;Friday, November 7, 2008
days pass
but i'm still not me :(
i msged him today
how much i wish i can be your lady back
but you just love me no more right ?
nevermind luhh :'(
i done you wrong at th first placee
giving attitude and all
i'm trying to get over everything but is hard
i'm so not like me
i used to enjoy going out and not staying at homeee
but now enjoy staying at home so much
:'( lately parent talk to me i dont even bother to look or reply them
i just walked away
i only good with my broooo
love is never lost.
if not reciprocated,
it will flow back
and soften and purify the heart.
at least be there to wipe away my tears
if you're going to make me cry.
you can fall in love in an instant.
it's letting go that takes time.
even when I pour my heart out to you,
i'm not sure it shows,
that I love you more than you'll ever know.
how do you heal a broken heart?
I have no idea where to start
because everything I do reminds me of you
when you love him - truly love him,
how are you supposed to get over him?
i've tried everything possible ...
but i just can't. isn't that what true love is?
"a life with love will have some thorns ,
but a life without love will have no rose"
i've been stucking at homeee for quite some days luh.
with th companion of eeyore almost everyday
parent think i'm crazy hugging my eeyore here and there
but they just dont understand
how much i needed someone to be there .
i never feel so weak before
i pluck up all my courage and disappointment is what i get in th end
some says i'm stupid
but i think i'm not
loving someone you must strive your own happpiness
just before he's gone
but now i know
he's gone and gone forever?
but i still cant accepttt.
i know i let you down,
but is not like that now,
this time i'll never let you go :(
i will be
all that you want
to get myself together
cause you keep me from falling apart
i thought that i have everything
i didnt know what life could bring
but now i see,honestly
you're th one thing i got right :(
if what they say are true,
that time heals a broken heart.
then tell me why it's taking so long
for the healing to start?
i've tried so hard to fight this feelings,
i have deep in side for you.
while telling my self each day,
i must, I must start anew.
i know i should move on,
and accept that you are gone.
but that is so darn hard to do
cause i'm still deeply in love with you.
tomorrow i'll again try to forget you,
i pray to god i'll do.
but for today I cannot seem to let go,
of this undying love I feel for you.
Messedsy&& 4:19 PM
