;Thursday, July 17, 2008
i dontknow why i can ever feel so sadd?
i dontknow what to do
i am tiredd but i still cant sleep :'(
tears is sill falling down my eye after enduring for a long times
is been a hour plus and my tear still keep falling
my eye is swollen like hell right noww
i guess tmr will be a nasty day for me too .
having to face cust with my eye like this
hopefully by tmr it'll be ok
i really cant take it anymore :'(
i got no ideas what go wrongs ?
i got no ideas on what going to happenn later on .
i hate th life i am in right now.
i dontwant to have this kind of lifeee
everyone is not even understanding towards me
and yar my mum kick me and slap me now
what a jokee .
i am not happy
but what can i do
can anyonee just let me diee
i am sick of carrying on with my life in this manner
when i want to believe
you spoilt my dream
i hate hate hateee
i got no ideas what i will do
grants to pple who hate me (:
you'll love to see me in this state =)
everythingg is just LIES
Messedsy&& 2:02 AM
