;Saturday, March 29, 2008
i tear to sleep yesterday :(
and tear in th morning again today
i cant believe i'm this sort of woman in his mind :'(
we been together for 9 months going 10 months
& yar,i'm cheap :'(
I AM LIKE HIS PUPPET
he push me to others
hello ?! i'm not yr toy alright.
my mums was shocked when i told her that he wanted me to go with other guy
bcause mum always think that he's a nice guy
somehow mum got pissed
bcause she say"think what my dotter nobody wan arr ?"
"need give him push here and there"
actually bcause mummy saw me cryingg then she ask me so i told her
then mummy very disappointed too.
hais :(
i dontknow what to do anymore
someone give me a solution to solve all my sorrow :'(
can you feel my love tonight ?
i am getting more and more weak each day
why cant i just have a good boyfrndd who treat me nicely
instead of making me tear all th time :(
i want happinesss
but i guess for th rest of my life i wouldnt have it anymore
Messedsy&& 1:38 PM
