;Sunday, August 24, 2008
hasnt been updating lately ~
yest ~
cant believe i rot at homee th whole sat _|_
fcukk it.BUT NO CHOICE i'm so sickk ~
then boyfriend at night come over to find me.
that idiot comee my housee only play pianoo and disturb me ~
he got nothingg better to do.hhaas (:
of causee he did care for his sick girlfriendd too luh
lately boyfriend been stressing abbout a lot of thingg
i can do nothing about it
but i only give him more stress
i dont want it to be like this but i dontknow what to do too :(
i only can say,no matter what
boyfriend must stay strongg
remember th msg i send you yest ?
if you fall,i'll fall even badly
today
wake up at 7 plus due to BAD DREAMS ~
real badd :(
boyfriend know why.
then all th way til now~
i'm still feeling SICK ~
i haven eat from yest still now :(
i'm feeling hungry
but i got no energy to walk or thinggs
lousy and weak me _|_
20 more days (:
i'm countingg down .
Messedsy&& 2:06 PM