;Wednesday, June 25, 2008
its doesnt mean ; its doesnt hurt .
i'm going to change my msn and my blog url (:
and of cause new blog skins
i wan to have a new life
in fact i'm a change girl
i dont tear easily anymore (: I'M STRONG =D
i dont care bout any gossiping anymore (: go ahead and gossips ,because you'll get yours back,BITCH AND BASTARD :)
wahahahas,i'm super mean but who cares
as long as i know i'm not then that will be fine (:
i fcuking misss my girls can .
ESP GAIL AND RACHH WUSUQI ; QISM WANG ; SHIRLEY LING
JINGYING(my belovedsis) and of cause my dearest LITING (my lil girl )
and ZHILING (my most pamper lil sis )
and of cause one nonsense bitch (: no matter what long lives friendship is not gonna end like this (:
i going to prepared for my lesson (:
and head somewhere else after my lesson (:
i'll just keep quiet whenever you're angry
i wouldnt argue back with you :)
Messedsy&& 3:40 PM
;Monday, June 23, 2008
i'm feeling so sad deep down.
i'm trying to hold my tears from falling each time
no one understand me de luh.
Messedsy&& 1:16 AM
;Friday, June 20, 2008
OMG ?! is time i shld slim down =(
been eating alot lately,my stomach is coming out.BAOWEN also say that his stomach is empty not like mine :(
i guess this time i sure gain a few kgs de.
i dont want to meaty ~ not like baba lim hhaas -.-
if i gonna be his size i want to go die le . hhaas xD
omg i am so mean but yar i am just kidding .
loves always will got hurt
so i try to lessen the pain you bought to me . and i'm happy because you're always concerning bout me (:
you're th best =) hhaas
last night i am sick luh .
guess i eat too much le then keep feel like vomiting and weiwenSEAH is so cute to say that i'm pregnant =)
stupid lorr.hhaas.
then at night meet up with ahseng ; 2 eugene and baowen hhaas.
#1 eugene left first
then me and baowen and ahseng and #2 eugene proceed to yishun dam
is like AGAIN -.-
everyone eat snacks and drink and all
but all i feel like doing is VOMITING
hhaas.
and baowen say i am disgusting _|_
so fine whatever.hhaas
then after that home sweet home cause i am really very tiredd =( and sick .
i want to go shopping spree =) anyone ?
MINE MINE MINE . i am always spending money :(
i am broke . someone give me money can =(
AND MY HANDPHONE BILL LAST MONTHS BURST AGAIN THANKS TO SOMEONE.lol
Messedsy&& 1:05 PM
;Monday, June 16, 2008
is father's day =)
and yar i'm out with my daddy but i didnt get him at present
pictures when i am still at homee de and out and come back de xD
talking on th ph =)
chuuu chuuuu
i'm talking to lover boy hhaas
out with my parent
home sweet homee =)
totally boredoms
i love doing this face xD
my daddy is so bad
he always say me until yi wen bu zhi de =(
got pple take no. from me will like you this kind of pple also got pple wan know arr? if not only ah lians like you guy wan take no. from.ISNT HE MEAN ? grr~
but no choice he's still my dad
DADDY =) happy father day.i love youu
Messedsy&& 12:32 AM
;Sunday, June 15, 2008
my life havent been any better latey ~
instead more and more thing happenn
i dontknow whether to be happy or sad luh,sometimes treating someone so mean is also heart for me .
despite how hard i try to lessen or even harden th pain
everyone is saying that i have change but who really understand me
i guess i dont even have any true friend around except for ivon peckk and i told her almost all my things but not really all
th rest sorry,not i dont trust you all is just i dontknow how to tell you all.
sat =)
pictures of th day
adorable ahsengg and me hhaas.i dontknow what he's doing -.-
ivon ; ahsengg and yixiannn =)
bowenn lim ; th driver of th day
i loves her =)
we're camwhoringggg at the carpark .hhaas.
yixianLEE
twist it .
always detest ~
i'm so happy lol.so much fun.
nothing much to blog about luh
hhaas.reach home the almost the same timing as daddy xD
peck acc me awhile .
no matter how much i try i am never appreciated luh.
i want to private my blogg le .
only for those close pple to view my blog next time le .
