;Thursday, October 30, 2008
OMG ~
blog rotting like hell,pple been pesting me to update lol.
nothing much to say .
my life been pretty boringg :(
The Bottom Line
You love hanging out with your people more than ever, now. It's party time!
In Detail
Despite the negative attitude of one of your more uptight friends, you're loving hanging out with your favorite people more than ever, right now. Even that grouchy pal will seem amusing to you -- you love everyone's foibles just as much as you love their charms. This level of acceptance is exactly what makes you the great, non-judgmental friend you are. People know they can be themselves around you. There could be a big adventure coming for you and your people -- make sure you get on board.
horoscope of th days,
reading horoscope always make me paranoid :(
i'm tiredddd and sickkk of everything in lifee
i found out that i'm so in need of money right now :(
parent dont want to give money
ask me go work myself
but but but
i'm lazy to work :(
feeling sick ~
little feverish and things
HOW I WISH SOMEONE JUST ACCIDENTALLY TRANSFER MONEY TO MY ACCOUNT :(
POSB 405-00486-0
OH MINE :'(
i used to have 2thousand plus in my bank when i'm working
but now i guess only 10 bucks :( like so pathetic right .
boos :(
life is always full of up downs
so it been pretty hard for me too luh :(
i have alot of friend but no true friend
how i wish i have one true friends instead of having many friends
humans nowadays are so hypocritee
i dontknow who to trust anymore :(
kays luh i'm going to batheeee and mayb sleep early later
i slept at 4 am yest and wake up at 6.30 am all th way til now :(
poor little me right ? lol
miss you all ^^ BYE
Messedsy&& 8:49 PM
;Monday, October 13, 2008
There's nothing I could say to you
Nothing I could ever do to make you see
What you mean to me
All the pain, the tears I cried
Still you never said goodbye and now I know
How far you'd go
[Bridge:]
I know I let you down
But it's not like that now
This time I'll never let you go
[Chorus:]
I will be, all that you want
And get myself together
Cause you keep me from falling apart
All my life, I'll be with you forever
To get you through the day
And make everything okay
[Verse 2:]
I thought that I had everything
I didn't know what life could bring
But now I see, honestly
You're the one thing I got right
The only one I let inside
Now I can breathe, cause you're here with me
[Bridge:]
And if I let you down
I'll turn it all around
Cause I would never let you go
[Chorus:]
I will be, all that you want
And get myself together
Cause you keep me from falling apart
All my life, I'll be with you forever
To get you through the day
And make everything okay
[Ending bridge:]
Cause without you I cant sleep
I'm not gonna ever, ever let you leave
You're all I've got, you're all I want
Yeah
And without you I don't know what I'd do
I can never, ever live a day without you
Here with me, do you see,
You're all I need
[Chorus:]
And I will be, all that you want
And get myself together
Cause you keep me from falling apart
All my life (my life), I'll be with you forever
To get you through the day
And make everything okay
[Chorus:]
I will be (I'll be), all that you want
And get myself together
Cause you keep me from falling apart
And all my life, you know I'll be with you forever
To get you through the day
And make everything okay
Messedsy&& 5:21 PM
;Sunday, October 12, 2008
:(
i was about to finished uploading my blog just now
but accidentally press a refresh button
all th post and picture gone again
kind of pissed luh
somemore i'm so tiredd yawns ~
hais upload again
but shorted post alreadyy
yest went for a movie dateee
hhaas.
went cine to watch HOUSE BUNNY
good for girls :) they teach us not to have low self esteem and dress up (:
then after movieee
dinner at hotdog factory just right besideee th movie threate (:
i have grilled chicked meal :) yum yum
picture taken while waiting
then slack and all
wanted to stay out latee
but got no activities :(
so back to hougang to meet my bro (:
327 for supper
then seng msg me
wanted to meet
but me and my bro wait for him very long
so change venue to my house downstair instead (:
camwhore while waiting for that slow pokeeee
finally after waiting and waitingg
seng cameeeeeee
then waited for eugene to comeee and all
slack til ard 3 plus then go homeee
while they go to yishun dam
no extra helment and i also cannot go :(
reach home camwhore abit then sleep ard 4 plus
today
sweets msg me early in th morning
but i was still sleepingg
sorry sweet
today rot at homee
super pissed off with my bro
dont even have th basic manner
talk without thinking
fcuk him _|_
then not long ago
cousin date me to town with my sweet and her
but i stay at homeee because on of my eye is swollen :(
i miss you <333
Messedsy&& 8:34 PM
;Saturday, October 11, 2008
(: getting better
yest night super moody
then zhiling and ivon came my house downstair meet me
then walked over to mall there
then roger fetch ivon straight at OCBC there :)
ivon "jiayous" lol
then me and zhiling went mac slackk
then over to 805 to meet my rou rou kor they all
ducks mouth ; kim tian ; baby donavan was there too.
then we slack awhile
at first rou rou wanted to send me homeee
but never tag along cause i acc zhiling go wait for bus :)
saw shermin and yetlim too.
then walk to 302 acc zhiling wait for busss :)
then walk homeee
life been boring for me
later going to have a date
night i got no ideas where to go :(
someone date me out at night
to ivon "no bikes for me please" lol
Messedsy&& 1:53 PM
;Friday, October 10, 2008
i deleted th previous post
i'm very upset really~
my heart is like so painful ~ so so so so painful.
