;Friday, March 28, 2008
days have pass
though i still tear to sleep but i'm feeling better
cause we still contact each other as friends
and we dont quarrel and bicker le .
mayb like what my mum say
cannot be lover at least still can be friend bahs
but i miss him still.
only always pray that he'll be happier without me
at least no one to quarrel with him
no one to control him on how many sticks to smoke one day
nobody disturb him when he's tiredd
still no need pay another person meal or movie tickets
but i still have to always remind him
dont let pple take advantage of him
no matter what i still miss him at night
etc ...
hopefully everythingg will be like before bah (:
i'll tryy to stay happy de
hopefully i'm not acting strong infront of others bah
Messedsy&& 4:16 PM