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♥ yixianLEE
22 JAN 1991
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ended school bout 1.3o =) didnt went to art lesson luhs so stay in class plays pokers with yvonne & joseph . seriously play until very pekchek luhs cause joseph keep winning . GRR ~ ohya yesterday ivon acc me go lesson then after my lesson we go search for places that sell lolipops with the favorite she wan . but in the end dont have luhs . so we take bus 22 to amk hub luhs . & seriously a fcuking long journey throughout luhs & me and peck regretted taking bus there . was talking craps on the bus luhs & i told her bout one girl who is the same age as her told me bout her life story and both of us feel quite disgusted bout what she say . lols . then after that meet up with yvonne and finna at near the cineplex there . then at first finna and ivon wanted to play pool wan but in the end kpool full so we leave to have our dinner -_-'' actually also cannot say is dinner cause we dont have a proper meal. then after that bout 9.4o we walk back to amk hub because our show start at 9.50 pm =) seriously guys you all shld go and watch 881 is seriously a nice show . got funny parts and sadd parts wan .then yvonne is like saying me crazy cause i was crying for alot of part & the part that the techno ti ko pek sell off his chicken to help raise money for xiao papaya i cry til like fcuk luhs . hhaas guess next tyme nobody dare go watch movie with me luhs . i am a emotional freak luhs . XDXD hhaas. continued to where i stop just now after school me and yvonne went to long john to have our lunch and we chit chat nonsense to then was dicusing bout where to go later on until we say iya stay at home better luhs . hhaas. kind of lame luhs . acc girl to wait for bus and i walk home after that . whenever i am alone i tend to think alot & i seriously dont like it~ so next tyme dont leave me alone ~

was boredd luhs =) in school nothing better to do except sleep . & you really dissapoint me once and once . today mr shahrom is damn nice luhs =) treat the whole class drink peach tea and have always be a very lenient teacher =) today after school same chores go hougang plaza eat =) i eat tako yaki ; chawamushi & salmon skin =) i regret eating salmon skin somwhow because the taste is not that great . hhaas. then went to mall with yvonne ; finna ; gail =) was bullshitting all the way =) lols . then after that yvonne call her mother to see whether she can watch movie today & her mum agree =) we are watching 881 later at 9.50 pm at amk cathay =). after bathing going to meet ivon =) cause she acc me go my lesson then we mrt-ed down to meet yvonne and finna at amk hub =) so qi dai to watch 881 luhs . always wan watch also no tickets de lucky today got but is late ~ GRR ~

you didnt really care . all you think about in yr heart is all her . say already dontwant quarrel yet we still did ~ fcuk it sia .
lalalas~ today after school acc rachh and yvonne go 805 eat & i didnt eat because i am full dont know why lols ~ then we walk to hougang mall to shopp shopp & on the way there we keep chat about our past luhs . i miss those tymes when only got 5 of us and manfred dhey all luhs . but i wan john too =) hhaas. i loves my boyfrndd =))) after that we went long john to have some soup then go minitoons walk walk then we cabbed home =)

promised we will never be apart & never quarrel because of small thing =) i loves the 5 cliques =)hmm.. today was kind of boring luhs . after school go plaza eat suki sushi ~ saw weijian and my beloved bagay shu shu and xiaoandy and daniel .& weijian is damn nosiy . hhaas. lols ~ WADDEVER luhs . dont wish to hear bout anything also . after eating i went to buy limes magazine then walk home =) I MISS MY BOYFRNDD ~ HAPPY 3 MONTHS ANNI =)
even though you are in army =) but my soul follow you whenever you go . I LOVES YOU