Messedsy&& 7:39 PM
;Tuesday, June 10, 2008
boring day for boring me :(
blogging is getting more and more bored for me .
been eating mac lately til i want vomit le can . so nan chi suddenly xD
but i am still in loves with my mac spicy and french fries.
though i am sick of eating it almost everyday hhaas.
ALICIA CHUA i miss you.
meet me soon . loves loves (:
Messedsy&& 12:39 AM
;Monday, June 9, 2008
dad and mum is really getting very uphappy bout me hanging out late =(
but i enjoy doing it
not to make them angry but i just love night lifes
wed=) after lesson meet my sister go buigs .
thurs=)went mount faber ~ so nice scenery.i adore there .
fri =) went suntec.then bowen come fetch me then to amk to wait for his friends then to tamp ikea there to round -.- so lame
then to sebawang jetty til 3 plus home sweet homee
sat =) i went out with my dearest ivon peckk ~
we went town and when i went down i saw this guy really familar
"BABA LIM "hhaas.he's with royce and all.then me and peck peck walk around then to wisma to acc that bitch get her slipper at taka there .then to cineee .saw bahengg they all again.BABA dance like kungfu panda can -.- then saw my sister also .blood de =)
then cabbed to meet up with bowen and stanley they all with ivon
we went yishun dam at first i was noticing this guy i find him real familar .
esp his tatto ; his size and all
at first he didnt recongise me because i am wearing mask helmet then hhaas take off.
YONG SIEN hhaas. my relatives
he was like "orhs horr" hhaas.
he's really damn fit can.
he's a calfornia fitness trainer but now army so no choice.
then he and his friend go jalan kayu eat
then me and ivon is so boredd there .
so about 3 plus i complain that i'm tiredd then we went home .yawns ~
sun =) woke up early in the morning til now never sleep =(
is getting weird.
Messedsy&& 12:36 AM
;Monday, June 2, 2008
i'm a mentally retarted girl -.- hhaas.
sat =)
i went town with my cliques except for one plus vickyy and bowennn (:
then shop around
bowenn go home change cause he's totally wet hhaas -.-
then we went shopping arounddd
then after that everyone went back home
left me and ivon .
we mrt-ed to toapayoh meet jason and bowen they all.
then to amk to meet up with the rest of their friend
then to esplande and then to yishun dam
then home sweet homeee .
sun =)
went to visit BAHENGG at IMH -.-
that idiot got himself into this kind of state luh
really very stupid of him to keng luh.
me and ivonn at first very scared de .
then we faster go find him
then he's kinda of shocked that i went to visit him without noticing him about it .
i still got picture of that idiot with his ugly clothes luh .
i'll upload if i got the time.
seriously very worry bout bahengg cause there really very not suitable for normal pple to stay de
normal pple go there stay also sure will ki siao de luh .
then on the way out ivon that siao c'b
really like insane can ?
totally no difference from those staying at IMH de luh .
then we two keep reminding each other to be more normal
cause we dontwant to go in and stay hhaas.
then after that to green eat
then walk all the way to the bus stop outside IMH again
to meet up with bowen and jason for our movie session at J8
then walk around hhaas.
go action city see the bear and all
stupid luh -.-
then we watch indians jones -.-
the show make me almost fall asleep luh
but some parts is really funny
then we went east coast =)
go c-nai hongkong cafe with them
then after eating and drinkingg went the beach there walk walk
then home sweet homeee (;
i'm not a good girl , i know it myself.
i'm more than what you know bout me.
i also dontknow why i change so much
i used to be very well mannered de also not very attitude
now i more and more attitude ; more and more guai lan and xia lan ; more and more irritating ; more and more hate myself & lots more
though i love to be loved by pple but i dontwant any one to get hurt because of me .
i only leave for my family ; my loves ; my girls ; those who cared for me . no ones else not even myself
Messedsy&& 12:54 AM
