;Wednesday, January 7, 2009
CRY :'(
i'm god damn upset with alot of things
all i know is only cry and cry and cry .
hais . i'm going crazy
my head is going to burst
how can i just wipe off everything from my head
so i wouldnt be feeling this way
i really think i'm suffering from depression man _|_
always thought of die die die
& still DIE.
i must be mad.
i dontknow what to say about my feeling right now :(
so many things to say
how to salvage it ?
i dontknow man ,
i dont have confident anymore.
i want to be love
i'm afraid all of this happiness will end soon.
trust me,
believe that my love for you is truth .
dear,you're missed .
i need to work hard and play hard
time to get a job .
fcuk my life .
censored it
is too shame to let pple know .
my only motivation is starting to lose faith and trust in me i guess
is hard to carry on this way .
your love now seems so far away from me.
or mayb i shld just balance it here and now sank deeper?
dear tell me what to do .
i loveee you sincee juneee10.
searching back
it seems to fast we're already together for 6 months going 7 months .
love is not a easy thing esp when you're in a r/s .
Messedsy&& 1:45 AM