grr ~ today wake up damn early luhs . my sleep was interupt by quite alot of pple . yawns ~ i am tiredd . sleep bout 4 am in the morning and wake up at 9 am . i just cant sleep for a few hours only i can stand it . then bout 1 plus 2 go meet boyfrndd help him see his jeans =) cause he go altered it again ~ then go his house slack til bout 3 plus he acc me walk to gail bustop to wait for my girls =) such a nice boyfrndd i have =) at least he know how treasure me and loves me well . not like somebody ~ dont wish to talk about it because it make me feel damn pissed off . then finna and gail came and gail is going to meet huiqi to study ?! then me and finna bus down to buigs to shop . but didnt get anything =) then we go eat at kfc & boyfrndd call . gosh at tymes i am missng my boyfrndd damn much . ( sorry dear never acc you today ) hhaas . i make up for you soon . hees =) then me and finna mrted down to AMK cause we going to catch a movie =) at first we wanted to catch 881 want but sadd no more liaos so we decided to watch dead silence =) . the show start at 8.40 luhs & we still have 1 hour 10 mins to go . so we decided to go walk walk and slackk first luhs . then i decided to go meet ryu =) cause it been decades since i last saw him hhaas. guess he miss me too XD . reach there he is play audition with his frnd and i was sians half luhs . but before i want to leave to watch my movie at least he did come out and chat with me lorr =) bout 8.30 me and finna walk backk to watch the movie =) omg these show is so scary luhs . lols if i can rate it i rate it 10/10 . after that me and finna go take 165 home =) reach home then finna they are call to talk bout shirley LING thing luhs . iya ~ sometyme really feel pissed off de luhs . dontknow what with you girls ? if you think that she's the good person soo be it . we are the bad one alright is there a need to quarrel for someone who is not close to us or shld i say not close to me and yvonne and finna ? mayb i shld say it that way =)waddever if next tyme you all are going to pick a fight bout her things i wouldnt even want to care anymore . you guys are just dont understand me well enough . i am really tiredd and pissed off liaos . dont make me detest you guys as well . i wouldnt detest someone for no reason unless he/she done something bad to me or something. btw i not someone who's petty so dont think that i am petty .i am just sick and tiredd of being soft hearted bitches and bastard just take advantages of my kindess and i am pissed off liaos.
grr ~ is lates le i am going to sleep soon

things wasnt like the same before . you once gain my trust but now you break it again . & this is the first times i DISLIKES you so much or shld i say through out the journey of knowing you this is really the first time i DISLIKES you so much until i dontwish to even see you anymore. mayb you wanted to know the reason why i will DISLIKES you so much . but i only can tell you ask yrself what had you done ? TWO HEADED SNAKES? say this one do that one . go die luhs . GRR ~ but guess i wouldnt dislikes you for so long because i am not so petty but i will be damn disappointed . you are once treasured by me but now not anymore . today early in the morning wake up liaos . because wayne msg me ask me whether i am going gabriel funeral so i faster bathe etc cos meeting 1.30 at mall but i am lame XD . then i reach bout 1.45 like that then bunch of us go e-john house downstair fold cranes first i am the only one there who dontknow how to fold one . so paiisehh can XD . then is bout 2 plus we walk go the funeral but sit awhile our school teacher ask us leave first because we can only come after 5 and when we are there the body wasnt there yet then leave with neo ; wayne ; and one more guy first (sorry forget yr name ) then i meet boyfrndd at mrt there cause we going buigs =)reach buigs luhs jiu wait for boyfrndd go toilet =) saw my di ; zhongping =) chat with him awhile he jio go off his girls lerhs . after that boyfrndd pei me go topshopp walk walk then i pei him go levis get his jeans . he bought a jeans that cause 139.90 luhs i think my boyfrndd is fcuking rich . try liaos jiu pay money no need to think one sia . hhaas. after buying we take bus 80 back to his temple saw darran =) hhaas long tyme never see him guess he miss me and myboyfrndd damn much . then bout 5 plus me and boyfrndd leave first cabbed back to plaza cause boyfrndd going to alter and taper his jeans =) & the auntie charge so exp luhs think is 8 plus . i go other place alter also no need so exp luhs . grr ~ LUCKY my boyfrndd is rich luhs XD hhaas. then faster g back boyfrndd house cause he need to pack his army thing and need fold his uniform =) then bout 6.30 boyfrndd go collect his jeans & i am lazy to go so i stay at his house chat with his jie and play frndster =) bout 6.50 boyfrndd come back . change into his uniform and he is really to leaves liaos . he cabbed backk to camp . really damn rich luhs . but he cabbed me to plaza first before he go back camp because is raining and he bu she de see me walking in the rain . hhaas. i loves john song luhs . meet yvonne and finna at kopitiam and wait for sean to come . he's so slow luhs . then we cabbed to the funeral there . saw lots of pples there luhs . then we wait for noel to bring us to the body there . me and yvonne never go see the body cause both of us scaredd . & everyone who saw say that the face dont look like him because it is make out of mould as his faces is disfigured . REST IN PEACE GABRIEL =). hope that his family and girlfrndd will feel better when times passed by luhs =) . after that finna go to chalet with noel dhey all then me and yvonne and sean go plaza . me and yvonne go first because sean with his frndd . then reached lerhs go toilet saw my precious girls =) liting & charmaine =)) was chatting in the toilet for a very long time luhs . hhaas. then after that charmaine go find dixon, me and yvonne and liting and buidi go plaza downstairs cause buidi wan eat =) .i help liting hired cab then me and yvonne acc buidi go eat . i also got eat =) chicked chop rice after that sam kor come . chitchat awhile we go up plaza then me and matt go home together while yvonne go meet sean to return him jackett. on the home me and matt chat alot lorr =) cheer upp matt .

