;Tuesday, December 18, 2007
i am feeling better right now (:
i just now fall asleep at bout 10 plus and i got a bad night mare
immediately wake up at 11 plus
cry like hell ~
call babyy never answer :(
feeling damn upset
th dream really scared me
&&& i really dontwant th dream to happenn
the feeling isnt great too
i am missing my boyfrndd right now :(
boos hoos hoos :(
he's sleeping like a DEAD LOG right now
i have already make up my mind
of changing for th sake of me and my babyy future (:
in order to last long
we must give in to each other at times
change our attitude
if we are not happy with each other bout something
we must sit down and talk nicely ((:
we must have trust in each other luhs
after reading some novel story
i found out that actually i am lucky to have a nice boyfrndd ((:
he matter more than anything in my heart
hhaas . i have alreay find pple to acc me to get my hairdo (:
so i will look pretty for christmas & new year .
was reading my bitches blog
and i can see that all of them is anxious bout ther result
that is going to be release in hours time
but i am not getting anxious at all
bcause i know i didnt put in my heart at all ~
when everyone is struggling for their revision and last minutes preparation
i am still feeling relaxed
hopefully is not too late to study hard in th future :(
just now i still ask boyfrndd
whether he will help me worry not
but he say wont :(
how upset . lol
but i wouldnt blame him
bcause is my fault i didnt heed his advice of studying hard
sorry babyy to disappoint you
&& my parent
i loves babyy (:
i know i am yr irritating girlfrndd
but you still loves me
hhaas.
HUGS . muacks
Messedsy&& 3:19 AM
