;Sunday, July 22, 2007
so tiredd ~ just woke up bout 12 plus ~ saw baby miss call , faster wan call back his phone close lerhs ='( yesterday was quite a nice day afterall . walk to hougang mrt saw sam kor ; qingrong ; alex & one of their frnd . then stupid sam kor say i wan go meet guy -_-'' then outside the mrt entrance saw siongwei & his two other frnd & he ask me to take mrt together so i agree because is almost the same route ~ was supposed to meet my frnd at bukit batok to take my things de but i reach dhoby gaut already 3 lerhs & is bout an hour journey to there so msged her see how & she say next tyme then meet me cos she no tyme lerhs . then sit at dhoby gaut mrt for ONE HOUR luhs~ wait for my cousin & daniel say he wan come also ask me wait for him , in the end also never wait luhs ~ & i went town first . we went out at somerset & saw alot of things & we walk walk walk to lots of shops there , then we went to cine to shop shop . then after cine we pass by ESPIRT so decide to go walk walk awhile then we went to taka to see things . after taka we went to wisma atria ~ after wisma atria we went far east plaza =) & baheng keep ask me go find him so go find luhs . when i saw him with xiaobai i was lyk urms ? why they dress until lyk thats ? daniel wore a black cardigan & a black tee-shirt in it & a white jeans . xiaobai wore a white cardigan & a white tee-shirt in it & a white jeans ~ lols . dhey are black & white =)) after that went to shop around again . call my buddy;ivan to see where is he & know that he at home so sians half luhs ~ cos i dont wan go back so early yesterday . then i mrted back to hougang meet my peckk dhey all downstair plaza wasnt really going up except change my tops off & went off =) . bob shu shu call me & chat in the late nights ~
what happened ? i feel so disgusted in my hearts . the feeling is making me bonkers ~ i feel thats i am a bitch bitching around , i hurt my boyfrnd did i ? but i am truthful to him i am sure ~ what things i done or what i will tell him . things hasnt been going well for me lately many things happenn ~ i am so down . but not going to show anyone my unhappiness . i will the happy me =) . i hate myself so guys and girls go ahead & hate me too. my pains no one know
Messedsy&& 1:35 PM