drifting apart ~
& SHE IS TAKING THE PLACE OF MINE IN YOUR HEART .
i wouldnt change , i still wanna be me : )) the same old yixian you all once know .
today mrs wong annonced the death of one of our school mates
& he is my primary school classmates
such a sadd thing ~ but nothing can change the fact luhs
so hope that his family & girlfrndd will accept the reality and be well soon.
today after school go out with finna : )) we went town walk walk luhs
then went home bout 5 like that
finna mrt-ed down to outram to meet her mother while i mrt-ed home : ))
reach home not long bathe then watch the news
the incident that took place this morning was show on news
haiis .
we wouldnt know what will happenn next
so we have to treasure and live our lives to the fullest : ))
cheer upp guys

I WOULDNT BE THE SAME OLD ME ! I WANNA HAVE A NEW START
A UNBELIEVABLE YIXIAN ~ A BITCH ; DISLIKES ME ALL YOU WANT I WOULDNT CARE ~ but can i change ? will i turn to a bitchy person ? a nasty person ? a fcuker ? . waddever ~ the yixian you all know will be dead very soon =) but will my heart change . i really dontknow all i know is i am sadd ~

thinking of setting my blogg to private blog lerhs so that i can finally write whatever i wan to write & i can write now all my feeling out without even thinking of people feeling . or mayb i shld delete away my blog then no one know what going on with my life ? & even delete away frndster . so next tyme pple contact me is only through PHONE & MSN ? mayb is a better way =) . yr words are so contradicting~ I DISLIKES YOU ~ fcuk off.

today after school go plaza eat =) SUKI SUSHI ~ then after eating yvonne ; finna ; gail went off first because they are going to watch movie at shaw centre =) then i wait for rachh ; qiqi ; ivon =) after that we acc ivonn wait bus then i walk home . whenever i alone i will always think of alot of thing de luhs & i really hate thinking of THINGS ~ because it will spoilt my mood . WISH TO HAVE MAHJONG SESSION ~ anyone wan pei me play mahjong ?
UNHAPPY MATTER

