;Wednesday, January 26, 2011
2011 isnt a good year !
just after i finished uploading my post yesterday , awhile later , my mum and bro told me that my dearest ah gong passed away in china !
fml . fml . fml .
i hasnt been seeing him for the past few year,
i always tear whenever my sibling come back to tell me how is he doing now.
fcuk ! why didnt i go ?
now that he is gone forever.i hate myself.
i can't even acc him to walk his last journey
but sis and aunt is rushing there today !
not enough ticket le :'(
hais . fml fml fml .
i'm really helpless.filled with guilts and regret.
i cant stop crying . i cant stop thinking . i cant stop missing .
Messedsy&& 3:53 PM
