;Sunday, December 2, 2007
i am home ((: just now went downstair for th malay neighbour wedding &&& i wear a translucent dress . th dress infront th design is nice ((: but behind is fcuking transparent luhs . lols then ate then come up liaos . later going out with my families :)been waiting for his msg and call from yesterday til now but not even a single call or msg ~ yesterday reach home chatted on phone with frndd then faster go take sleeping pills go sleep cause i been crying like fcuk lately ~ it 3.45am & i just reach home bout 20 mins ago bathe liaos jiu come online now . daddy bought us to auntie house &&& i fcuking no mood then yar my relatives dhey all , all no confirm got thing happenn to me de cause i go their house everytime very lively de. oh yar on th way to tampines on daddy car . daddy suddenly ask why do we emigrate ? &&& i think this ideas is not bad at least i can leave our my unhappiness behind &&& bring th happy memories with me (: but yar someone came in to my mind.so i just like urms not so soon . then daddy play mahjong so i was like fcuking sadd :( then until alicia came backk yar kind of happy at least we get to talk bout how i feel . but yar my heart still loves him (: but i just dontknow whether we still can go on not luhs , th decision lies on his hand now ~ life still goes on without him . but guess i will change againn to dontknow what kind of person ~ i miss those times
Messedsy&& 4:57 PM