just reach home not long & bathe lerhs =) yesterday nyte bout 10 plus my uncle come drive me go giant walk walk then i go my uncle house play mahjong until midnight 3 am ~ then we walk back to my cousin house but the house door was lock ~ so we stay outside until my 4th uncle come out open the door ~ hhaas. then is bout 4 am in the morning when i finished bathing then i talk cock with my cousin awhile jiu go sleep lerhs bout 4 going 5 lerhs ~ then bout 10 am or 11 am jiu wake up lerhs cos too noisy ~ hhaas. then after that wake up bathe chat with my cousin girlfrnd blahs blahs blahs jiu go out with alicia to buy her camp thing at 800 plus ~ after that we take bus to tampines to meet athalie alicia's frnd . i accompany them to get theirs things then we take bus to athalie house =) after that slack at her house awhile we cabbed back to alicia house . then blahs blahs blahs ~ after that me and alicia went her housedownstair to eat bout 9 plus =) i go up her house take bag then faster go take bus home lerhs on the journey something happenn & it totally spoilt my mood & i become more EMOTIONAL when i was already quite emo lerhs because of something between me and boyfrndd . so far the thing only yvonne & boyfrndd know . to yvonne thanks girls =) i loves you lots . to boyfrndd ; sorry i always make you worry ~ ='( . i wouldnt let anyone worry about me =) i will be the cheerful me

DADDY IS BACK FROM THE DONTKNOW WHATEVER COUNTRY HE GONE =) he bought us lots of things luhs =) 2 apple ipod for me and jie one black & silver =) 2 psp for qiu and an one black & white =) one portable dvd player =))) and lots of thing =) hhaas =) all at least spent bout 3 thousand plus on things for us luhs =) hhaas i loves my daddy & mummy =) boyfrndd booked out lerhs but nyte need go backk =))) so i later need go meet him =) hhaas . i am so tiredd luhs XD

boyfrndd booking out later =)
but booking in tmr morning ='(
& i cant go out acc him today
cos daddy will be back from overseas ~
reach singapore bout 12 plus =)
hhaas
I LOVES MY DADDY & MUMMY
& MY BOYFRNDD & MY CANDY SISTER & BROTHER & MY FRND =)

many things happenn ~ always trying hard to hide my feeling & i know i can do it =) i got to be strong & face everything cos i know boyfrndd & others will be supporting me =) but seriously many thing happenn i didnt tell anyone including my boyfrndd i just keep it deep in my heart until i really cannot take it lerhs i will then let it out secretly if not infronts of boyfrndd or girls . so sorry always let you all see my sulky face . i be the strong & cheerful me like before =)
THADDEUS =) takecare of yrself luhs =) we'll always be there for you =)

have some agrument with boyfrndd yesterday & we almost break off . sometimes i really think that mayb being single is better than going into relationship because you wouldnt cause yrself so much misery ~ . before i accept my boyfrndd i really fear alot , fear of my past repeats , fear of my ex return to me but i am already attached , i really fear alot of thing . but i decided to give it a try to accept my boyfrndd & loves him =) he try to walk into my heart care for me but sometimes i really wonder whether we are suppose to be together or not because it seems like most of the times is he gives in & most most of the times is i go find him . weird huh ? trying to maintain my relationship .
THE WRITTEN MEMORY OF YR PAST LOVES REMAINS




message to guys =)


Realize that the girl holding onto u is
perfect in her own special way.

The way she laughs.
The way she sleeps.
The way she loves you.
The way she tries to please you.
Always remember that.



She can always get up and walk away,
getting someone else who can love her
more.
For all you know, there is someone out
there wooing her already, but she is
rejecting, a maybe perfect love for
her.


There might also be someone out there.
who is willing to love her more than
you
are loving her now.
Fulfill her every need and love her as
much as she loves you.
Understand that.


Imagine this, guys.
When you are holding her today, and you
cheat on her by hugging and kissing
another gal.
And then you run back to her.
And u do the same.
But you see love in her eyes.
What do you think?
Do you feel the hurt?
Can you feel the guilt?


She loves you not because you are good
looking, have money, buy her things,
make her parents happy, or that you
have
a car.


She loves you for who you are.
Your every touch, every word you say,
everything you do.
Guys, cherish and appreciate your girl.
Don't break her fragile heart.
She is the only one who can love you
that way.


