;Sunday, September 21, 2008
life been boring for me~
many things happenn and all
hais
I HATE WHO I AM NOW
i only make pple unhappy
can th me now just die off?
i really wish ~
change to a better person pls
then i guess i'll be loved more by pple esp parent and him.hais
LIFE INDEED SUCKS AT TIMEEE
been kind of emoo lately
last night
ton then wake up at 11 plus
washed up and breakfast with boyfriendd
then homee sweet homeeee
reach homee bathee liaos head to penisular with my lil bro and boyfriend to get his skinnies and cut off his leather belt
then buigss (:
pester boyfriend to buy shorts lol.
then he buy luh cause i keep say it look nices on him
such a irritating girlfriend i am right lol.
i know i knoww
then homee sweet homeee after that
I MISS BABYY RACHH,IVON AND GAIL AND COS.
and of causee my dearest (;
yest night went expo there see th car show (:
saw cherie
i didnt manage to finish th whole of expo cars show
cause i make boyfriend angry :(
then he tulan until he dontwant care me
then go out and chat then after that we're okays
as i promised i'll change i need time
and you say you'll guild mee though
some words you say really hurts me so much at times
is just like th one you love th most taking a knife and poke though your heart as many times as they say those hurtful words
but i never once blame you .
because you know i dontknow how to think
and sometime i'm really imatureee in thinkingg
so i need yr guildance though everythings
you know yourself many time that we so want to give up.
but we still put ourself together and go though all hardship
is difficult i know but we gone though many thing during this few months .
i really dontknow what to say anymoreee
its hurt when you say you understand me
parents,
i need more freeedomm
Messedsy&& 9:04 PM
