me ?
i been very unhappy in life :(
but i am lucky i am blessed with one or two friends with much nonsense always making me laugh hhaas.
dont have to mention who but they know and i know can liaos hhaas.

can you tell me ? why are you behaving like this ? i really dontknow .
i just want more of you
issit too much ?
dont judge me like before
because i am a changed one .
i try my best in everything and all
i really dont care about that pride of mine anymore .
i am willing to let it down for you , because i know it will be worth it
for that smile on your face ~

but still it need two hand to clap
play your part will you ?

想跟我吵架 我没那麽无聊
Xiang gen wo chao jia Wo mei na me wu liao
You want to argue with me. Im not that bored.
不懂得道歉 我没那麽聪明
Bu dong de dao qian Wo mei na me cong ming
I apologize without understanding. Im not that bright.
好想要回到我们的原点
Hao xiang yao hui dao wo men de yuan dian
I desire to go back to where we began.
你又在哭泣 我给不了安慰
Ni you zai ku qi Wo gei bu liao an wei
You are crying again. I fail to give you comfort.
我又在摇头 有那麽点後悔
Wo you zai yao tou You na me dian hou hui
Im shaking my head again (disapproving of my actions), thats that much regret.
爱情的发展已难以回头却无法往前走
Ai qing de fa zhan yi nan hui tou que wu fa wang qian zou
Loves progression makes it already hard to turn back, but Im unable to move on.
但身不由己出现在胸口 两颗心能塞几个问号
Dan shen bu you yi chu xian zai xiong kou Liang ke xin neng sai ji ge wen hao
My body still wont leave because of what is currently in my chest. Two hearts can solve many problems.
爱让我们流多少眼泪
Ai rang wo men liu duo shao yan lei
How many tears has love made us shed?
你的眼神充满美丽带走我的心跳
Ni de yan shen chong man mei li dai zou de de xin tiao
Your eyes are brimming with beauty to carry away my heartbeat.
你的温柔如此靠近带走我的心跳
Ni de wen rou ru ci kao jin dai zou wo de xin tiao
In this way, you draw closer to take away my heartbeat.
逆转时光到一开始 能不能给一秒
Ni zhuan shi guang dao yi kai shi Neng bu neng gei yi miao
Time has turned back to the beginning.
Can you give me a moment?
等着哪一天你也想起
Deng zhe na yi tian ni ye xiang qi
Im waiting for whatever day when you will also remember
那悬在记忆中的美好
Na xuan zai ji yi zhong de mei hao
That happiness hovering in your memories.

home sweet homeeee.
yawns ~

feeling sick , damn sick .

yawns ~ i am feeling sick
you just wouldnt treasure ?
yawns ~ you shld just hear what my friends have to say about you
even when i didnt bad mouth you
then you will know how much nice i treated you

i am feeling damn pissed seriously .

ARGHH . fcuk guys are all of th same kind -.-

sometime i am thinking what love is all about ?

yawns ~ i am homeee like finally LOL.
have much fun :D
me and yvonne bought same tank yest night ~
sexy back :D
wow ~ now me and her beeing having fetish in buying sexy stuff ~
one word to say HOT lol.
on fri
after work , meet up with loveeee ~
to rach and eugene birthday ~
much fun :D
overnight ~
yawns

i wonder why i am so easily paranoid ~~~~
mayb i shld bury myself more in work just to not think so much .
though working is tiring le
but after work , there is timeeee
yawn~ shld i get another job ?
to make myself more busy and have more income ?

sometime i am not sure whether i'm worthy of your love ?
and
the hardest thing is to walk away from someone you loved so much, knowing you can't make them stay because their heart is not here to stay.
i been trying to be strong .

i treasure every mins and second we're having.
you would never ask me why , my heart is so disguised

waiting for money to roll to me ~
jealousy kills .

would you be there ?
i wonder if you ever will read my blogg and hug me tight and say
i wouldnt let you go ?

scratch head ***

loving someone is really not easy
and if th someone dont feel th same like you do .
thats double th hurt .

i been saying i want to go brace
but LOL i am so scared
been hearing from people is painful etc
but my dad say , want to be pretty sure much sacrifie ~
yawns yar i know and i will hhaas

你的眼神充滿美麗
帶走我的心跳
你的溫柔如此靠近
帶走我的心跳
逆轉時光到一開始
能不能給一秒

my life now been busy with work :)
not going to say much ,

sat went out with fuleong and his gf .
two of them super evil keep sour me .
idiots.along yvonne to watch movie cause she is not in good mood LOL.
went to watch th show fcuking waste money LOL.
in the end fuleong's gf ask me issit i very touched LOL.
i cry in th end -.- LOL okays very funny .
then we send yvonnee back to her boyfriens place
while they send me over to meet my dad at 401 :D

i am not going to mention about my lifeeeee
is so so so problematic
pain and tears is all i can feel and haveeeeeee

i need TRUE FRIENDS.
someone who comfort me , someone who see me as impt .

i loveeee the one with th cutest smile ever.


sun,ah chua bluff me out LOL.
okays kidding
along with jemaine and her at 327.
then back homeeeeee

later i am going to batheee
then go some transfer :D
i'm starting to F I L W Y

today work is tiring , very tiring
need multi task .

i want to faster work and got money buy lots of sexy clothes LOL.
i think i am abit crazy le LOL
i going to buy a wig luh LOL.

i am going to sleep le
i am damn tired.
2 days 8 hour of sleep is not enough

tmr interview i am feeling scared
but now i am even more worry to hear that he is taking up this kind of job :(
i feel so worry
VERY WORRY
my heart is pumping damn fcuking past
so worry, very worry.

hais i dontknow what to say and do .

this week got quite some interview to go
got customer service de , got telemarketing de , got basic admin job de
three ~
i'm happy but scared too .
i want faster get a job .
there is many thing to get , my dad bought me what i cant afford le
these clothes is more affordable so i shld work myself and get .

now my family are discussing whether we really want a puppy
I WANT A TOY POODLE ~ i want ~ i want ~ i want ~
but i scared is just because for awhile de temptation
i scared to neglect it :(
so now we're discussing :)

i'm supposed to meet yvonne tan today LOL
but she overslept hhaas .
so tmr instead.i need her samsung charger (:

lately i been down with problems
i need someone to talk to :'(

tears been falling so much

been very very tired of having this kind of feeling .

i pray that everything will be fine :(
i curse that fcuker who cause this shit

hais . yest went out til 12 plus .
super tired.
FCUK i want to get my forever dress
sold out .
damn sexy can . awwrs __

been very lethargic lately :(
many many things
yet i got no one to turn too
but i know i can blame no one except myself
i am th main cause.

life is never fair to me .
so unfair .
but i cant complain nor blame
i only can try to make it more fair on my own

i am tired sometime :'(

but in the another point i am happy with some stuff too :)

i enjoy having chat with you every now and then

in fact though those chat isnt like before, now is short
but i hope thing will get better :)

i want to go BKK (:
save money winks*
and good luck for my interview on wed.