;Tuesday, January 6, 2009
today me and boyfriend have stupid agruement that mayb lead to a verge of breaking.
okays is my fault for being unreasonable
pestering him to bring me out and dont go work.
i know i'm not a good girlfriend
but i just want his companion.
in th end.he give in so much
didnt go work
bring his princess out lol.
thanks for doing so much
though we're still wondering whether we're really right for each other :(
went buigs
go qism shop
bought a top/dress?no ideas lol
is nicee ^^
qism give me discount
love her to th max .
saw my peckk and gail also.
i'm so going to date my girls out together
really very long we didnt go out liaos .
but everybody is like busy with their own stuff
i just self-reflect myself.
seriously i fcuking hate my life man :(
is been 6 months plus of rotting
no work no study .
what th hell am i doing ?
i everyday wake up
either play computer
if not go out .
totally no aim for my lifeee
like fcuk me man.
i guess i going to work first bah
cause i really no mood study :(
though i know now in singapore cert is very impt
give me one more year
i'll study hard for th cert .
i been always sleep late :(
i envy pple that can sleep early.
because i always got that fear feeling if i sleep earlier then 12 plus or 1 plus in th night
is like what th :(
hais . stupid right ?
i also want sleep early luhhhhh.
iyo . i want go eat sleeping pills liaos . go consult doctor.
been very headache lately :(
many things in life make me detest myself for th happenning
but i got no ideas how to stop it .
i need listening ears .
someone to stand by me
someone to believe me
someone to care for me
someone to be there for me
:(
cai bu dou.
Messedsy&& 2:25 AM
