;Thursday, October 8, 2009
i hate homeee
i hate hate hate homeeeeeee
so stress.
no freedom , cant even talk on ph .
DAMN IT .
went for lesson today ~
result is out . pass but not the reason i want #$%^&*(
went over to meet my cousin aftermath ,
damn i am fcuking pissed
i need EC to be with me now :(
he is the one who always cheer me up ~
i miss him alot
he change so much
which i dontknow why :(
i try to do everything in his way but i dontknow what wrongs though?
issit his love for me no longer there or other woman take my placeee
teary day ,
walk homeee alone today .
before that was with my dearest anna and my biaojieee at simei's star bucks
then home sweet home at around 11 plus
supposed to hit butterfact
but my clothing is oh damn shit #$%^&*( LOL.
i dont feel like coming homeeeee
i feel like having lots of freedom
i dont have understanding parents
where and who can i turn too
hais
i need money
money money money
i really miss him alot .
i am hungry
going to cook maggi mee plus abaloneee now :)
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Messedsy&& 2:07 AM