;Monday, October 6, 2008
RESTRICTED :(
they arent having mind of 21 century -.-
everything cannot , cannot , cannot :(
having parent like them make me want to vomit blood -.-
though they give me things too
but even outsiders can see that they're super biased towards me
they give me things because they scared i make them lose face
then pple sure will ask ehs whhy they have,she dont have so they also must give me
BIASED IN A SENSE
they treat my bro and sis like treasure
and me? piece of shit
though i know i'm wrong to say all this bout my parent
but i have feelings too
they showed it too obviously and its hurt me too
i always say they not good this and that
but in my heart i really do love them
all i want is they have trust in me
let me do what i want to do
give me money like they give my bro and sis
i guess is not that over ?
who dont want to be dote by their own parent and all
you know luckiest thing is i have someone to run to when i'm sad :(
and that him (: my dearest babyy
he is always there to teach me and all
he taught me many things that i dontknow
because he want th best of me (:
hais but now chatting
even he's looking down on me too :'(
then who will look up on me already :'(
i hate myself luh :'(
i'm so so so so useless
Messedsy&& 12:57 AM