can someone teach me some matter to ease th pain ?
i admit somehow i hurt him too
but th hurt he give me is much more
i even have th thought of ending my life because of th pain in my hurt
i dontknow what is wronggggggg
yixianLEE shld just die off huh
Messedsy&& 8:58 PM
;
tearing like a fool
ting;ivon;senggg hear me cry -.-
i'm such a disgrace
tears seems so free flowww
th tap cant be close tight :'(
today meet my bro
he never fail to make my days ~
thanks bro.
so sadd never take picture with him
i'm so tired of everythinggg
i sure goes bonker someday
i sure run to somewhere where i think is heaven to me :'(
life just sucks big time for me
i hide so many things
i want to say th truth but who will listen :'(
who who who ?
lets th pictures do th talking
before i met up with ivon they all and after i met up with they all de
i regret everything in lifee
sorry mummy and daddy :'(
you all have got such a unfilal child like me
i dontknow what with me
think is time i visit IMH
Messedsy&& 1:09 AM
;Thursday, October 9, 2008
(: boos~
hellooooooooooo
i'm getting stronger i guess (:
today went for lesson as usual
on th way was like so busy hhaas msg-ing with han yao ~
i swear he's a cute little idiot
entertaining me and teaching me single life tips
msg all th way from lesson start til lesson end and all th way til i reach my lil sis working place hhaas
and of cause my belovedbro too (:
he say tmr night will be bringing me out hees
thanks bro :)
then all th way til zhiling end work
so sians i acc her all th way from 7 plus til 9 plus
but nevermind luh is worth it lol
then slackk and all
take mrt backk hougang while she go backk amk
then reachh hougang ard 10plus
then walk homeee
and desmond toh -.- wanted to tripped me down
then continue walking homeeee
reach homeee call kor and cos to chat
Messedsy&& 12:21 AM
;Wednesday, October 8, 2008
:'(
broken again and again
i know both of us dont want it to happenn :'(
my mood was dampen :'(
then i dont wish to say about any unhappy things
hais
when over to hougang mall to meet up with ivon and rachh
super touched :(
both of them cabbed from orchard to meet me
thanks darlings (:
then over to macc
then roger came .
slacked
then over to plaza to meet my dearest pepper and dearest liting and pepper's friend sam (:
then went over to find ivon they all chit chatted
then i acc liting & cos to plaza upstairs to play dota
then ivon they all went homee
then i was disturbing ivon cause she say she will come up find me de
then after that she really come back ivon want to send me home luh
so touch :(
tears like falling at th moment
then i was like so scaredd roger angry me cause he just send her homee
lol
then he also all th way from seragoon come backk find ivonn
so sweet luh
ivon " hao nan ren bu rong yi zao arr"
then they acc me up to plaza awhile again then ivon walk me homeee roger bike there to fetch ivon again
then we saw accidenttt
th first thing i saw was th SP head white de
scare me can :(
is weisheng from my ex school de, john's friend
he used to always chat with me in msn
hey though i dont really know you well but takecare ehs and get well soon (:
then after that roger send ivon homeee
thanks two of you all
i'm super touch
really .
belovedbro say will bring me to places i can go on fri
then on thurs liting jio me to home clubbb
i dontknow if i'm going not
th decision is still not on me
byee guys
i'm tiredd :'(
Messedsy&& 1:30 AM
;Tuesday, October 7, 2008
ANYBODY MISS MY FACE ?
i bet no lol
but nevermind
i still will upload my photo (:
cause this is my blog i got th right to do whatever i want to it (:
hees.
this picture is taken during boyfriend's sudden of probation and i walk home aloneee :(
then th 2nd day of his probation fall in children's day
i still expected some planning and trip before his probation was notify just yest :(
then he came over my place around th evening
then i prepared and we went down to east coast
mac for dinner
walk around th beach for awhilee
then to his placeee
slack til around 11
i went to take bus homeee
pictures when i'm on bus (: lol
then never take already lol
then on thurs
i went to meet my lil sis at her workplaceee (:
then pictures before i am out (:
no much photo about th past few days already
cause never really go out :(
picture of yest before i change out to my going out clothes (:
then after i change out to my going out clothes lol.
some typicals photo takennn
then meet boyfriend with his smart form on lol
then faster go his housee
wah damn scary sia he :(
some many car ; then we in rush of time
so he just cut here cut there till my heart almost drop out
waited for him to bathe and all
then to our destination at makansutra (:
happy pots for dinner with his camp friend
reach there ard 8 plus
then while waiting for them to get th foods and all
camwhore again -.-
then after eating ard 9 plus
we faster run to th bikes there then go back to his place again :(
he's so unhappy luhhh
becausee cannot even enjoy eatinggg lol
then reach his house ard 9.50
faster ask him call
then he play his pianoo i play mine com
then slacked to ard 11
faster go take bus homee :(
reach homeee canwhore again lol xD
super lots of photo mind me xD
guess i am going to rot at homee today :(
super duper sad lol
feel so no friend -.-
such a random thought lol.
anyone date me out today?
lol
so so so so so free
Messedsy&& 2:51 PM
