;Wednesday, December 19, 2007
i am feeling uber upset right now :(
been crying for th whole two day :(
th only one who can make me smile now is my babyy :)
my family isnt showing me any support :(
everybody is giving me sacrastic remarks ~
leaving me all disencouragement
say that i deserve it ~
is like fine whatever
cry in th room ~
cut hand in th room
dhey still ask me to to dirty their place ~
such a nice family member i got ~
guess boyfrndd is going to get angry knowing what i done :(
but babyy ; i am sorry .
i regret not studying hard in th past
my sister is now damn pissed off
saying that all my frndd is bad
&& she's getting pple to give dems some lesson =.=
not metioning anybody names first.
think that she is trying to make me more pissed
BOOS HOOS HOOS:'(
yesterday after taking result went home
daddy give me sacrastic remarks ~
went in th room cry lik hell
only babyy coax me (:
then bathe bout 6 plus went over to rachh house
then bout 7 plus left her house
went over to babyy's house downstair to meet up with him
acc him go home bathe liaos
then we left to mall to meet up with buddy and buddy girlfrndd
then went to take 136 to chomp chomp to have our dinner .
yangyi came up th bus at one of th station .
we got such sumptuous dinner (:
stringray ; kang kong with cuttlefish ; bbq chiecken wing ; satay and few more .
then after eating (:
we bused back to hougang plaza
slack awhile and babyy send me home
and he go home sleep liaos
in th morning 6 am like that while babyy is preparing to go backk to camp ~
poor him
then not long ago he just call me telling me he booked out liaos (:
so feel like meeting him luhs .
bcause i am super upset right now :(
but think he's lazy too
so guess tmr morning then i go meet him ((:
I LOVES MY BABYY~
i ruin my own future
Messedsy&& 9:48 PM