You won't wanna regret letting go of
that special girl you have.
For everything she has done for you,
the
least you can do is to give her
unconditional love as she has given to
you.

i just change my blog song ~
DONG LI HUO CHE de song =) zhen shou ai qing

i know i have hurt someone ='( & i didnt mean it. sorry for all i have done .wishing upon shooting star isnt fake onlyy if you believes =)we will still remain like before will we ? please dont because of me spoilt the two of you ='( i know you understand me well =) thanks . I LOVES YOU before very deeply really for 2 yrs but now things arent the same anymore =) those to me are great memories =) that you have give i treasure it alot & it will never be forget =) yesterday attend ziying jie de wedding was quite enjoyable then at nyte boyfrndd come find me then blahs blahs blahs
i am lazy to type XD

YESTERDAY WAS NATIONAL DAY ~ wasnt a happy day for me too ~ meet boyfrnd at his house there acc him til bout 6 plus i leave to meet my girl ; yvonne =) at hougang mrt ~ we mrt-ed down to city hall to meet our other girls . was so fcuking tulan luhs cos so many pple then push here push there ~ GRR ~ walk to marina square to meet up with the other girl also . have a tiff with boyfrndd was quite pissed off too almost vent my anger on my girls . luckily i didnt ~ but in the end i did too . sorry girls ~ was watching FIREWORKS at marina square de rooftops & is really beautiful & i really hope that boyfrndd was there to acc me to watch . then bout 9 plus 10 plus we levae the rooftops & was msg-ing with daniel see whether dhey are coming to meet us not then he jio me go cine watch movie & i wasnt really in a good mood so i didnt tag along with dems . mrt-ed back to kovan with yvonne & finna . bout 12 plus we decided to walk to plaza & i was kind of lazy so i walk home straight instead of going to plaza luhs .




sadness fills my heart

boyfrndd booked out yesterday =) hhaas. was out with alicia at buigs =) we was so early luhs =) 12 plus bahs . boyfrndd call me & he was shocked that i am so early . hhaas =))) then me and alicia shopped til bout 1 plus & we train to bikit batok to get our things =) after that we mrted back bout 3 plus to buigs . she meet up with her girl & me with boyfrnd =) shopped with boyfrnd at buigs bought quite a no. of things =) spend bout 90 plus yesterday XD guess i really need a sugar daddy luhs . hhaas . after shopping at buigs til bout 7 like that me and boyfrnd mrted down to cityhall to meet up with my buddy ; ivan , yangyi , vincent , sister;xiaoyi & his girlfrnd & david =) we watch flashpoint luhs quite a nice show luhs. if i rate i only rate it 8/10 because the ending is not really very detail . SOMEONE bring me go watch 'alone' lehs ?! GRR ~
yesterday actually wan watch de but ivan dhey all dont want . sadd luhs ='( then cant possbily ask dems because i one person wan watch everyone must pei me de marr . so i pei dems watch luhs =)i am so wei da luhs XD hhaas. after watching the show is bout 11 plus luhs . then we all walk from marina square to BLUE LIQUIDS luhs . how qin lao we are ? hhaas. is a fcuking long way there luhs was joking sister on the way but he never entertain . _|_ him luhs XD lols . then reach there is bout 12.30 luhs . slack til 1.45 like that me and boyfrnd went off first all because of my fcuking BLOOD sister luhs. she's seriously very chee bye luhs . she late go home then must act here act there then i late go home she immediately complain . so what if you are older than me ? if you didnt give me the basic respect . PUI i wouldnt even give you RESPECT then ! later mayb going to meet my boyfrndd before he go in army ~ GRR ~ i am starting to HATE home

guess i did something wrong again ='( i hurt boyfrnd once and once . i didnt want to lose him ; i wanna treasure him . but haiis .
he's a nice guy luhs . he's the one i dont want to hurt but yet i hurt him the most . today was out with finna ~ she acc me to my drum lesson & we go shop shop at tampines then i go back hougang find ivon ; qiqi while finna go home . slack at plaza awhile then go hougang mall with ivon ; qiqi cos they two wanna buy files =) after that we go hui qi house . slack until 11 plus then go home . baheng send me home . thanks alot =). saw wei liang dhey all on the way home . guess new gossips coming my way . HAVING fever ~ going to sleep soon . tommorrow still got prelims