;Friday, October 3, 2008
life for me have changeee like in just a few days :(
i must learn to go homee alone each and everyday i meet my boy
his probation just started so sudden and it nearly freak me out :(
but you see,i understand that he didnt want it
but yar i still dont get used to it
and today is th third day i'm going home aloneee
friends been telling me like go out before his probation luh
but yar i hate going homee early everyone of my friend know
thats why i will keep him acc at his placee
then before last bus finished go and take a bus homee
sound stupid isnt it ?
but i'm so used to his companion
i know boyfriend dont really enjoy late night too
but for me he've to somehow sacrifice.
normally he'll send me homee ard 12 plus 1 plus because th next day he got army
and because boyfriend dontwannt me to get scoldings (;
how thoughtful can he be (:
but when weekend is not th same luh
sometime later and all
but now guess no choice because i rather keep him acc at his place
rather then losing him
hhaas but still somehow scared of going homee aloneee
today is only th third day :(
whenever i walk out of his house and bid him goodbyeee
i always got th feeling of she bu de
but luckily when i reach my house bus stop
he'll call me and acc me chat til i reach homeee (:
though he's not around with me but his voice is there to keep me acc (:
today boyfriend drive me to novena square there to meet my dearest lil sis (: zhilingg
but we acc her awhile we left for dinner with boyfriend's mum and sis at new york new york at amk
but before dinner boyfriend went to natural project and bought two top that cost his mum 100 bucks and more lol
dinner is his sis treat (:
thanks auntie and jie jie lol.
we cant finished th food
i been eating real less lately
i dontknow what wrongs with me
then walked around together with them , then seperate at th last stop fair pricee
both of them left to dontknow where
then me and boyfriend walk over to his bike there ,slacked awhile then to his place
reach his place slack ard 1 hours
take a bus homeee
wanted to go and meet my belovedbro,cause is his birthday(: HAPPY BIRTHDAY BRO (:
but he want to go rounding and some other reason
so went home instead (:
on wed (:
boyfriend come to my place nearing evening timee
then slack at my place and all
then went to east coast (:
but we just went there for awhile cause we TU til quite lateee
then to his placee again then homeee
i got so much to says :(
but i cant :'(
i've to try and change :'(
i miss th past time
i know you didnt want it either
i didnt blame you but i'll acc you thoughout (:
you'll believe me , will you ?
no much photos lately
cause everyone is getting sians of seeing my face right ? lol
TAG MY BOARD PLS ~~~~~~~ (:
Messedsy&& 2:18 AM
